How ironic.
May God bless America.
Take good care people.
Take care Sis.
Wednesday, October 31
Rain
Another typical rainy day in Malaysia, whereas a treacherous Sandy is flooding The States at the same time threatening lives of many.
How ironic.
May God bless America.
Take good care people.
Take care Sis.
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How ironic.
May God bless America.
Take good care people.
Take care Sis.
Monday, October 29
29th of October 2012
Wow, now I'm restricted for my own nap times. This feels ridiculous.
But I just gotta stay with a peaceful mind. It's not that bad.
xxxxxxx
However contented a person may be, there will still always be a moment, where they just feel blank and wanna stay quiet. It's true how people say, money can't buy happiness. No matter how big of a house you stay in, how many Ferraris you own, having our pride fulfilled is what we thought our happiness is. But true joy, can only be found in true friendships and relationships with one another. And with God around, we find happiness.
http://www.heavenaddress.com/Dr-Richard-Teo-Keng-Siang/424153/379719/content
This is a must read!
Sometimes it feels so unbelievable, and you'd think, "how is this even possible, lol?" But this is when faith comes in. Just believe. .
But I just gotta stay with a peaceful mind. It's not that bad.
xxxxxxx
However contented a person may be, there will still always be a moment, where they just feel blank and wanna stay quiet. It's true how people say, money can't buy happiness. No matter how big of a house you stay in, how many Ferraris you own, having our pride fulfilled is what we thought our happiness is. But true joy, can only be found in true friendships and relationships with one another. And with God around, we find happiness.
http://www.heavenaddress.com/Dr-Richard-Teo-Keng-Siang/424153/379719/content
This is a must read!
Sometimes it feels so unbelievable, and you'd think, "how is this even possible, lol?" But this is when faith comes in. Just believe. .
Sunday, October 28
28th October 2012
Blessed 22nd Anniversary lovely mummy and daddy!
May God bless ya'll with a relationship ever stronger, and with good health to compliment it as well. =)
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So, it's 8 days to SPM, and I still haven't started much on my books. It's really scary, as I feel the bits and pieces of guilt and fear that's overwhelming me with every second that ticks by as I type. =S eeeek! But oh well, memories should be well kept, they might not be as colourful as they should be if this prolongs, so oh well, 15 more mins!
A couple of days ago, hmm, i think it was on Wednesday (24/10), well, like the usual, Tashy and her mates gathered and chatted. I joined along this time. And Tashy was asking some questions.
She told us to imagine ourselves in an empty room with only four walls.
1. If you were to have a box in the room, what kind of box should it be? Should it be big, round, square, cube, cuboid, big, small, humongous, floating, on the floor.... etc. It's up to you to decide.
2. Now remove that box. If you can put flowers in the room. How many flowers? How much? And what colour would they be?
3.Now you get to choose a horse. What personalities would you want the horse to have?
3. Put that horse aside now. Next, let's say there's a window in the room, when you look out, what kind of weather do you wish to see? Could it be sunny, rainy or snowy? You name it, whatever you want.
4. Now you get to have a ladder. What kind of ladder do you want?
So this 'questionnaire' thing seemed interesting. Iks, AY, Petz participated along.
For question one, I wanted a medium cuboid. Because I wanted it to be a chair whenever I feel like sitting on it, and I also want it to be huggable. So when I sit in the corner, I can hug it and just think about.. well, life. Question two,I chose a room with lotsa flowers, but not full. probably two-third or just few flowers here and there. Cuz I didn't want the fragrance of the flowers to drown my senses, lol =.= Colour was white and yellow. Question three, I chose a brown horse, that is active, cute and likes to eat carrots. haha. I thought of a white horse at first, but it seems too much off the reality line. =X so perhaps, a normal one would do.Question four, Weather is raining! I love rainy days. haha. When we go to school, it feels supah awesome. Not so much of thunderstorms though. Just slightly more than drizzling, way less than heavy rains.Question five, I chose a medium length ladder. Reason was a tall and long ladder would hit myself in the head to the ceiling lol =.= and medium so that I could climb onto my horsie :D:D
So, this whole thing was a psychology gimmick =.= haha not that bad, it's interesting, I like it. So, the box represents your self-esteem. Whatever the size of the box you chose is, that's the size of your self-esteem. Then, the flowers represents friends. Colourful means a variety of friends, friends of all kinds. Red means fake/virtual friends. White flowers are true friends. Yellow is unknown zzz =.= AY chose a room full of colourful flowers, whereas II chose red. For the weather, sunny = carefree, rainy = hmm, you have issues in life, cuz they're just there. and they're not bugging you that badly, so it's like fine, neutral-ish. Super rainy = many issues/problems in life. Lastly, a long ladder means you dream high, you'd do things at its most to achieve your aspirations.
