Here's to you.
I'm really sorry for the things that happened.
I didn't know.
I thought it was fine for you as it was for me.
And i know i shouldn't think like that, coz that would be really selfish.
And i seriously didn't know you mind.
You should've told me.
And like you said, you told me and i still think that it was a joke and then i threw my temper off when you told me off.
I didn't notice.
I didn't. seriously.
You know i was wondering why are we like having this gap for like almost two months? where i didn't notice i did anything and you were acting just normal. besides the part that you didn't actaully bother about me anymore.
Do you know that you are actually one of the best?
Actually... the...
You may think this is fake but it's true.
You actually do listen and give advices.
Your the one whose not that gila like us and who's more mature.
You mean a lot you know that.
And you might not notice, but i actually got kinda hurt when you didn't actually bother to talk to me in those two freaking months. But i suppose it's my own fault aye?
So.. yeah.
And i just want you to know that im sorry.
You'll never know how sorry i am.
And yeah.
I really hope that we can become friends again.
And a good friend is really really hard to find.
Sometimes when you already have some, they aren't the ones whom you are exactly looking for either.
But im really sure that you aren't one of them.
Sorry if you think that this is selfish.
And yeah once again sorry.

gosh.
stuff's happening peeppel.
im seriously thining that im losing you guys too.
im serious.
bffs?
in your dreams.
that thing right there is not easy to achieve tho it is easy to say it out.
or write.