Sunday, September 28

smile

Saturday hello world, woke up at 1pm and it wasn't any goodie. ahaha.

anywho, went to CHC today for service after.. a while, and then I met people who gave me the "FINALLY" speech LUL. i never promised anyway :P haha. it was great seeing Fiona, Pete, Jeff, Yan Hao and the rest of the group. So in service we learnt about "To Serve, To Give", and there was this pretty nice worship song about having faith in God, and though our flesh may fail, our God doesn't. As service ended, we went to pick Celine up and then headed to Sunway Pyramid for dinner with the rest of the CHC gang.

Went home, chilled and lazed around, then chatting with Shafie and came up with G.E.Y.S, hahah super foul. It was so fun chatting :D heehee hahaha. #bestbuddy, always so nice and lame, ish. and then Herbert and his tribe came, and we went out to chat and had some fun laughing away till midnight ish. They did the Fiction dance, and laughed at really silly jokes. Then showered, and then chatted with Celine till... till....... 4AM IN THE MORNING O.O aiks. it was interesting tho :D heehee

Sunday so woke up at 8 and got ready for Service at Homes! It was so interesting. Okla, when I say so interesting, it doesn't mean that something mindblowing happened okay, it's just another way of me saying it's all good :) Jade picked me up, as we headed to Evan's place. Worship was great! Saw Joyce. And then came the word, Parable of the Talents. It talked about utilizing our abilities, and how talents can be grown and expanded - for the glory of God. Evan started with posing a question to all of us, asking us to think of the most important question we've thought about all week. Mine was about deciding which church to settle down with. Oh! Prayer sessions were pretty good, mine was about good circle of friends, and decision making, :) so excited.. dk for what. lul. had lil chats with Jade along the way back to Suriamas abt ^decision shizzles, interesting..

will be back about Bloom..

blooming away...

#blessings < 3



Friday, September 26

owhanana :)


So it's my partner's birthday today. I came upon the notion of gathering photos of familiar faces a few days before the big day, and I had so much fun doing so, honestly. The fun came in along the way, unintended, but it sure was fun. and i love love loved Charly's drawing! though I have no idea at all why i got so fat. hahah I was on the photo collage till 3am in the morning geez :O I really don't like to sleep late cuz I have a hard time waking up in the morning. But then he replied with a "ohmygod" "u r insane" "u really are", so i guess that 's okay. hahaha. in the morning he called, and it was a good wake up call cuz i would have had a terrible time doing that usually. the phone rang, expecting it to be the alarm, it turned out to be him haha. i was soooo tired, like i dreaded a bit while talking. then yeah. it was interesting. he said he's skinnier now and i said he should eat. all in all it was a warm morning. and i felt happy also because it was the first time in forever where i woke up this early, by the good kind of alarm clock :) smiles smiles. hehe.

had Bible study today for the first time in Uni. and slept at the library till it was time for Chill n Grill.
it was alright. :) Flavia came with me. and cracked some jokes where we were in our little corner by saying she's not attractive enough // accidental joke on Samuel's forehead :X woops. // Ronald took us home while we went to pick Celine up // 

saw Derrick, and it was really interesting because he told me about his stuff with his ex-gf just like that, and that he was so open about it LOL, ya know how unexpected things can get :) and then this time I got home, took a shower or two, and we sat down to talk about religion. It went up till about 2am or so, LOL, so rare, but feeling #adventurous weee!!!, as I shared with him my perspective on Christianity, and my journey of faith with Jesus. I shared with him about 'Ps Yoong', and how I find it plainly impossible to not believe that there's a God. Though backed with less than substantial facts, (i honestly feel bad), I hope he managed to understand at the very least, where I am coming from. The fact that he's inclined to know more about God just encourages me and moves me so much. He opened up to me about his life, his heart and his leg. And it's interesting how a guy who left a tainted first impression was opening his life to me during our 2nd/3rd impromptu meeting. Sounds like a story book don't cha think :D hehe. 

He asked me questions which I failed to provide a clear answer, because I didn't know enough to tell him about it - to which I feel terrible about as well. When he said, "So... you're there, and I'm stuck... here" when he shared with me his troubles of sleeping at night, faced with a question every single day for close to 3 years. I seriously can't imagine it myself not being able to live with peace for so long, not even a week. Just when that sentence was posed upon me, feeling so helpless atm, yay, Meeah came back and I got him to chat with D about it. I was really delighted. They had a chat or two, then decided that it seemed best for D to just stay over LOL (extreme much :P), they continued to play Dota while I slept, and then got up the next afternoon for Dota and then Bible Study sesh 1 :D 

all is good, all is well, praise the Lord :)

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happy birthday hanna, me love you gusta very mucho.
ohana furever i hope :D hehe

Tuesday, September 23

uni funny pick-up-lines day + food therapy

me and my salmon head happiness

Ta-daaa! The long overdue dinner finally came to past.
We went to Hokkaido Ichiba (should be).
And we ordered Sashimi, Salmon head (!!!), sushi etc.
I spent RM 10 and Jeff did the rest, so I owe him meal,
which will only come to past when I start earning :D
#kkgoodvibes
thanks pals :) #blessed

Today in uni, I was walking and suddenly I thought I saw Timon.
I got excited for one second, ready to run forward,
then realised that it wasn't and it couldn't be.
hahah it's interesting how even sense could be lost for one second.
*smh* (shakes my head)
he's returning to the UK tmr, catching up, getting to know each other better
such had been fun! :D

cheers to the many more good good days to come.
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Sunday, September 21

God is the strength of my heart

Psalms 73
23 Nevertheless, I am continually with you;
you hold my right hand.
 24 You guide me with your counsel,
and afterward you will receive me to glory.
25 Whom have I in heaven but you?
And there is nothing on earth that I desire besides you.