This got me thinking when it ended. It feels so.... Ironic? or just Cool, how things work =)
Interesting life indeed. Thank you Lord =)
May God bless ya'll with a relationship ever stronger, and with good health to compliment it as well. =)
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So, it's 8 days to SPM, and I still haven't started much on my books. It's really scary, as I feel the bits and pieces of guilt and fear that's overwhelming me with every second that ticks by as I type. =S eeeek! But oh well, memories should be well kept, they might not be as colourful as they should be if this prolongs, so oh well, 15 more mins!
A couple of days ago, hmm, i think it was on Wednesday (24/10), well, like the usual, Tashy and her mates gathered and chatted. I joined along this time. And Tashy was asking some questions.
She told us to imagine ourselves in an empty room with only four walls.
1. If you were to have a box in the room, what kind of box should it be? Should it be big, round, square, cube, cuboid, big, small, humongous, floating, on the floor.... etc. It's up to you to decide.
2. Now remove that box. If you can put flowers in the room. How many flowers? How much? And what colour would they be?
3.Now you get to choose a horse. What personalities would you want the horse to have?
3. Put that horse aside now. Next, let's say there's a window in the room, when you look out, what kind of weather do you wish to see? Could it be sunny, rainy or snowy? You name it, whatever you want.
4. Now you get to have a ladder. What kind of ladder do you want?
So this 'questionnaire' thing seemed interesting. Iks, AY, Petz participated along.
For question one, I wanted a medium cuboid. Because I wanted it to be a chair whenever I feel like sitting on it, and I also want it to be huggable. So when I sit in the corner, I can hug it and just think about.. well, life. Question two,I chose a room with lotsa flowers, but not full. probably two-third or just few flowers here and there. Cuz I didn't want the fragrance of the flowers to drown my senses, lol =.= Colour was white and yellow. Question three, I chose a brown horse, that is active, cute and likes to eat carrots. haha. I thought of a white horse at first, but it seems too much off the reality line. =X so perhaps, a normal one would do.Question four, Weather is raining! I love rainy days. haha. When we go to school, it feels supah awesome. Not so much of thunderstorms though. Just slightly more than drizzling, way less than heavy rains.Question five, I chose a medium length ladder. Reason was a tall and long ladder would hit myself in the head to the ceiling lol =.= and medium so that I could climb onto my horsie :D:D
So, this whole thing was a psychology gimmick =.= haha not that bad, it's interesting, I like it. So, the box represents your self-esteem. Whatever the size of the box you chose is, that's the size of your self-esteem. Then, the flowers represents friends. Colourful means a variety of friends, friends of all kinds. Red means fake/virtual friends. White flowers are true friends. Yellow is unknown zzz =.= AY chose a room full of colourful flowers, whereas II chose red. For the weather, sunny = carefree, rainy = hmm, you have issues in life, cuz they're just there. and they're not bugging you that badly, so it's like fine, neutral-ish. Super rainy = many issues/problems in life. Lastly, a long ladder means you dream high, you'd do things at its most to achieve your aspirations.
This got me thinking when it ended. It feels so.... Ironic? or just Cool, how things work =)
Interesting life indeed. Thank you Lord =)
27 October 2012
Whew, another epic day gone by.
Today is the Prefects' Annual Farewell Party, theme was, A Night To Remember.
(This reminds me of my pioneer days, experiencing photo editing programmes. Junior One! =D)
Overalls were Juliana and Chan Jian Fu.
Well, the thing started off with everyone required to enter with a partner of opposite sex. So it was a pretty heated up topic! I was in KL then, scouting for colleges, when the Kakao group, me bros made beamed a new notification that caught my attention much more than usual =P haha so just like that, I got myself a partner without a clue what was going on.
I went back to school, everyone was talking about it. I sit in between prefects, epic lol, and girls were like, "Hey, Chris! You gotta quickly get yourself a partner! People are running out FAST!" and "Ahhhh, ottokhe, I don't have a partner!! Chris, ahhh, I can't find myself a partner!" Then, there was this tingling feeling in my heart, silently thanking God for giving me a partner! I felt like a princess riding on a unicorn. <3 p="p">
So its been ongoing for a long while. And a lovely friend of mine, who sits close to me in class, can't seem to find a boyfie cuz of height problems etc. I found her one, my really really good "abuleh" friend, and she instantly felt the same fantasies of our fairytale world. of which she didn't tell me about, but another Gretchen friend ;) haha. It sure feels good to make someone happy. :) Like they say, "Giving is much more than receiving". it's in the Bible! Not sure which verse =)
Okay, so then there's the prep for the dance performance - The Boys by SNSD.
