Hello, sorry world. Haven't blogged since SPM.
So, yesterday was Carnival day, and it was an event I looked forward to for the past seven days. A potent factor would be me, having a strong urge to go and have fun like other students who are enjoying their year break. It just feels like I'm sitting at the study table with books, stacked slipshodly on the table, only just creating an image to drive myself to study. It's so hard to diverge 100% of concentration to just focus on the exams. I'm praying for strength, strong will and determination. I'm working on it, and I hope it results well.
So at the moment, I just feel like a damsel in distress, desperately lack of love. I believe that this abrupt randomness came from the post Carnival Day excitement.
There's a good guy who cares a lot, the unfortunate thing is that he might not receive the same amount and degree of care. So, if it prolongs, it'll be a one-sided relationship that only cause himself to get ached and be hurt. But it's the feeling like the top of the world knowing that there's a watchout out there, waiting to pick me up whenever I trip, and fall. It's so unrealistic :( bye. Nights.
Wednesday, November 14
Friday, November 2
2nd of November 2012
25th of October 2012
So, a little more than a week ago, it was the Voting Session for 2013's Sports Meet's house captains. So well, a couple of days before that day itself, people were chatting in class, and since our class is merging with S2 Xiao to be Red House next year, each class were to have their own nominees first before the big day.
As the class meeting commenced, names like Eeling, Petra, Sheena were nominated. Well, I think that if Tasha and I were staying back, we could run for elections too. So my heart sank a bit. :( Don't get me wrong, I'm really happy for those who got nominated and the current captains, but it's just something that I'd really like to have, if I were staying. But the matter is that, I'm not even staying, so I shouldn't really feel bad.
The thing is that, everything happens for a reason. People make choices of different reasons. Some people stay for the Graduation Cert., some stay for the memories you'll only get there once in a lifetime, some people stay as they're not sure about their next path, some people stay, well, for the education I suppose. As for me, I chose to leave, with my own reasons as well. Some people may think that I'm foolish for leaving so soon, but like I said, everything happens for a reason. :S hmm.
So anyway, I wanted it pretty bad. Just imagining it in my head, makes me feel painful enough =S But it's reality, and there's a different life somewhere else too! So I just gotta get over it.
And anyway again, :P, good luck to people who are leading the houses this year till next year! Best wishes and I'll always be supporting you guys yo. LOVE YOU GUYS TO PIECES. <3 p="p">
Hehe.
Anyeong~ :)
So, a little more than a week ago, it was the Voting Session for 2013's Sports Meet's house captains. So well, a couple of days before that day itself, people were chatting in class, and since our class is merging with S2 Xiao to be Red House next year, each class were to have their own nominees first before the big day.
As the class meeting commenced, names like Eeling, Petra, Sheena were nominated. Well, I think that if Tasha and I were staying back, we could run for elections too. So my heart sank a bit. :( Don't get me wrong, I'm really happy for those who got nominated and the current captains, but it's just something that I'd really like to have, if I were staying. But the matter is that, I'm not even staying, so I shouldn't really feel bad.
The thing is that, everything happens for a reason. People make choices of different reasons. Some people stay for the Graduation Cert., some stay for the memories you'll only get there once in a lifetime, some people stay as they're not sure about their next path, some people stay, well, for the education I suppose. As for me, I chose to leave, with my own reasons as well. Some people may think that I'm foolish for leaving so soon, but like I said, everything happens for a reason. :S hmm.
So anyway, I wanted it pretty bad. Just imagining it in my head, makes me feel painful enough =S But it's reality, and there's a different life somewhere else too! So I just gotta get over it.
And anyway again, :P, good luck to people who are leading the houses this year till next year! Best wishes and I'll always be supporting you guys yo. LOVE YOU GUYS TO PIECES. <3 p="p">
Hehe.
Anyeong~ :)
31st of October 2012
Four years ago, I remember sitting in my brother's room, sitting on that green spinning chair, I was really high on social networking - blogging, MSN, Facebook, YouTube.. All at one go.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABEHHHHH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNABELLEEEE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANNABELLE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY SPOOKY HALLOWEENNN.
HAPPY SPOOKY HALLOWEEN.
HAPPY SPOOKY HALLOWEEN.
HAPPY SPOOO--OOKY HALLOWEENNNN.
HAPPY SPOOKY HALLOWEEN. it's the colour of the pumpkin.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABEHHH.
HAPP Y BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY LOVE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY BABE.
So, this was what I typed at that time. Wishing my dear Bellie a happy birthday! :D haha.
So four years have passed, you were in Ping in J2, I was in Yi. I remember going to your class to find you to hang out once in a while. And play with your hand again :P I remember you giving me a lovely HK Disneyland keychain as souvenir when you got back, and another Chinese keychain.
In J3, you were in Ren, I was in Ai. We got a tad bit less close, we joined Debate! (with Jo, and Paula!!), and it was interesting. I remember you calling me one evening to talk about someone who messed around in your head, and that phone call meant a lot to me so it got me reaaaally happy, haha, the feeling of contented, because it wasn't a usual thing for me to chat with friends over the phone for so long, and I was very encouraged that you trusted me! <3 b="b">
In S1, you left for Sayfol, and I didn't know it at first. So I was a little bummed about it :S I got over it though, and decided to call you once in a while to catch up. Slowly, we didn't get as close anymore, and to be honest, it hmm, broke my heart, a bit.
