Here's to you. I'm really sorry for the things that happened. I didn't know. I thought it was fine for you as it was for me. And i know i shouldn't think like that, coz that would be really selfish. And i seriously didn't know you mind. You should've told me. And like you said, you told me and i still think that it was a joke and then i threw my temper off when you told me off. I didn't notice. I didn't. seriously. You know i was wondering why are we like having this gap for like almost two months? where i didn't notice i did anything and you were acting just normal. besides the part that you didn't actaully bother about me anymore. Do you know that you are actually one of the best? Actually... the... You may think this is fake but it's true. You actually do listen and give advices. Your the one whose not that gila like us and who's more mature. You mean a lot you know that. And you might not notice, but i actually got kinda hurt when you didn't actually bother to talk to me in those two freaking months. But i suppose it's my own fault aye? So.. yeah. And i just want you to know that im sorry. You'll never know how sorry i am. And yeah. I really hope that we can become friends again. And a good friend is really really hard to find. Sometimes when you already have some, they aren't the ones whom you are exactly looking for either. But im really sure that you aren't one of them. Sorry if you think that this is selfish. And yeah once again sorry.
gosh. stuff's happening peeppel. im seriously thining that im losing you guys too. im serious. bffs? in your dreams. that thing right there is not easy to achieve tho it is easy to say it out. or write.
Haven't blog for more than a week. Ahah. So lemme think what happened recently... Can't think of anything special. So.. 1. School School was fine i guess. Just fine. I don't listen to teacher during lessons. :) And the class is still the same. Very noisy. Ahah. I don't do homework. I don't study for tests. I copy :P a little bit only. A LITTLE BIT ONLY. :P But i didn't cheat for my chinese yesterday. And im really glad. :D Mum sends lunch at times. Got scolded by Golden(my teacher) yesterday for not mopping the floor after school as the gates were locked. U G H.
2. Church Church is fine too i guess. DC is getting like.. hmmm. It was much more interesting before. Well, let's just skip that. Church on sunday was fine. And as usual... boring. :P It's like.. Everytime i try to listen to what they say, I will still get distracted. And then i won't know what is the pastor talking about. And then i get bored. Ahahah. Oh and i didn't mention about the EASTER CANTATA before right.. So yeah it was fine. :P
3. LIFE? Well, what i wrote just now was.. basically what happened recently. Or should i say every day/week. Life's pretty boring/busy/tired/annoying/fun?. But overall, Life's still pretty good i guess. I have all the things i need. Most of the things i want. And uhhuh.
So that's it i guess. Wanting to get the blog to look better for a g e s man. Oh and i think HAZEL BACHIII's bday is tomorrow. :DDD
i can't believe you said that to me man. i trusted you. as a very very good friend of mine. and... the words that came out from your mouth were... unbelievable. i thought i was diff? but seems like everyone's almost the same to you. oh and it's like whatever you say, it changes everyday. first day, you said this. then the next day, you said that. i don't understand you man.
The internet has been down for like a few days man. And im seriously desperate. :p Well, Sarah's birthday was on sat. Went to her party. And it was a blast. Everyone got wet. Even those who don't wanna get wet. And without extra clothes. So yeah, it was fun. But i did this really bad thing that day. :S And it was her birthday lagi. SORRY. :s Well, won't be telling you what i did. But yeah.. it wasn't good. :P
So before i went to Sarah's, i went to Bella's. Boy, do i miss her house. The smell and yeah her. :p altho i see her like almost 6 times a week, But still... hahah.
Just finished reading Princess And The Pauper yesterday. And it wasn't bad. It was pretty good. By Kate Brian. I don't know why, but it's like im really lazy to read twilight's books. Currently reading Eclipse (At page 8) just fyi. It's like.. The "twilight season" has passed. Coz not like last year, everyone was fond of it.
Gosh i miss my ex-classmates man. Badlyy. I miss all my friends. It's like, Each and everyone one of them are going away quietly. And they are going further and further and further. I wasn't invited to that thing by my best friend. Altho it has passed long ago, I would still appreciate it if you told me about it. And I called you on my birthday, And what did you say. [oh okay. ya. okay. bye.] It was my birthday. Can't believe you actually forgot about it. And altho it has passed long ago.. Aiya. whatever lah. :S
so went to the Lok kawi zoo just now. it didnt turn out the way i expected it. well, it was good and oookaay. the good part is that, it was actually kinda pretty. :P and the oookaay part is that, there weren't so many animals. i thought there would be lions, giraffes, snakes, fish? and more. but nope, they didn't have them. i saw tigers, A zebra, elephants (there was one who actually got chained. :( but it has its own private house. :P), birds, A rhino, deer and the madagascar animal. the one that sang [move it move it]. :P and moreee of course.
anyway, watched THE GAME PLAN that day. boy, did i laugh and cry. tho it wasnt that emotional, i still cried. lol. and yeah. i laughed my ass off.
Maybe I'm wrong, you decide Should of been strong, yeah I lied Nobody gets me like...you
Couldn't keep hold of you then How could I know what you meant There was nothing to compare to
There's a mountain between us But there's one thing I'm sure of That I now how I feel about you
[CHORUS:] Can we bring yesterday back around? Cause I know how I feel about you now I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down But I know how I feel about you now
All that it takes, one more chance Don't let our last kiss be our last I'm out of my mind, just to show you
I know everything changes I don't care where it takes us Cause I know how I feel about you
[CHORUS:] Can we bring yesterday back around? Cause I know how I feel about you now I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down But I know how I feel about you now
[BRIDGE:] Not a day, pass me by Not a day, pass me by When I don't think about you And as though, moving on Cause I know, you're the one And I can't be without you
[CHORUS: (x2)] Can we bring yesterday back around? Cause I know how I feel about you now I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down But I know how I feel about you now
But I know how I feel about you now Yeah I know how I feel about you now
im loving it. <3
mirandaaaaa
seriously, can we bring yesterday back around coz now i know how i feel about you now...
so im officially hating my class. it sucks you know. i dont have any friends in that class. i mean of course i do but they're not the ones that i can hang out with. you know it's like what a coincidence like.. their gang are all in the same class and they actually abandon some other people? maybe it's not their fault. maybe. you know i try to be friendly by asking them questions and stuff, but they just answer you and yeah that's all. they dont speak to you anymore unless it's necessary. how pathetic man. im the class monitor lagi. i used to control the class. i do all the time. last year. i do. but now i don't know. i guess im just afraid of them. plus+++ all the teachers dont rock. (there's an exception for the english teacher who freakily loves cat.) i dont like them. tshung tsin was supposed to be famous for the good teachers and stuff like that. now, the good teachers are all gone. and the new teachers are here. and they dont rock. baddddd.
life is so complicated man.
and i was thinking, if i were as talented as you are, i would love everything till death. im just so glad that you are so special. i admire you too. a lot. and im good at..? nothing. good luck.