I am Yoona! <3 p="p">
Last year, we did Gee - SNSD and we did Womaniser! Hell yeah, those were awesomesauces! So I decided to join this year too. But practice didn't begin well, I lost passion, cuz I thought there were many many many more important things that I should attend to, instead of diverging my attention onto this performance. So I went to practice, with an urge to go back home always. Which I don't usually get during dancing. I only get it for tuition, and traninig :P then last week, after Accounts exam, Bubu and Daps decided to motivate me, to get my head back in the game. I was reluctant, and whined like a cow. But I went, and it was really fun. I found the link that was lost all this while with the song and the dance. Thank you God for awesome mates! And Sila was sooo comprehending. Which touched my heart and made me decide to not let some kind soul's hopes down.Thanks Sila, Thanks Priscialla :)
"Wow, you dance really well!" "Your moves and all, smooth and fine! wooots!" Little little things, make the most into bigger things. These pushed me further, to sweat so bad, and not wash my hair through the night after sweating it with my first ever practice at home, and caught a terrible headache. Ha ha.
After sleeping for 12 hours . . .
It's practice again! Went for practice, lunch with mates, got to know Liau better! :) "you're a kind person", was how I sorta figured his code out and understood his true person. But my Korean friend hates him >:) haha, he's a kind soul Seol! :)
I asked mummy to paint my face into a piece of art. I googled Alba, Lively and makeup for Asians, most of them had smoky black eyeshadows, flashing eyes, and a beautiful dress to top it all off. In my head, I just wished for Red Carpet. Just this once, this young, give me a red carpet moment.
Like usual, it didn't turn out as expected, felt a bit... strange =S but still, I went with it. Gretchen said I look old. Some say I look nice. Ravster said I look scary. But I was like, oh what the heck. I wore this brown dress with small cuts on top that daddy bought me from Lilac & Ruth, pairing it with the black belt and caught daddy's heart. Thanks dad!! Whatever it is, I felt at ease, and it was the thing that mattered most to me =)
The night began with speeches from the teachers. "Love what you do in the future." "Love your country, community and family." "Thank you from the bottomest of my heart." - Mr Lee. Then it was dinner time! Gretchen said it wasn't time yet, so I just waited. But everyone else was in the line!! =( Gretchen took food for mua, went to find seats. Ranging from the everywhere, to the middle of the hall, to everywhere else. Yam sing time came! Did a toast with them lovely teachers, and was ended with us asked to put the dishes away. William, Fish and Gilbert sang 'Na Xie Nian' and a couple of more songs! William wore a Smarties tie! =D awesome. It was then dancing time! During our prep backstage, the S1s tried to sing a song, which led to Oppa Gangnam Style, I was soooo heated up, all on fire, and I just had to move around or else, I won't feel good. So the dancers went out and did a bit of Gangnam, then went back in. Run Devil Run came first, followed by our The Boys.
So it started alright, since I'm a giggly person, I tend to lose control over my emotions and just burst out laughing, but it was pitch black at the audience last night. The only thing that could be seen was the empty hallway, and the spotlight. Luckily. So I just went ALL out, and did whatever I was supposed to do. People screamed, they cheered, some shouted names, a few shouted "Christabelle", and it was a fun night. As it ended, we quickly changed back into our dresses, in sweats and hurry.
Next, was dancing/Waltz time! Jiun and Wei were teaching on the way, we mimicked, and learnt. Gretchen and Timmo ditched us, poor us =( everyone was to go on stage after that, Gretchen and I went. It was a bit not natural + awkward + shy, but it was fine. Then it was announced that the Awards Giving Ceremony wasn't gonna happen after all, so it switched to Party Mode! With the crazy adrenaline rush flowing in me, I was running all over the place locating my parteh buddeh! We danced like crazy, and I jumped so much in those heels that were excruciatingly killing my baby toes. =(
It all came to and end, closed by Shafie, Leong and Ah Wei who sang 朋友, and the Happy Birthday song to Juliana followed. She shed a tear here and there, and that sealed the night an end. It was then photo time with everybody. Yay.
