Hello, sorry world. Haven't blogged since SPM.
So, yesterday was Carnival day, and it was an event I looked forward to for the past seven days. A potent factor would be me, having a strong urge to go and have fun like other students who are enjoying their year break. It just feels like I'm sitting at the study table with books, stacked slipshodly on the table, only just creating an image to drive myself to study. It's so hard to diverge 100% of concentration to just focus on the exams. I'm praying for strength, strong will and determination. I'm working on it, and I hope it results well.
So at the moment, I just feel like a damsel in distress, desperately lack of love. I believe that this abrupt randomness came from the post Carnival Day excitement.
There's a good guy who cares a lot, the unfortunate thing is that he might not receive the same amount and degree of care. So, if it prolongs, it'll be a one-sided relationship that only cause himself to get ached and be hurt. But it's the feeling like the top of the world knowing that there's a watchout out there, waiting to pick me up whenever I trip, and fall. It's so unrealistic :( bye. Nights.
Wednesday, November 14
Friday, November 2
2nd of November 2012
25th of October 2012
So, a little more than a week ago, it was the Voting Session for 2013's Sports Meet's house captains. So well, a couple of days before that day itself, people were chatting in class, and since our class is merging with S2 Xiao to be Red House next year, each class were to have their own nominees first before the big day.
As the class meeting commenced, names like Eeling, Petra, Sheena were nominated. Well, I think that if Tasha and I were staying back, we could run for elections too. So my heart sank a bit. :( Don't get me wrong, I'm really happy for those who got nominated and the current captains, but it's just something that I'd really like to have, if I were staying. But the matter is that, I'm not even staying, so I shouldn't really feel bad.
The thing is that, everything happens for a reason. People make choices of different reasons. Some people stay for the Graduation Cert., some stay for the memories you'll only get there once in a lifetime, some people stay as they're not sure about their next path, some people stay, well, for the education I suppose. As for me, I chose to leave, with my own reasons as well. Some people may think that I'm foolish for leaving so soon, but like I said, everything happens for a reason. :S hmm.
So anyway, I wanted it pretty bad. Just imagining it in my head, makes me feel painful enough =S But it's reality, and there's a different life somewhere else too! So I just gotta get over it.
And anyway again, :P, good luck to people who are leading the houses this year till next year! Best wishes and I'll always be supporting you guys yo. LOVE YOU GUYS TO PIECES. <3 p="p">
Hehe.
Anyeong~ :)
So, a little more than a week ago, it was the Voting Session for 2013's Sports Meet's house captains. So well, a couple of days before that day itself, people were chatting in class, and since our class is merging with S2 Xiao to be Red House next year, each class were to have their own nominees first before the big day.
As the class meeting commenced, names like Eeling, Petra, Sheena were nominated. Well, I think that if Tasha and I were staying back, we could run for elections too. So my heart sank a bit. :( Don't get me wrong, I'm really happy for those who got nominated and the current captains, but it's just something that I'd really like to have, if I were staying. But the matter is that, I'm not even staying, so I shouldn't really feel bad.
The thing is that, everything happens for a reason. People make choices of different reasons. Some people stay for the Graduation Cert., some stay for the memories you'll only get there once in a lifetime, some people stay as they're not sure about their next path, some people stay, well, for the education I suppose. As for me, I chose to leave, with my own reasons as well. Some people may think that I'm foolish for leaving so soon, but like I said, everything happens for a reason. :S hmm.
So anyway, I wanted it pretty bad. Just imagining it in my head, makes me feel painful enough =S But it's reality, and there's a different life somewhere else too! So I just gotta get over it.
And anyway again, :P, good luck to people who are leading the houses this year till next year! Best wishes and I'll always be supporting you guys yo. LOVE YOU GUYS TO PIECES. <3 p="p">
Hehe.
Anyeong~ :)
31st of October 2012
Four years ago, I remember sitting in my brother's room, sitting on that green spinning chair, I was really high on social networking - blogging, MSN, Facebook, YouTube.. All at one go.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABEHHHHH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNABELLEEEE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANNABELLE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY SPOOKY HALLOWEENNN.
HAPPY SPOOKY HALLOWEEN.
HAPPY SPOOKY HALLOWEEN.
HAPPY SPOOO--OOKY HALLOWEENNNN.
HAPPY SPOOKY HALLOWEEN. it's the colour of the pumpkin.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABEHHH.
HAPP Y BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY LOVE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY BABE.
So, this was what I typed at that time. Wishing my dear Bellie a happy birthday! :D haha.
So four years have passed, you were in Ping in J2, I was in Yi. I remember going to your class to find you to hang out once in a while. And play with your hand again :P I remember you giving me a lovely HK Disneyland keychain as souvenir when you got back, and another Chinese keychain.
