21st December!

hello world!! Time is flying super fast which is so depressing =( Holidays are coming to an end and I don't want to go back to school!! I guess it'd be all fine if all my good friends were around together. But gotta stay optimistic! Heh. I don't think it's really the friends who's the factor, but it's the activities that are gonna happen next year which are a little disturbing =/ I've got to set my heart on this goal!! Stay determined! And I'm gonna pray to God for this strong will in me that won't die during trials or whatever stuff :D

anyway, been spending some time with my sister and it's disappointing how she's not gonna be here when I turn 16. So sad! I was so looking forward to it to have dinner together but she's not gonna be here, so I guess it's gonna be a lunch instead. Then what am I gonna do for the rest of the day?? o.o err..... and for the rest of the week which is the last week of holiday in 2011 before school starts? So sad oh. Could actually do so many things together and go out.. haiiih. Really sad, but oh well, it's life I guess.

Then I was telling my mum how reluctant I was to attend school next year and she told me how it's important to appreciate high school for the reason that everybody knows. I guess it was just a reminder for me. I pray to God that I will have a good life forevermore! =)