Ravster sent me home, I was so tired, from being crazy throughout the whole night, but couldn't stop chattering during the ride. That's cause, idk, I'm just plain crazy. =.= And then, a goodnight kiss to end this post. mwah!
Today is the Prefects' Annual Farewell Party, theme was, A Night To Remember.
(This reminds me of my pioneer days, experiencing photo editing programmes. Junior One! =D)
Overalls were Juliana and Chan Jian Fu.
Well, the thing started off with everyone required to enter with a partner of opposite sex. So it was a pretty heated up topic! I was in KL then, scouting for colleges, when the Kakao group, me bros made beamed a new notification that caught my attention much more than usual =P haha so just like that, I got myself a partner without a clue what was going on.
I went back to school, everyone was talking about it. I sit in between prefects, epic lol, and girls were like, "Hey, Chris! You gotta quickly get yourself a partner! People are running out FAST!" and "Ahhhh, ottokhe, I don't have a partner!! Chris, ahhh, I can't find myself a partner!" Then, there was this tingling feeling in my heart, silently thanking God for giving me a partner! I felt like a princess riding on a unicorn. <3 p="p">
So its been ongoing for a long while. And a lovely friend of mine, who sits close to me in class, can't seem to find a boyfie cuz of height problems etc. I found her one, my really really good "abuleh" friend, and she instantly felt the same fantasies of our fairytale world. of which she didn't tell me about, but another Gretchen friend ;) haha. It sure feels good to make someone happy. :) Like they say, "Giving is much more than receiving". it's in the Bible! Not sure which verse =)
Okay, so then there's the prep for the dance performance - The Boys by SNSD.
I am Yoona! <3 p="p">
Last year, we did Gee - SNSD and we did Womaniser! Hell yeah, those were awesomesauces! So I decided to join this year too. But practice didn't begin well, I lost passion, cuz I thought there were many many many more important things that I should attend to, instead of diverging my attention onto this performance. So I went to practice, with an urge to go back home always. Which I don't usually get during dancing. I only get it for tuition, and traninig :P then last week, after Accounts exam, Bubu and Daps decided to motivate me, to get my head back in the game. I was reluctant, and whined like a cow. But I went, and it was really fun. I found the link that was lost all this while with the song and the dance. Thank you God for awesome mates! And Sila was sooo comprehending. Which touched my heart and made me decide to not let some kind soul's hopes down.Thanks Sila, Thanks Priscialla :)
"Wow, you dance really well!" "Your moves and all, smooth and fine! wooots!" Little little things, make the most into bigger things. These pushed me further, to sweat so bad, and not wash my hair through the night after sweating it with my first ever practice at home, and caught a terrible headache. Ha ha.
After sleeping for 12 hours . . .
It's practice again! Went for practice, lunch with mates, got to know Liau better! :) "you're a kind person", was how I sorta figured his code out and understood his true person. But my Korean friend hates him >:) haha, he's a kind soul Seol! :)
I asked mummy to paint my face into a piece of art. I googled Alba, Lively and makeup for Asians, most of them had smoky black eyeshadows, flashing eyes, and a beautiful dress to top it all off. In my head, I just wished for Red Carpet. Just this once, this young, give me a red carpet moment.
Like usual, it didn't turn out as expected, felt a bit... strange =S but still, I went with it. Gretchen said I look old. Some say I look nice. Ravster said I look scary. But I was like, oh what the heck. I wore this brown dress with small cuts on top that daddy bought me from Lilac & Ruth, pairing it with the black belt and caught daddy's heart. Thanks dad!! Whatever it is, I felt at ease, and it was the thing that mattered most to me =)
The night began with speeches from the teachers. "Love what you do in the future." "Love your country, community and family." "Thank you from the bottomest of my heart." - Mr Lee. Then it was dinner time! Gretchen said it wasn't time yet, so I just waited. But everyone else was in the line!! =( Gretchen took food for mua, went to find seats. Ranging from the everywhere, to the middle of the hall, to everywhere else. Yam sing time came! Did a toast with them lovely teachers, and was ended with us asked to put the dishes away. William, Fish and Gilbert sang 'Na Xie Nian' and a couple of more songs! William wore a Smarties tie! =D awesome. It was then dancing time! During our prep backstage, the S1s tried to sing a song, which led to Oppa Gangnam Style, I was soooo heated up, all on fire, and I just had to move around or else, I won't feel good. So the dancers went out and did a bit of Gangnam, then went back in. Run Devil Run came first, followed by our The Boys.
