Wednesday, October 31

Rain

Another typical rainy day in Malaysia, whereas a treacherous Sandy is flooding The States at the same time threatening lives of many.

How ironic.

May God bless America.
Take good care people.
Take care Sis.

Monday, October 29

29th of October 2012

Wow, now I'm restricted for my own nap times. This feels ridiculous.

But I just gotta stay with a peaceful mind. It's not that bad.

xxxxxxx

However contented a person may be, there will still always be a moment, where they just feel blank and wanna stay quiet. It's true how people say, money can't buy happiness. No matter how big of a house you stay in, how many Ferraris you own, having our pride fulfilled is what we thought our happiness is. But true joy, can only be found in true friendships and relationships with one another. And with God around, we find happiness.

http://www.heavenaddress.com/Dr-Richard-Teo-Keng-Siang/424153/379719/content

This is a must read!
Sometimes it feels so unbelievable, and you'd think, "how is this even possible, lol?" But this is when faith comes in. Just believe. .

Sunday, October 28

28th October 2012

Blessed 22nd Anniversary lovely mummy and daddy!
May God bless ya'll with a relationship ever stronger, and with good health to compliment it as well. =)

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So, it's 8 days to SPM, and I still haven't started much on my books. It's really scary, as I feel the bits and pieces of guilt and fear that's overwhelming me with every second that ticks by as I type. =S eeeek! But oh well, memories should be well kept, they might not be as colourful as they should be if this prolongs, so oh well, 15 more mins!

A couple of days ago, hmm, i think it was on Wednesday (24/10), well, like the usual, Tashy and her mates gathered and chatted. I joined along this time. And Tashy was asking some questions.
She told us to imagine ourselves in an empty room with only four walls.
1. If you were to have a box in the room, what kind of box should it be? Should it be big, round, square, cube, cuboid, big, small, humongous, floating, on the floor.... etc. It's up to you to decide.
2.   Now remove that box. If you can put flowers in the room. How many flowers? How much? And what colour would they be?
3.Now you get to choose a horse. What personalities would you want the horse to have?
3. Put that horse aside now. Next, let's say there's a window in the room, when you look out, what kind of weather do you wish to see? Could it be sunny, rainy or snowy? You name it, whatever you want.
4. Now you get to have a ladder. What kind of ladder do you want?

So this 'questionnaire' thing seemed interesting. Iks, AY, Petz participated along.
For question one, I wanted a medium cuboid. Because I wanted it to be a chair whenever I feel like sitting on it, and I also want it to be huggable. So when I sit in the corner, I can hug it and just think about.. well, life. Question two,I chose a room with lotsa flowers, but not full. probably two-third or just few flowers here and there. Cuz I didn't want the fragrance of the flowers to drown my senses, lol =.= Colour was white and yellow. Question three, I chose a brown horse, that is active, cute and likes to eat carrots. haha. I thought of a white horse at first, but it seems too much off the reality line. =X so perhaps, a normal one would do.Question four, Weather is raining! I love rainy days. haha. When we go to school, it feels supah awesome. Not so much of thunderstorms though. Just slightly more than drizzling, way less than heavy rains.Question five, I chose a medium length ladder. Reason was a tall and long ladder would hit myself in the head to the ceiling lol =.= and medium so that I could climb onto my horsie :D:D

So, this whole thing was a psychology gimmick =.= haha not that bad, it's interesting, I like it. So, the box represents your self-esteem. Whatever the size of the box you chose is, that's the size of your self-esteem. Then, the flowers represents friends. Colourful means a variety of friends, friends of all kinds. Red means fake/virtual friends. White flowers are true friends. Yellow is unknown zzz =.= AY chose a room full of colourful flowers, whereas II chose red. For the weather, sunny = carefree, rainy = hmm, you have issues in life, cuz they're just there. and they're not bugging you that badly, so it's like fine, neutral-ish. Super rainy = many issues/problems in life. Lastly, a long ladder means you dream high, you'd do things at its most to achieve your aspirations.

This got me thinking when it ended. It feels so.... Ironic? or just Cool, how things work =)
Interesting life indeed. Thank you Lord =)

27 October 2012

Whew, another epic day gone by.

Today is the Prefects' Annual Farewell Party, theme was, A Night To Remember.


(This reminds me of my pioneer days, experiencing photo editing programmes. Junior One! =D)

Overalls were Juliana and Chan Jian Fu.

