regret.

One has many regrets in life.. Wish they'd done something or wish they hadn't make that choice so that they wouldn't miss one of the greatest oppurtunities in life which only comes one in a lifetime... One of mine is this : Not taking photo with him :((((((( so heartbreaking!!!

i saw him at one b!! :( :'(((((((((((

Little Hey Little Ho!

YOOOO. So long since I last blogged here. zZz.. It's the 6th of December now, speaking of how time flies!! It was a month or two ago when all the J3s were striving like hell or maybe not, for the PMR and UEC exams. And during those few torturing months which coz the sudden attack of acne on my face =.=, everyone were whining of how stressful the exams were and hoping this time of the year to come!! Now our dreams have become reality yet it's passing out super quick as well.. :S gaaah.

Well, one of the few things to definitely be excited for is CHRISTMAS!!!! :D the Xmas decorations in church are breathtaking!! See for yourself if you don't believe me.. They're really awesome. Especially the few christmas balls or whatever u call them :p surrounding the two huge bells up in the ceiling at the main auditorium!!! it could be like a dreamland :D

time to make a short conclusion abt this year! this year has been really really really challenging...:
- with my sis not being around and having to get used to do lots of stuff without her for the very 1st time O.O
- with friendships not being that cool
- with GK moving from Glory Hall to the bigger auditorium and having a distance with oth parties
- with PMR and UEC lol
- with pimples!! :(
- with having to start worrying abt fat now =.=
- with being a prefect
- with 1st time going to another country without my family
- with having to figure out what to do with my holidays without my sis driving me everywhere for watever things that we want
- with this "drama" lol

etc etc.

But then, we just have to keep going strong and not fall, because if we don't, we won't be able to see the rainbow after the rain rite? :D I truly believe in the quote "Everything happens for a reason". so whenever I have a rough time or anything, i'd recall of that quote and try to keep myself going. There had been tonsssss of tough times for me this year, but Mel said: "Tough times never last, but tough people do." mmmmmm.. deep. XD Isn't it pretty amazing how quotes can inspire and move people?? :p

Went to Kundasang for the multimedia and tech team retreat last week! And sure it was damn awesome!! Went to Hot Spring the next day and actually went back to the exact same spot of where i cut my fingers last year =D weeeeeee! DC sleepover was 2 days ago and i was in a group with Jordan, Andre, Fiona, Natasha, Alfred and Chris Michelle. I was being assigned as a leader which was pretty awesome coz that's my very very 1st time :D the team was great and the sleepover which pretty much sucked every bit of energy out of me was still pretty awesome. Memories memories ahh :)

PIMPLES suck! i thought it would have gotten better since exams have been over agesss zzz ago, but too bad it aint happening. One can only hope :( haiiih.

i had a to-get list for this hols during my exams.. hope they'll come superly amazing true! am wishing upon the twinkling star!!

tata~

heyllooooo

UPDATES

it's currently exams now in school.

life's been fine on the first side - school. but it's a little messed up on the other side?

geeee. :X

what happened?

hm wish i can turn time around so that we can go back to those moments..

but at the same time, i dont wish to, coz everything happens for a reason.. and

if things happened, it means you learn another lesson rite?

hm as in you grow more mentally, grow more mature and to be more cautious or careful when you do things eh?

maybe.. maybe yes maybe no. there are always pros and cons in everything eh? :X eeeeeek.

a true friend, is truly truly hard to find.. so when you have em', truly truly appreciate them eh? lolz.

don't miss this amazing, once in a lifetime opportunity.. this aint like hmmm.. idk haha but it's like a shooting star probs? don't miss the chance when you get caught of it, make a wish instantly.. err as in.. u get me :P hhaha sorry i suck at this. :X wannabe failed :p hahah

haiiih :(

well there's saying, " Don't be sad cause it ended, but be joyful instead cause it happened" rite?

anyways, school's been fine i suppose.

going to China in a week or two time!

going with the school's prefect board... so yeah.

haven't been to youth in a while nowwww.

well guess i'll only be able to be back around july probs?

well, hope it's gonna be sooner.

PMR and UEC are just around the corner!!

so fasttttttttt. eeekz.

here are some pictureeeees to entertaiin u, my bored readers :P

i was youuung. hahah this looks so cacat lol

say helloooo to..

HELLOOO PEEPS!

it's been a while since i last blogged eh? :p

well, the exams were over and i pretty much suckeeed at them.

my marks dropped 10 marks :(

ZITS! ugh they suck.

:p

oh and do u know that GREY'S ANATOMY is back on star world with season 5? or 6?

how awesome is thatttttttttttttt.

verrrrrrrrrrrrry verrrrrrrrrry awesome.

i wanna get all of em if i could hmm.

big trip going on in june!

we're going to GuangZhou, ShenZhen and HongKong

hope i'll know how to shop :p

hahhhhh.

lamezzz

has been busy with school work and stuff eeeeks.

btw, im lovin' IF WE EVER MEET AGAIN by Timbaland ft Katy Perry!!

awesshuuuum.

oooooooh and youtube sure has got prettier!hah

my phone is dead..

sad :(

hmm oh well.

tata!