So it started alright, since I'm a giggly person, I tend to lose control over my emotions and just burst out laughing, but it was pitch black at the audience last night. The only thing that could be seen was the empty hallway, and the spotlight. Luckily. So I just went ALL out, and did whatever I was supposed to do. People screamed, they cheered, some shouted names, a few shouted "Christabelle", and it was a fun night. As it ended, we quickly changed back into our dresses, in sweats and hurry.
Next, was dancing/Waltz time! Jiun and Wei were teaching on the way, we mimicked, and learnt. Gretchen and Timmo ditched us, poor us =( everyone was to go on stage after that, Gretchen and I went. It was a bit not natural + awkward + shy, but it was fine. Then it was announced that the Awards Giving Ceremony wasn't gonna happen after all, so it switched to Party Mode! With the crazy adrenaline rush flowing in me, I was running all over the place locating my parteh buddeh! We danced like crazy, and I jumped so much in those heels that were excruciatingly killing my baby toes. =(
It all came to and end, closed by Shafie, Leong and Ah Wei who sang 朋友, and the Happy Birthday song to Juliana followed. She shed a tear here and there, and that sealed the night an end. It was then photo time with everybody. Yay.
Ravster sent me home, I was so tired, from being crazy throughout the whole night, but couldn't stop chattering during the ride. That's cause, idk, I'm just plain crazy. =.= And then, a goodnight kiss to end this post. mwah!
Tuesday, December 27
inspiration!
Seohyun
I wanna learn to be more like her. Be smart. Talk with wisdom. Look up to great leaders of the world. Read good books to self improve. Be positive. Be polite.. etc.
saranghae onnie!
BIRTHDAY!
25th of December
Happy birthday to... ME! weeeee hahaha. I had been waiting for this day to come for a pretty long time. Cuz it's like I've been part of celebrating other people's birthday which looks so cool, well organised and very very surprising all the time, I can't help but just look forward to mine :D hahahah.
Anyway, my birthday was good. On the 24th, it was the annual Christmas Eve service in church. And usually when service ends, people always come greet me "Happy Birthday" with a hug and my phone would be flooded with texts. Prolly not that many, but still more than usual :P And that feeling I get is really exciting you know. So it was nice feeling it again yesterday, after 365 days. hehe. Didn't get to dress up for the major event (to me) though as I was observing Tech Team in the secret room. So yeah.
Then, today, I had lunch with a number of my close friends from school @ Secret Recipe which turned out well! =) I'm pretty happy because it's my first time organising events for my own birthday whereas usually it's only family dinners. I had fun!! And the gifts I received this year, were so good oh. Hahah. I don't wanna be a materialistic person, but I guess it's cuz I've grown up, so the gifts I received were more meaningful.
I really feel very encouraged seeing that they actually made effort to come. Out of 9 girls I invited, 7 showed up. I guess I'm just feeling a lot cuz it's my first time doing this kind of stuff. Lol sentimental =P
Then we went to watch Sherlock Holmes where I fell asleep too halfway for a while just to boost up my energy. Then home, then off to One Borneo and got a jacket then supper at Boston. Overall, it has been a great day. Wonderful day. Although my feelings aren't that hyped up, but it's really a good day. Last year wasn't as fruitful and I learnt my lesson to make full use of my birthday!
Happy birthday to... ME! weeeee hahaha. I had been waiting for this day to come for a pretty long time. Cuz it's like I've been part of celebrating other people's birthday which looks so cool, well organised and very very surprising all the time, I can't help but just look forward to mine :D hahahah.
Anyway, my birthday was good. On the 24th, it was the annual Christmas Eve service in church. And usually when service ends, people always come greet me "Happy Birthday" with a hug and my phone would be flooded with texts. Prolly not that many, but still more than usual :P And that feeling I get is really exciting you know. So it was nice feeling it again yesterday, after 365 days. hehe. Didn't get to dress up for the major event (to me) though as I was observing Tech Team in the secret room. So yeah.
Then, today, I had lunch with a number of my close friends from school @ Secret Recipe which turned out well! =) I'm pretty happy because it's my first time organising events for my own birthday whereas usually it's only family dinners. I had fun!! And the gifts I received this year, were so good oh. Hahah. I don't wanna be a materialistic person, but I guess it's cuz I've grown up, so the gifts I received were more meaningful.
