Oh, the struggles of reconciling my different worlds from the different seasons of my past...
How my heart aches for Bristol this one second as I speak to friends from Bristol...
Then I'm back to conversing with my KK buddy & another world flashes by in my mind...
Then I'm right here physically in a place I called home for a few years back then, so as I hang out with people from then, it feels like home for a while..
Then I'm reminded where I'm literally, physically, at - staying ay my cousin's doing a new job, inchoating my career, and suddenly so many things are different..
Then I'm caught by my reality of needing to open up my life to escort more things into it! new friends, new opportunities..
And I'm reminded to be fully present, to be open to the endless opportunities & experiences that God wants me to experience right here, right now.
I'm challenged to fully immerse myself in my physical reality, & not be divided across the different realities that the virtual world take me on, or dwell in the realities of my memories...
Such challenge, such reality, world.
Oh my heart..
How can my faint heart take it?
Slight confusion, but above all, my heart is full
I am grateful
Above all, I know that You are good.
I have confidence
I have peace.
Above all, there's no one else for me.
None but You.
I love You.
