Wednesday, March 20

I dream that dream too.

So, I was reading a friend's blog in college just now. I was supposed to spend like 10 minutes but ended up spending more than an hour as her blog caught my attention with her pretty pretty photos. :) hehe :) I went through her posts way back then, and I found the post that marked the beginning of her love story < 3 apparently, they got to know each other for only a while, then they confessed their affection towards one another and they got together. It was a very simple, easy gesture. how sweet. < 3

So speaking of love or relationships now, I'd wanna have a feel of what it's like. I'm really curious. I've gone despo, why of course, especially when those chic-flic movies and romantic novels such as by Nicholas Sparks just tickles my heart into wanting it myself. I'd dream about whoever who fits into the picture perfectly, and begin my non-existent fantasies, hoping they'll come to life soon. Nevertheless, I'd never taken it seriously as an option before, as to whether it's even a possibility, cuz there has always been this notion about myself where it won't be happening any sooner, probably it shall only start when I start my career. Lolz, call me old-fashioned. I've always just let these thoughts remain as fantasies, without giving much consideration cuz I thought they were to no avail anyway, nothing's gonna happen in the end, so I'd just keep em to myself.


So, that thought was instilled in my head ever since I was young, and it went on till high school and till... now. Haha, I forgot that I'm in college now and there could be twist and turn at how things go. Speaking of which, I can't believe I'm in college now like omgooosssshhh! :OOO okay, nvm, back to topic..

hmm so yea. I'm sure it's lovely to be deeply loved and cared by someone unconditionally, experience a love so genuine and true by someone other than your family members, someone who loves you for you, and even though you may not be perfect, you are perfect in his world and you guys just compliment each other. and when you guys hang out, you just feel so extremely secure and you don't have to worry about anything, how you can lean or that person when your tired, or just cuddle together during a movie. and play never-ending chase and hit each other like kids :) how nice.


Aww, shoo cutee :33
So yeah, goodnight world!
I have a dream too.
My protector, my shield, my hat, my comforter, my refuge......., my love, my everything.

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