I really feel very encouraged seeing that they actually made effort to come. Out of 9 girls I invited, 7 showed up. I guess I'm just feeling a lot cuz it's my first time doing this kind of stuff. Lol sentimental =P
Then we went to watch Sherlock Holmes where I fell asleep too halfway for a while just to boost up my energy. Then home, then off to One Borneo and got a jacket then supper at Boston. Overall, it has been a great day. Wonderful day. Although my feelings aren't that hyped up, but it's really a good day. Last year wasn't as fruitful and I learnt my lesson to make full use of my birthday!
oh dang.
I feel like I've changed as a person. Not in a good way, I'm afraid. I feel like I've become more judmental, arrogant, mean, ignorant and etc etc. I used to make friends with everybody and be nice. But this year, it's like I've gotten lazy to mingle around and stuff. I've noticed it, but I gave myself this silly excuse - I'm no longer a monitor, so I don't have to do that. So it's like bad :( I mean I don't literally cut everyone out, it's just that I don't put that much effort anymore. And last time, I don't really like to judge people. But now, I think I do. And sometimes, in friendships there'll always be downs too rite? So, last time, I wouldn't really keep that in my head the whole time nor do I talk about it so much. I just try to solve it and move on. But now, seems like I'm not like that anymore. God, I really pray that I wanna change to be a better person!!! Amen.
Merry X'mas! =)
Merry X'mas! =)
Wednesday, December 21
21st December!
hello world!! Time is flying super fast which is so depressing =( Holidays are coming to an end and I don't want to go back to school!! I guess it'd be all fine if all my good friends were around together. But gotta stay optimistic! Heh. I don't think it's really the friends who's the factor, but it's the activities that are gonna happen next year which are a little disturbing =/ I've got to set my heart on this goal!! Stay determined! And I'm gonna pray to God for this strong will in me that won't die during trials or whatever stuff :D
anyway, been spending some time with my sister and it's disappointing how she's not gonna be here when I turn 16. So sad! I was so looking forward to it to have dinner together but she's not gonna be here, so I guess it's gonna be a lunch instead. Then what am I gonna do for the rest of the day?? o.o err..... and for the rest of the week which is the last week of holiday in 2011 before school starts? So sad oh. Could actually do so many things together and go out.. haiiih. Really sad, but oh well, it's life I guess.
Then I was telling my mum how reluctant I was to attend school next year and she told me how it's important to appreciate high school for the reason that everybody knows. I guess it was just a reminder for me. I pray to God that I will have a good life forevermore! =)
anyway, been spending some time with my sister and it's disappointing how she's not gonna be here when I turn 16. So sad! I was so looking forward to it to have dinner together but she's not gonna be here, so I guess it's gonna be a lunch instead. Then what am I gonna do for the rest of the day?? o.o err..... and for the rest of the week which is the last week of holiday in 2011 before school starts? So sad oh. Could actually do so many things together and go out.. haiiih. Really sad, but oh well, it's life I guess.
Then I was telling my mum how reluctant I was to attend school next year and she told me how it's important to appreciate high school for the reason that everybody knows. I guess it was just a reminder for me. I pray to God that I will have a good life forevermore! =)
20 December 2011
Anyeong all!! =) Sis is back, so have been trying to spend as much time with her as possible since she's gonna be here only for a week. Weird, but yeah. But, happy time with family! =)
family is always good.
Yesterday, me and my sis went to get our hair and nails done. And boy, I wasted sooooo much time just waiting for my sis to get her hair permed. I'm not complaining about the long wait, I'm just sad that I didn't bring my laptop over or even just any book to keep me company. I've been trying to finish series like foooorrrreeevvveeeeerrr but I'm not sure why I just can't seem to. Lol. I've only watched 3 series this year, and only 1 completed o.o like what is the problem with me man? I watched more than 6 last year? I think it's a lot more..
Yesterday, me and my sis went to get our hair and nails done. And boy, I wasted sooooo much time just waiting for my sis to get her hair permed. I'm not complaining about the long wait, I'm just sad that I didn't bring my laptop over or even just any book to keep me company. I've been trying to finish series like foooorrrreeevvveeeeerrr but I'm not sure why I just can't seem to. Lol. I've only watched 3 series this year, and only 1 completed o.o like what is the problem with me man? I watched more than 6 last year? I think it's a lot more..
