Advocacy is an art!

It's interesting how...

If I were part of the audience, thus not one of the participants during advocacy, I am able to analyze the situation in my logical mind, and undergo critical thinking individually and find myself having significant takeaways upon the end of it.

But when I am part of the play, I get so consumed in delivering what I ought to do, and unable to critically analyze or absorb everything else that is going on like a third person would.

yet at the end of the day, everyone is just trying to perform their roles to their maximum, in order to "perform a good show" to the audience/jury, which all makes sense at the end of it.

uncanny...

is this how its supposed to be? hmm.

Happiest I've (ever) been!

This draft was created on 23 October 2017, with the same title.

It's been ringing in my head for the past few days,
Felt exceptionally loud last night.

I'm glad, after 1 month plus, I still feel the same.

*

In fact, today, I feel like I could really cry on my last day here. I'm not sure if it's the coffee. (But at least I'm sure it's not PMS, so I'm not living a lie! :P)

But at the same time, I suppose, I'm glad I'm feeling it now (this early), so I still have ample opportunity to appreciate time with people around me, that I think I love oh so dearly, albeit I have yet to get to know each of them better honestly.

Oh such lovable people,

Oh such is our God with endless love, kindness, grace, wonder..
And perfection.

You take me on a fantasy in this reality, my Lord.

Oh how I am so grateful...

(to be continued...)