Well, the thing started off with everyone required to enter with a partner of opposite sex. So it was a pretty heated up topic! I was in KL then, scouting for colleges, when the Kakao group, me bros made beamed a new notification that caught my attention much more than usual =P haha so just like that, I got myself a partner without a clue what was going on.
I went back to school, everyone was talking about it. I sit in between prefects, epic lol, and girls were like, "Hey, Chris! You gotta quickly get yourself a partner! People are running out FAST!" and "Ahhhh, ottokhe, I don't have a partner!! Chris, ahhh, I can't find myself a partner!" Then, there was this tingling feeling in my heart, silently thanking God for giving me a partner! I felt like a princess riding on a unicorn. <3 p="p">
So its been ongoing for a long while. And a lovely friend of mine, who sits close to me in class, can't seem to find a boyfie cuz of height problems etc. I found her one, my really really good "abuleh" friend, and she instantly felt the same fantasies of our fairytale world. of which she didn't tell me about, but another Gretchen friend ;) haha. It sure feels good to make someone happy. :) Like they say, "Giving is much more than receiving". it's in the Bible! Not sure which verse =)

Okay, so then there's the prep for the dance performance - The Boys by SNSD.

 I am Yoona! <3 p="p">

Last year, we did Gee - SNSD and we did Womaniser! Hell yeah, those were awesomesauces! So I decided to join this year too. But practice didn't begin well, I lost passion, cuz I thought there were many many many more important things that I should attend to, instead of diverging my attention onto this performance. So I went to practice, with an urge to go back home always. Which I don't usually get during dancing. I only get it for tuition, and traninig :P then last week, after Accounts exam, Bubu and Daps decided to motivate me, to get my head back in the game. I was reluctant, and whined like a cow. But I went, and it was really fun. I found the link that was lost all this while with the song and the dance. Thank you God for awesome mates! And Sila was sooo comprehending. Which touched my heart and made me decide to not let some kind soul's hopes down.Thanks Sila, Thanks Priscialla :)

"Wow, you dance really well!" "Your moves and all, smooth and fine! wooots!" Little little things, make the most into bigger things. These pushed me further, to sweat so bad, and not wash my hair through the night after sweating it with my first ever practice at home, and caught a terrible headache. Ha ha.

After sleeping for 12 hours . . .

It's practice again! Went for practice, lunch with mates, got to know Liau better! :) "you're a kind person", was how I sorta figured his code out and understood his true person. But my Korean friend hates him >:) haha, he's a kind soul Seol! :)

I asked mummy to paint my face into a piece of art. I googled Alba, Lively and makeup for Asians, most of them had smoky black eyeshadows, flashing eyes, and a beautiful dress to top it all off. In my head, I just wished for Red Carpet. Just this once, this young, give me a red carpet moment.
Like usual, it didn't turn out as expected, felt a bit... strange =S but still, I went with it. Gretchen said I look old. Some say I look nice. Ravster said I look scary. But I was like, oh what the heck. I wore this brown dress with small cuts on top that daddy bought me from Lilac & Ruth, pairing it with the black belt and caught daddy's heart. Thanks dad!! Whatever it is, I felt at ease, and it was the thing that mattered most to me =)


The night began with speeches from the teachers. "Love what you do in the future." "Love your country, community and family." "Thank you from the bottomest of my heart." - Mr Lee. Then it was dinner time! Gretchen said it wasn't time yet, so I just waited. But everyone else was in the line!! =( Gretchen took food for mua, went to find seats. Ranging from  the everywhere, to the middle of the hall, to everywhere else. Yam sing time came! Did a toast with them lovely teachers, and was ended with us asked to put the dishes away. William, Fish and Gilbert sang 'Na Xie Nian' and a couple of more songs! William wore a Smarties tie! =D awesome. It was then dancing time!  During our prep backstage, the S1s tried to sing a song, which led to Oppa Gangnam Style, I was soooo heated up, all on fire, and I just had to move around or else, I won't feel good. So the dancers went out and did a bit of Gangnam, then went back in. Run Devil Run came first, followed by our The Boys.

So it started alright, since I'm a giggly person, I tend to lose control over my emotions and just burst out laughing, but it was pitch black at the audience last night. The only thing that could be seen was the empty hallway, and the spotlight. Luckily. So I just went ALL out, and did whatever I was supposed to do. People screamed, they cheered, some shouted names, a few shouted "Christabelle", and it was a fun night. As it ended, we quickly changed back into our dresses, in sweats and hurry.
Next, was dancing/Waltz time! Jiun and Wei were teaching on the way, we mimicked, and learnt. Gretchen and Timmo ditched us, poor us =( everyone was to go on stage after that, Gretchen and I went. It was a bit not natural + awkward + shy, but it was fine. Then it was announced that the Awards Giving Ceremony wasn't gonna happen after all, so it switched to Party Mode! With the crazy adrenaline rush flowing in me, I was running all over the place locating my parteh buddeh! We danced like crazy, and I jumped so much in those heels that were excruciatingly killing my baby toes. =(

It all came to and end, closed by Shafie, Leong and Ah Wei who sang 朋友, and the Happy Birthday song to Juliana followed. She shed a tear here and there, and that sealed the night an end. It was then photo time with everybody. Yay.

Ravster sent me home, I was so tired, from being crazy throughout the whole night, but couldn't stop chattering during the ride. That's cause, idk, I'm just plain crazy. =.= And then, a goodnight kiss to end this post. mwah!