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Monday, June 10
but above all this, i wish you, love.
I'm falling in love with Leona Lewis, i think she's contagious! One has got to check her videos of live performances to get infatuated just like me. < 3 total gorge.
Add-Ons
Ooh and I forgot to mention something.
Ever release Candy Crush is pretty amaze balls? I used to think of it as another mainstream games, but I think it teaches me about life as well. Believe or not lols.
"Take a chill pill, don't worry too much abt being perfect or focusing too much attention on the 'premier' one. Just do your best, just do it."
*****
Sometimes I wish my Maths wasn't good, so that the time spent doing it wouldn't we considered wasted >.< but nah, I'm just saying.
Toodles.
Sunday, June 9
she's back.
heyy yooo. exam is seriously crazy, lol, gets into your head no worse than turning into a psychopath XD haha Cassy and Chris came over to study, filled my head with Econs and Maths yada yada yada. Haha got me goin' crazy. I'm goin for dinner with Sarah hubby soon :)) I've been spending my money everywhere lately, giving me the exam excuse. But I think I really need this stuff to keep me pumpin'!
Can't ever deny that I'm constantly missing home. Talked to daddy last night and asked him how insurance worked. I almost shed a tear as I was studying at the 7th Floor, I sure miss my dad. So much, so so so much. Basically, I miss home. I miss my mum, who supports me mentally and emotionally though she doesn't do much, but little little things sure meant a lot, and they sure go a long way. I still remember how sometimes she'd watch the tv downstairs with the tv muted, and I'd ask "why don't you watch it upstairs with the volume up?" "haha, accompany you ma" with her cheeky smile from the satisfaction derived from her tv shows. Though it didn't seem logic and that she didn't actually want to accompany me, but part of it felt true, and thinking back, that lil cheesy thing sure was cute. And I remember how I'd keep myself together, and portray a bad demeanor and study hard, and not play with my phone so much. haha. and how my mum'd randomly come and touch me on the way to the kitchen just for fun, or suddenly bring food for me. And when I said "No, I don't want food!!" (fattening) and she'd be like "just this once Chris, just once :)" cuz food she made was always gooooodddd. And how mummy'd make what I craved for, esp during exams, just with me manja-ing with her a bit here and there.
Coming over, it feels like there's a lot of things what life is about, my perception of life has changed in a whole new dimension. Sometimes, you feel like you are alone in this, like life's yours to hold. But having amazing friends and family who still love you and have your back, it's such an amazing blessing. It feels like a bonus, and I feel so so so so blessed. So thank you my loved ones! Thanks mum, dad, jie, jayne, jiun, daphne, shiela, wilson, peg, jo, xuan, seol, nas, eric, lau, cyn, vik and definitely not forgetting cassy, sar, sha, shareen, alvin etc. :)
Oh! And almost slipped the thought of one of the main things i wanted to post about, i think i found that person. I think she's back. The wise and crazy her. I think she's back, recovered from identity crisis. Thank you daddy God, You are the best. the best the best the best the best the best.
Anyways, I'm motivated to live life in the USA, after listening to Christmas Lights by Coldplay :)) good song! < 3 gonna eat and chill and study. can't wait to see my loved ones next week.
Can't ever deny that I'm constantly missing home. Talked to daddy last night and asked him how insurance worked. I almost shed a tear as I was studying at the 7th Floor, I sure miss my dad. So much, so so so much. Basically, I miss home. I miss my mum, who supports me mentally and emotionally though she doesn't do much, but little little things sure meant a lot, and they sure go a long way. I still remember how sometimes she'd watch the tv downstairs with the tv muted, and I'd ask "why don't you watch it upstairs with the volume up?" "haha, accompany you ma" with her cheeky smile from the satisfaction derived from her tv shows. Though it didn't seem logic and that she didn't actually want to accompany me, but part of it felt true, and thinking back, that lil cheesy thing sure was cute. And I remember how I'd keep myself together, and portray a bad demeanor and study hard, and not play with my phone so much. haha. and how my mum'd randomly come and touch me on the way to the kitchen just for fun, or suddenly bring food for me. And when I said "No, I don't want food!!" (fattening) and she'd be like "just this once Chris, just once :)" cuz food she made was always gooooodddd. And how mummy'd make what I craved for, esp during exams, just with me manja-ing with her a bit here and there.
Coming over, it feels like there's a lot of things what life is about, my perception of life has changed in a whole new dimension. Sometimes, you feel like you are alone in this, like life's yours to hold. But having amazing friends and family who still love you and have your back, it's such an amazing blessing. It feels like a bonus, and I feel so so so so blessed. So thank you my loved ones! Thanks mum, dad, jie, jayne, jiun, daphne, shiela, wilson, peg, jo, xuan, seol, nas, eric, lau, cyn, vik and definitely not forgetting cassy, sar, sha, shareen, alvin etc. :)
Oh! And almost slipped the thought of one of the main things i wanted to post about, i think i found that person. I think she's back. The wise and crazy her. I think she's back, recovered from identity crisis. Thank you daddy God, You are the best. the best the best the best the best the best.
