midnight thoughts 18/12

 i awake at 7.30

i get ready

i rush off to church

i converse with amanda

ellie tries to catch me for lunch (luls)

i eat lunch

i head home 

i unload at 3pm

i rest till 5pm

i get ready

i squeeze in greetings with the folks with the drive on the way pretty filled with guilt & slight anxiety

i head to dinner

i leave at 1030

my head hits the bed at 1130

i send my belated birthday appreciation msgs 

my eyes rush to shut by the end of it

my phone vibrates next to me night lamp minutes later

i struggle to arise

"i am so... tired"

*vibrates

"i am so... limited"

*sighs

-blackout-