18th of February. mm

time flies :S

and i know that's practically all i say every time i post something up. hah.

oh well..

it's the current week of CHINESE NEW YEAR and i've only been to like 3 houses?

but nvm, i believe there's more to come :D hah.

watched Valentine's Day today with my fellow classmates and it was sooo romantic. mm. hm.

watched Wolfman on monday with house-mates :p and it was scary.

it was really funny how eeling slid down the chair :p

i bet nobody gets even a bit what im talking about :S aiiks.

sports day's waaaaay over :S, and zits are popping out!

eeek. it's like invading me, in many ways :p. Lol.

maybe it's a sign of sadness that sports day's in the past. oh well..

wonder when's the house party? am so looking forward to it.. hm.

today's already thursday, and school's reopening soon.

gonna face tons of tests and exams.

this really is what ex j3 peeps used to say isn't it?

oh well. :S :)

though, i kinda miss my classmates and the fun we have in school :D

being a prefect is pretty fun actually despite all the marching/barisan training? or anything you call that and other stuff :p tho it sounds nerdy hahh.

you get trips to many many places and as far as i've experienced, or maybe soon to experience, we're going to TAIWAN in June. :DDD

and i've got a feeling that it's gonna be great, great and fantastic :D

it had been really quiet at home till my brooooother came back o.o

wish my sis was here to celebrate cny so that she can take me out everywhere where my parents won't ever doubt us :p

haha and gaaaaaaaaamble like last year with ian, ivan and peeeeps :D i won! :O :P

and to gamble with jeviria!

got this from sam's blog :) and i just can't stop reading it. ahah.

SPORTS DAY!!

I have taken tons of pics. but well, lazy to upload so yeah.

SPORTS DAY HAS BEEN AMAZING/FANTASTIC/AWESOME and saddening.

well im kinda sad coz of the fact that its over, and we can't hang out with the senior 3 people anymore, plus our captain's leaving soon. well that's heartbreaking :/

I don't know why, but i somehow find this year's sports day waaaaaaay better compared to the prev 2 years.
well no offense ok? :)

but yeah.

I had tons and tons and tons of fun more that before.

:(

well im so sad :/ aiiiiiiiks.

a lot of things have been happening.

and well, i hope that you'll go away and stay outta my life for as long as possible.

stop messing with my life.

last but not least?

thanks to all the people who supported our house and me and everything. appreciate it to the max!

xo

twenty-ten

i wish i could stop saying this but somehow i just cant? loool. :S

time flies.

i wish i could dig to the bottom of the sea just to find out why.

tomoro's the first day of school, and i haven't packed a thing yet. im kinda afraid and intimidated but the packing thing is definitely not the cause. LOL. its not coz of junior 3, or pmr, or uec. its about something else.

singing lessons maybe? oh yeah.

volleyball? yuup.

running? perhaps.

becoming a prefect? of course.

making new friends? its fine.

trying to keep the friendship strong between me and my besties and things like that? uhhuh.

and etc etc? definitely.

i wish i could stand stronger and be more confident and have faith in God in every single thing that i'll do, every single task that i'll perform and obstacles that i'm about to overcome. i dont wanna wish anymore lol, i want to. hm. LOL.

im currently 14 coming to 15, and people everywhere are starting to leave for further studies. i mean people leave every year, but it seems as if this year, most of the people are leaving. especially discovery club peeps. maybe im feeling this way because these peeps are actually the ones that i socialize with? :O or maybe its cause my sister is leaving. looool. my kakak is leaving as well. so im like gonna be at home alone. sleeping in my own room with nobody on my left and on my right. LOL sounds so sad and empty. anyway, im having PMR and UEC this year. so many friends of mine are nervous and are starting to prepare for them, while honestly i don't feel a thing :S and thats bad. i guess probably i dont feel that way because i thought i wasn't gonna take them and was going to study in a place where i can get to my dreamland america. that's not happening anymore though. im a prefect next year :O or have i said that ady. lol. went to this prefect camp last week and it wasn't at all as i expected. it was waaaay waaaay tougher and it was super strict. thought it was gonna be all fun fun and more and more and more fun! though, i still had a great time and im darker again. i seem to get darker every 2 weeks? LOL. hm that camp made me doubt my decision of becoming this school polis. LOL. and i missed being a monitor. but i have made up my mind long ago without thinking much lol, and i shall stick to my decision. :S aiks.

after all that crap :p

im going to miss you tons.

wish you could stay for IS or s3, but thats not even possible. LOL.

you have been prodigious and astonishing and you have done your job well. :D hah.

you truly are one of a kind, extraordinary and i bet in the whole wide world, it would take a gazillion years or never, someone like you would be found.

all the best in ALL that you do. and God freaking freaking loves you.

and bring back stuff for me when you come back :P jks. hope you'll be back for christmas and i wanna pray that that singapore trip will happen and etc etc. the list goes on...

finally, thank you for everything and i truly appreciate e v e r y t h i n g .

X O X O

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i mean it :p LOL