26 My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever

Your breakthrough may not have arrived yet.
Don't compare with others.
Don't give up.
God has a plan for you.

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Saturday, September 20

Uncle Lim's Fried Chicken

So I met up with Yvonne for lunch today. She picked me up and we headed to SS 15 to makan ^^Uncle Lim's Fried Chicken =) It was pretty interesting, as we caught up about life and uni and all those things. I shared with her about "ze good things" (Ps Yoong), and as we were chatting, we realised again how similar we both are. It's pretty cool actually :) And I told her how uni has been busy, and tiring at times, till I actually skipped classes yesterday cuz I just wasn't feeling fit enough to go for tutorials when I haven't prepared for the questions. I just wasn't mentally ready. I remember the sleep through the night was so uneasy, and in the morning when i woke up, i dreaded to get up and I could feel the stress taking its toll on my head. aiks. haha. just a lengthy elaboration, but it's passed so it's all goodie now =)

So I was sharing with her how I always feel so busy, not having enough time to spend all the time. And I decided to write down what I have been doing, to keep track of where my time has gone to because most of the time we'd be spending time on trivial things that actually do not require as much attention, and preciously, our time. I've decided to turn over a new leaf, and try my best in everything. I'm feeling really pumped up, with good vibes and inexplicable elements that are activating them good vibes, thanks Yvonne! #peace

I know that God has a plan for me, and God sees me now even though I don't usually feel that way permanently. So I am precious, and I should always do my best and not belittle myself, ever. :)

Oooooh and upon Yvonne's arrangement, as well as Jade's invitation, I attended Homes at Nathaniel's yesterday. :) His place was so pretty!!! So homey, and cosey, I loved it. Went to Homes and met a bunch of new people :) hopefully these friendships are here to stay. Homes was interesting. It's an interesting place to gather with people of the same purpose - to serve and praise and honour God. I was reminded of the importance of consistency. :)

Acts is having a mission trip at the end of the year to different countries and I'm just a lil bit sad I can't go cuz I really wanna go and I can't cuz I'll be having exams :'( Excited for Mini Bloom that's coming up next weekend, and also for meeting Dad next week, and also for going home in October, and also for going to church tomorrow, and also for experiencing God's awesome wonders more and more throughout next week :)

I pray that God will place a good circle of friends around me in Uni, and may His will for me unfold during my time in uni. I know You are watching over me Daddy God, and I know that You'll always be with me all the time, and I know that You love me and that You maneuver my life. Amen.

 #hashtag #blessings :)

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As Clara prayed,

God, I pray that you will grant her a good circle of friends Oh Lord, that You will handpick these people to be around her, friends of which will support one another throughout assignments, throughout life.

Monday, September 15

Herrow :)

So far, uni has been busy. I'm not too sure what I've been doing everyday, but it just always seems that I don't have enough time. Sleep has never felt so demanded, and good, and a tee bit stressful, but I suppose once I settle into the momentum, I will be okay, back in one intact piece of me.

Throughout orientation and classes, I found that the lecturers are so passionate at what they do. They appear to have an avid interest in the subject itself, and really, it shows when they teach. It shows because it is distinct from all the previous teachers that have taught me before. I love it! (their enthusiasm). Like Ms Puteri who could explain what a case is about without taking too much time to ponder about it, and Ms Deepa who told us that, "I can assure you one thing. By doing law, you'll definitely be able to touch so many lives in the future," yayerzz! Mr Lai, who seems to be the coolest so far. He's been constantly reminding us that law isn't easy. One time, he got everyone to share why we're doing law. He said that the law journey is gonna be tough, but just remember why you're here, and hopefully that'll be able to keep you strong and pull you through. Ms Haema is known as the motherly one :) I also like how the Law School is actually teaching us to be cooperative and help one another out, instead of pursuing individualism.

The law knowledge so far seems pretty intriguing, and it seems like a good start, a good platform for me to achieve my future goals. I find law knowledge very valuable, and it will definitely be useful in the future.

I'm actually pretty excited about my future. I can't wait to see how it all unfolds, how in the end, what I'm actually utilizing my knowledge for. I can't wait to travel! I really want to go to America, and other western countries, and experience and learn the western culture for a bit. I actually can't wait to be a mother as well XD haha. Anyway, carpe diem right? I gotta calm them party poppers and seize the day =)

toodles~!

Sunday, September 14

要开心买菜😄~


a day filled with so much fun, love and laughter!
we went to sushi zanmai and i ordered one salmon head, 
then celine decided to order another one cuz it was too damn good.
so apparently shafie doesn't eat fish head,
but did you know what he eats?
he eats fish eyes.
HAHAHAHA
nobody does that =.=
yikes.

i left home at 12pm had lunch around 2pm till around 4pm
went to buy Once Upon A Milkshake,
[ I highly recommend its hazel nutella, it's heaven, im tellin' ya]
[ I feel like I've been bringing so many people there already }
[I should earn their commission :P ]
mm, then we intended to go buy groceries,
where Jie and I went to Superdry intending to utilize my 15% voucher
which I didn't use cuz there was a better offer then.
Spent at least an hour there trying to wrap my head around
what i want, and what not.
then went to buy groceries around 6++, 
where Jie and I bickered without fail.
lef the supermarket around 8ish then went to dinner till 10 ish.
they then accompanied me home =)

yay. i love my homies.
that's the reason my heart beats.
and these are some of my closest and dearest people
=)
so close till i actually forgot Shafie is Malay HAHA :P
BYEEE

Monday, September 1

another chapter unfolds

For if it's not meant to be, it if it's not God's will for you, God will close doors.

For God closed doors, I am here now.
And as according to God's will, He wants me here.
Amazing things will happen here.
My life will be changed.

Amen.