I feel like I've changed as a person. Not in a good way, I'm afraid. I feel like I've become more judmental, arrogant, mean, ignorant and etc etc. I used to make friends with everybody and be nice. But this year, it's like I've gotten lazy to mingle around and stuff. I've noticed it, but I gave myself this silly excuse - I'm no longer a monitor, so I don't have to do that. So it's like bad :( I mean I don't literally cut everyone out, it's just that I don't put that much effort anymore. And last time, I don't really like to judge people. But now, I think I do. And sometimes, in friendships there'll always be downs too rite? So, last time, I wouldn't really keep that in my head the whole time nor do I talk about it so much. I just try to solve it and move on. But now, seems like I'm not like that anymore. God, I really pray that I wanna change to be a better person!!! Amen.
Merry X'mas! =)
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