BEEEEENNN GAINING WEIGHT o.o this is not a good sign! i hope I won't grow any bigger and that I won't be a fat person when I'm an adult. Especially when adolescence is over for me, and after I give birth to many babies. Lord, this is my prayer!!
went to church today and went up to the really top place where the cool peeps (the people who do backstage) crawl around just to get around the wires and fix things. it was so cool. scary too. but epic. hahahah great experience. wanna go paragliding one day!!! :D
Merry Christmas everybody! May you have a merry merry merry christmas! =)
Thursday, December 15
Hello world!! Have been eating quite a lot lately oh, till I got my tummy really bloated =( Like today, I was really full then my dad wanted to have tea break. So he ordered for me. And the serving was so big! And my dad wouldn't really help me eat so I had to finish em.. Then when I got home, after a full dinner, my kakak made herbal tea which cannot be kept overnight, had to drink.. And i baked some brownies, not working too well :P so have to go and check and have a bite every 10 mins.. And i made myself wheat grass, gotta finish =( super super bloated . . .
Anyway, I went to the police station today. Cuz my dad had to settle his friend's stuff. Got me oh so dissapointed there =( true colours of the people....
I just pray that God will continue to protect Sabah and the world and pray that there'll be less corruptions and that the world will be a better place to live in. :)
15th of December!! Oh crrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaapppppp, school's starting super duper soon! super afraid of sports day :( really hope to get in with Tasha, Davina etc etc. Sister's coming back on Sunday! And that's super good news :D family is always good.
I miss 2PM!!!
always in my heart!! <3
Wednesday, December 14
25 11 11 [SUPEREPIC!]
OMG!! The concert was sooooo good!! Like super awesome, super great! Like omiggggaaaaawwwssssssshhhh! Just feel so surreal man! Me, Krystell and her cousin went there around 4 and saw stalls by the street selling unofficial merchandise. I'm not too sure why, but it was pretty funny and amusing :P not in a bad way, just it seemed pretty interesting. hehh. I was so exciteddd lah!! Like it was just hard for me to believe that these people you often watch on TV are alive! Moreover, they're in a room you are about to enter. SO YEAH, it was cool!! We sat down and waited outside for about 2 hours, then people stood up for no reasons, then we went in. People were squeezing, squeeezingggg. There were so many Malays!! Malay girls with tudungs. (no offense, i don't mean anything bad :O)
MERCHANDISE I GOT:
my beautiful boys <3
These are folders that I got. =))
And these are the lightsticks I got. The blue ones costed RM 10 each (unofficial ones). But the other one is the official lightstick sold by a Malay girl who was going to the concert too (she was really funny) and it costed RM 40. It says Nichkhun on the lightstick btw =)
Anyway, we sat at the last row (pretty good view from the side) and next to us were two Malay hottests! hahahhahahaha so funny, we chatted and stuff. The stage wasn't that far from us as expected, it was alright. Pretty good actually. Like it wasn't like they appeared like ants or whatever, they appeared like humans. :D omggggoooshshh just so freaking awesome lahh and daeebaakkkkk.
I tried to lose my voice, but not sure if it worked!! throat hurts a lil, but voice is still there...
This is the stage seen from where I sat. Yepeun nae? :)) i thought it was really pretty and cool. ahhhhh epicnesssssss.
And this is the crowd with their lightsticks on. Beautiful don't you think? I thought it was so pretty even without decorations. Really pretty =)
Ya know, when it all started, I saw Taecyeon on the screen, and geeez I just couldn't stop screaming and stomping my feet!!! :O (I still have that first picture I saw in my head!!!) I thought I was just gonna scream but my feet wouldn't stop moving as well lol. Super super super fun!!!!! And their performances were awesome. Wooyoung's hair was super cool. The lighting, the atmosphere (pic above), the sound system were quite okay. It was just uhmazing. Loveddd how they sang I'll Be Back after showing a long video, how Taecyeon went into the crowd (like omggggaaawwwwsssssssshhhhhhhhhhh), how Chansung took off his shirt at last etc. Just basically everything was awesome. So professionally done! Ya know, I kinda felt like crying out of joy and happiness and love, but I couldn't. It's kinda cool how I had that feeling lol :P shows that I'm a true hottest!! <3
Me and Krystell with our tees and lightsticks!
i know you don't see anything. too bad, sorry :P
And then Junho and Wooyoung did a duet. After that, they were supposed to change and sing I Can't with other members on stools. Other members changed, only both of them didn't. Then Wooyoung took off his red jacket, then Taecyeon was like "Take it off, take it off, take it off..". Then Wooyoung gave a cheeky smile while taking off his jacket but inside was a black singlet. So yeah. Hahaha.
And you know what? Junho said "Saya akan balik lagi" or something like that. But they did promise that they're coming back again. Taec said so too =) Oh btw, Nichkhun's family was there! Sitting on the chairs next to the rock pit people. =( Didn't get to pay attention to them. Mmm.