Now in 2012, you've graduated from high school and you're doing A-Levels! Though we aren't as close as before, but still, best wishes to you my lovely friend! And it'd be awesome if we were still like before, but it's okay, we'll just let things go with the flow. i love you very much buddie! xoxo
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABEHHHHH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNABELLEEEE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANNABELLE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY SPOOKY HALLOWEENNN.
HAPPY SPOOKY HALLOWEEN.
HAPPY SPOOKY HALLOWEEN.
HAPPY SPOOO--OOKY HALLOWEENNNN.
HAPPY SPOOKY HALLOWEEN. it's the colour of the pumpkin.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABEHHH.
HAPP Y BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY LOVE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY BABE.
So, this was what I typed at that time. Wishing my dear Bellie a happy birthday! :D haha.
So four years have passed, you were in Ping in J2, I was in Yi. I remember going to your class to find you to hang out once in a while. And play with your hand again :P I remember you giving me a lovely HK Disneyland keychain as souvenir when you got back, and another Chinese keychain.
In J3, you were in Ren, I was in Ai. We got a tad bit less close, we joined Debate! (with Jo, and Paula!!), and it was interesting. I remember you calling me one evening to talk about someone who messed around in your head, and that phone call meant a lot to me so it got me reaaaally happy, haha, the feeling of contented, because it wasn't a usual thing for me to chat with friends over the phone for so long, and I was very encouraged that you trusted me! <3 b="b">
In S1, you left for Sayfol, and I didn't know it at first. So I was a little bummed about it :S I got over it though, and decided to call you once in a while to catch up. Slowly, we didn't get as close anymore, and to be honest, it hmm, broke my heart, a bit.
Now in 2012, you've graduated from high school and you're doing A-Levels! Though we aren't as close as before, but still, best wishes to you my lovely friend! And it'd be awesome if we were still like before, but it's okay, we'll just let things go with the flow. i love you very much buddie! xoxo
02.11.12
Little Hey Little Ho!
SPM is in like what, 3 days? =S
Holy moly mooooooooo.
Just got back from BM tuition.
So, this photo is a little dark. Cuz I was like a ninja, taking it. 8-) But he is Mr Jafri, our tuition teacher. He's incredibly awesome, talented, a man good and dedicated at his work. He's so witty you know? He teaches BM, and whoever who wants to get tutoring, you should totally get him. It's RM 60 per month, not that expensive right? And gosh, the things he teaches, is way better than some tuitions that I pay so much to :S
Whenever I go to his tuition, I'd feel contented, and that I learnt a lot. Makes me feel brainier, smarter which motivates me to try even harder the next time I study. He adds life into his lessons. Leaving you thinking that, "Hey, BM is about life too. About the society etc.." instead of leaving you thinking, "Oh, BM is about formulas, just writing essays, must do well to pass SPM.." So yeah, he's one of the best teachers alive! :) He's always given this fatherly figure to me, like a big big warm bear. Last time, I wanted to write "I love you!" on my paper :P hahah but it seemed too wrong. Anyway, thanks big brotha, 有缘在见! <3 br="br" haha.="haha." nbsp="nbsp">
We girls totally love him man. So we wrote him this card! hahaha and ended it with a small red cutey heart at the back page. He's a Liverpool fan!! I was like, "Cikgu, Liverpool oh!" then he said, "thank you. :D" haha
SPM is in like what, 3 days? =S
Holy moly mooooooooo.
Just got back from BM tuition.
So, this photo is a little dark. Cuz I was like a ninja, taking it. 8-) But he is Mr Jafri, our tuition teacher. He's incredibly awesome, talented, a man good and dedicated at his work. He's so witty you know? He teaches BM, and whoever who wants to get tutoring, you should totally get him. It's RM 60 per month, not that expensive right? And gosh, the things he teaches, is way better than some tuitions that I pay so much to :S
Whenever I go to his tuition, I'd feel contented, and that I learnt a lot. Makes me feel brainier, smarter which motivates me to try even harder the next time I study. He adds life into his lessons. Leaving you thinking that, "Hey, BM is about life too. About the society etc.." instead of leaving you thinking, "Oh, BM is about formulas, just writing essays, must do well to pass SPM.." So yeah, he's one of the best teachers alive! :) He's always given this fatherly figure to me, like a big big warm bear. Last time, I wanted to write "I love you!" on my paper :P hahah but it seemed too wrong. Anyway, thanks big brotha, 有缘在见! <3 br="br" haha.="haha." nbsp="nbsp">
We girls totally love him man. So we wrote him this card! hahaha and ended it with a small red cutey heart at the back page. He's a Liverpool fan!! I was like, "Cikgu, Liverpool oh!" then he said, "thank you. :D" haha
Then this is Miah, wearing a MU shirt. Cikgu was like, "Mau ambil gambar, buka baju dulu." hahah xD Love his wits!
Anyeong~
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