My Jesus

*photo taken during my assignment crunch time.

reminds me of the time I used to do this 

cuz I was scared that God wasn't with me;

had to remind myself that 

despite the anguish I was living, 

as far as God felt from me,

He is real.

He died on the cross for me.

& that He sees me sitting in that classroom 

filled with the people he created, 

in the world he created.

I was scared that I'll ever forget that God was there/real.

Scared that God left me as the rotten apple,

& He was busy making other people happy.

Oh gone are those days, 

naive lil me, silly lil me, 

You were there all along.

thank You my Lord. 

:)