"How does it feel sexy dancing in front of your family, Khun? =)"
And you know, during epic moments like I'll Be Back, I'm Your Man (when they tore their shirts :P), Without You, Hands Up etc etc, I kinda jumped from my seat cuz my veins were just tickling me all over. Then there was this once I jumped, and two guards behind me were shocked from me jumping abruptly. Then I turned around, they were discussing how I suddenly did that :P hahahahah it was hilarious. Then there was this guard walking up and down the stairs then girls were screaming really loud and he was sorta 'soothing' his ears. When I saw that, I screamed even worse which caused him to freak a lil too. hahahahaha. EPICNESS!!!
After everything ended, went to check out the front places with Krystell, geeeez you could see them soo claearly from there! Imagine Wooyoung, Junho, Junsu dancing in front of your eyes!! o.o But I'm thankful xD so yeah, good enough.
Anyway, thanks Krystell for bringing me! Really hope we'll bond more more more. love u! God bless!!
GOODNIGHT JUNSU, NICHKHUN, TAECYEON, WOOYOUNG, JUNHO AND CHANSUNG! 2PM is forever with hottests!! (that's what you said, Nichkhun!! ;) ) <3 YOUUU!!!
omg still can't believe I actually saw all of them in person, like it feels so weird o.o
anyways, photos will be posted up soon? didn't take much, too blur.
chalja everyone =)
DEFINITELY ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS IN MY LIFE! =) XOXO
2 - 3/12/11
HELLOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL DEEECEEEEMBERRR!!! =) My favvvourite month of the year.
ST Force Training was held on these days. Didn't wanna go at first, cuz of my swollen eye. But as I was thinking again if I should go, suddenly I saw water on my pok ngan choi, then the pass came out!! woohoooo. Then I thought, this must be a sign from God :P hahaha
anyway, the camp was fun! weeeeeeee. church tmr, loooooong day.
29/1111 - 30/11/11
CHURCH CAMP!!!!
Church camp was so good. Well, I enjoyed myself a lot. I could felt the feeling of reminiscent of me joining at around 8 or 9. I love those kinda feelings. It felt like... Home =) hehe. Well, it was just good. I went with a pok ngan choi tho. O.o haha.
Anyway, got to know a few cuteeee!! kids. Kids like Daniel Hong, Sean Chaw, Jordana Tham, Lydia etc etc. They were so sweeet. Daniel got the funniest award! Which is really funny. hahahah. I think he's super emo and cute, but Chloe thinks he's funny. Hahaha and he speaks with wavy tunes. Ahhh, like a story teller! =)
hahahhaha. You know, suddenly, a chick seemed like it was dying. And everyone went to check out what's wrong with it. Then, I think Chloe was the one who took it out of the box and put it on a plastic bag and left it on the table for the other kids to stare at. It was really funny cuz I was thinking like, a chick is dying and nobody really cares to do anything but just let the kids stand around the table and stare. hahaha. not that they didn't care, it just seemed that way :P
then, I was telling Daniel, "why don't you go and do a CPR on the chick since it's dying? And press its body?" (I did my fingers the way your supposed to press on a man's body if he's dying). Then he was like "ARE you maaAADDdd? The chick's dying and you want me to do this? (then he imitated my fingers)" Then he left. hahhaha. so cute!
My letter box and a letter from Daniel. haha
Sean is very cute too! Everyone of em is cute. =D
Thank you God for beautiful kids!
2PM CONCERT!
These are pictures I picked up just anywhere online to let you know more about the ASIA TOUR CONCERT!
Now this was the first thing I noticed when everything started!! Super important to me cuz it's the first view that goes into my eye :8
OMG, you know how lucky these girls ah? At Back2You, the boys and these girls were dancing really hot dances. And at one point, the boys were supposed to pull off the boyfriend tees the girls were wearing O.O ahhhh!! and I was like: "I want him to do that to me! Undress me!!! ahhHHHHhhhhHHHHhhh!!!" XD
This was Nichkhun and Taecyeon's duet singing My Valentine. Wearing checkers babeh!!
saranghae oppa <3
12/12/11
BEAUTIFUL DATE!
Idk why, but I just really like it hahaha. Too bad, I had a terrible terrible headache. To be honest, being sick seems a lil fun seeing how you are allowed to watch TV in the middle of the night after waking up from your looonnng nap! But apart from that, the pain is just excruciating. =S sick! ahhhh. Still having it a lil here and there. Hoping it'll get well soon!! =)
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