One thing right now, is that I think that I've learned the art of letting go.
I know it doesn't sound very convincing heh. :p
I prolly have allocated a little too much attention to trivial matters, and caused it to clog myself up bit by bit, giving me a near hemorrhage. O.O It's just like how I try to fit in as many photos in my blog as well as my purse, but they just won't fit and it just get clogged up. #truestory I think I've always tried too hard to hold on to things, worrying that if I ever loosen my grip, things will change, and I'll lose it forever.
Coming from a vulnerable heart, it took me these 9-10 months to decide to give myself a break. And just let things flow on its own.There were just too much to handle.
After all, to let go doesn't mean to stop caring. (:
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So apparently, after some rough calculation, I figured that I had spent at least RM 520 on the trip. Christmas is coming, and hence it's that time of the year again where shopping is so much more fun!!, and especially since it's THE holidays now. I'm running low of cash and I feel awful to ask my parents for more money.
I just hope there'd be another way to this. :(
Speaking of which, I gotta get a Juicer tmr. Inspired by many, also Sherry, I'm planning to go on a Juice Fast. It requires you to not consume anything solid at all for this 7-day Juice Fast plan. But then Cassy planned to bring me for fish head noodles one of these days. So shucks :( But I'll still go ahead and try it out. I hope the results are quick to come! Though it may not be ideal since I plan on still devouring that amazing fish head noodles :O
I needa get fit or just lose a bit for at least prom on Saturday. hehe :p
Mum doesn't encourage this idea. Dad kept bringing up how I have to be careful of my food intake. Ughh. It's vexing how this can get sometimes. :/ oh well.
Here's the link if you're interested to look into it ;)
http://www.justonjuice.com/7-day-juice-fast-plan/
p.s. i miss my girls!!! :O
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