Anyways, I'm motivated to live life in the USA, after listening to Christmas Lights by Coldplay :)) good song! < 3 gonna eat and chill and study. can't wait to see my loved ones next week.
you can do this sh*t b*tch.
Friday, June 7
untitled
hello!! today's been a good day. went for lunch with Ms D and the team, lols :P haha. but today has been really productive, one thing is cuz I've been knowing what econs is about and sometimes i feel like a genius! :P haha. few more days till exam, and im here on the grey's crazy madness, can't wait to finish Season 8. gooshhh, I'm soo in loveeee with Sloan and Lexie :( my heart shattered to pieces when i found out what happend months ago, but now... though its happening in this episode i'm watching now, i can't feel anything. prolly it's cuz exams' been taking lots of my concentration away as well :( don't want it to end!! :((
anyway, i thank God for a lovely day with my crazy ladeehhs as well, though the soup i cooked today tasted awful. < 3
one more week to OZ in my fatty face! i feel kinda insecure to meet people actually... :( ah well :)
thank you Fiona sweetie pie :))) < 3 : 3 < 3
anyway, i thank God for a lovely day with my crazy ladeehhs as well, though the soup i cooked today tasted awful. < 3
one more week to OZ in my fatty face! i feel kinda insecure to meet people actually... :( ah well :)
thank you Fiona sweetie pie :))) < 3 : 3 < 3
Wednesday, June 5
Tuesday, June 4
daily dose of grey's.
never fails to make me feel better. never. =)
“It’s one of those things people say: ‘you can’t move on until you let go of the past.’ Letting go is the easy part, it’s the moving on that’s painful. So sometimes we fight it, trying to keep things the same. Things can’t stay the same though. At some point you just have to let go - move on. Because no matter how painful it is, it’s the only way we grow.” - Meredith Grey
Season 8 Ep 17 - The Girl With No Name
:)
back to reality
I'm fine with coming over now. :) oh and i forgot to post about the interesting convo I had with Peg, late night 'study' sessh with tash, her kadazan sup kunyit, phone call with Jiun on Saturday, and also convos with Daphne :)
Aside from all these, the uncomfy feeling towards Sc is back. I just hope it gets away soon. And i chewed on a nail while eating an apple, eww. > . < ugh, let's hope the day gets better soon. :)
Aside from all these, the uncomfy feeling towards Sc is back. I just hope it gets away soon. And i chewed on a nail while eating an apple, eww. > . < ugh, let's hope the day gets better soon. :)
lol, brainstorm failure.
Hey yow. So I've been trying to figure out a new blog domain for the past two hours, call me freaking-crazy. Lol. =.= I should have made good use of my time. ahhh, so I'm gonna quickly finish this post.
Last Friday was Chee Ren's housewarming open house in his friggin' mansion :P, he actually gave that luxurious suite away for Alvin's sofa. haha. though, of course, I understand the odds. :) It was a great weekend spent at Cassy's house - sleepover with Shareen. I puked on the way back to Cheras, and I thought it was one hell of an epic puke, first time puking so fast :P haha. didn't manage to study much, though that's what I'm planning to do this whole week. wanna be productive!!!
I'm deeply inspired by the book I mentioned earlier, Outliers. It teaches you so much about life, and pops the false notion that most people perceive. It just pulls my two feet onto the ground, and hit you with utmost realism. Sometimes, when you think about it, it's pretty upsetting things aren't as good as we thought, but we gotta be realistic. It's not a discouraging book that pops all your bubbles though, it teaches you how to face these circumstances in life and how to put A and B together. I haven't reached that part though, I'm just assuming :) hehe.
I don't remmeber what I want to post, so i'll be right back :) xoxo <3 br="" nbsp="">
oh and so it's june 4th now, can't believe time flew by so quickly! i just remembered a month ago where i climbed mount k so vividly :( one of the best best best best best best best times of my life. i miss home! xoxo
Last Friday was Chee Ren's housewarming open house in his friggin' mansion :P, he actually gave that luxurious suite away for Alvin's sofa. haha. though, of course, I understand the odds. :) It was a great weekend spent at Cassy's house - sleepover with Shareen. I puked on the way back to Cheras, and I thought it was one hell of an epic puke, first time puking so fast :P haha. didn't manage to study much, though that's what I'm planning to do this whole week. wanna be productive!!!
I'm deeply inspired by the book I mentioned earlier, Outliers. It teaches you so much about life, and pops the false notion that most people perceive. It just pulls my two feet onto the ground, and hit you with utmost realism. Sometimes, when you think about it, it's pretty upsetting things aren't as good as we thought, but we gotta be realistic. It's not a discouraging book that pops all your bubbles though, it teaches you how to face these circumstances in life and how to put A and B together. I haven't reached that part though, I'm just assuming :) hehe.
I don't remmeber what I want to post, so i'll be right back :) xoxo <3 br="" nbsp="">
oh and so it's june 4th now, can't believe time flew by so quickly! i just remembered a month ago where i climbed mount k so vividly :( one of the best best best best best best best times of my life. i miss home! xoxo
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