In J3, you were in Ren, I was in Ai. We got a tad bit less close, we joined Debate! (with Jo, and Paula!!), and it was interesting. I remember you calling me one evening to talk about someone who messed around in your head, and that phone call meant a lot to me so it got me reaaaally happy, haha, the feeling of contented, because it wasn't a usual thing for me to chat with friends over the phone for so long, and I was very encouraged that you trusted me! <3 b="b">
In S1, you left for Sayfol, and I didn't know it at first. So I was a little bummed about it :S I got over it though, and decided to call you once in a while to catch up. Slowly, we didn't get as close anymore, and to be honest, it hmm, broke my heart, a bit.
Now in 2012, you've graduated from high school and you're doing A-Levels! Though we aren't as close as before, but still, best wishes to you my lovely friend! And it'd be awesome if we were still like before, but it's okay, we'll just let things go with the flow. i love you very much buddie! xoxo
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABEHHHHH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNABELLEEEE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANNABELLE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY SPOOKY HALLOWEENNN.
HAPPY SPOOKY HALLOWEEN.
HAPPY SPOOKY HALLOWEEN.
HAPPY SPOOO--OOKY HALLOWEENNNN.
HAPPY SPOOKY HALLOWEEN. it's the colour of the pumpkin.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABEHHH.
HAPP Y BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY LOVE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY BABE.
So, this was what I typed at that time. Wishing my dear Bellie a happy birthday! :D haha.
So four years have passed, you were in Ping in J2, I was in Yi. I remember going to your class to find you to hang out once in a while. And play with your hand again :P I remember you giving me a lovely HK Disneyland keychain as souvenir when you got back, and another Chinese keychain.
In J3, you were in Ren, I was in Ai. We got a tad bit less close, we joined Debate! (with Jo, and Paula!!), and it was interesting. I remember you calling me one evening to talk about someone who messed around in your head, and that phone call meant a lot to me so it got me reaaaally happy, haha, the feeling of contented, because it wasn't a usual thing for me to chat with friends over the phone for so long, and I was very encouraged that you trusted me! <3 b="b">
In S1, you left for Sayfol, and I didn't know it at first. So I was a little bummed about it :S I got over it though, and decided to call you once in a while to catch up. Slowly, we didn't get as close anymore, and to be honest, it hmm, broke my heart, a bit.
Now in 2012, you've graduated from high school and you're doing A-Levels! Though we aren't as close as before, but still, best wishes to you my lovely friend! And it'd be awesome if we were still like before, but it's okay, we'll just let things go with the flow. i love you very much buddie! xoxo
02.11.12
Little Hey Little Ho!
SPM is in like what, 3 days? =S
Holy moly mooooooooo.
Just got back from BM tuition.
So, this photo is a little dark. Cuz I was like a ninja, taking it. 8-) But he is Mr Jafri, our tuition teacher. He's incredibly awesome, talented, a man good and dedicated at his work. He's so witty you know? He teaches BM, and whoever who wants to get tutoring, you should totally get him. It's RM 60 per month, not that expensive right? And gosh, the things he teaches, is way better than some tuitions that I pay so much to :S
Whenever I go to his tuition, I'd feel contented, and that I learnt a lot. Makes me feel brainier, smarter which motivates me to try even harder the next time I study. He adds life into his lessons. Leaving you thinking that, "Hey, BM is about life too. About the society etc.." instead of leaving you thinking, "Oh, BM is about formulas, just writing essays, must do well to pass SPM.." So yeah, he's one of the best teachers alive! :) He's always given this fatherly figure to me, like a big big warm bear. Last time, I wanted to write "I love you!" on my paper :P hahah but it seemed too wrong. Anyway, thanks big brotha, 有缘在见! <3 br="br" haha.="haha." nbsp="nbsp">
We girls totally love him man. So we wrote him this card! hahaha and ended it with a small red cutey heart at the back page. He's a Liverpool fan!! I was like, "Cikgu, Liverpool oh!" then he said, "thank you. :D" haha
SPM is in like what, 3 days? =S
Holy moly mooooooooo.
Just got back from BM tuition.
So, this photo is a little dark. Cuz I was like a ninja, taking it. 8-) But he is Mr Jafri, our tuition teacher. He's incredibly awesome, talented, a man good and dedicated at his work. He's so witty you know? He teaches BM, and whoever who wants to get tutoring, you should totally get him. It's RM 60 per month, not that expensive right? And gosh, the things he teaches, is way better than some tuitions that I pay so much to :S
Whenever I go to his tuition, I'd feel contented, and that I learnt a lot. Makes me feel brainier, smarter which motivates me to try even harder the next time I study. He adds life into his lessons. Leaving you thinking that, "Hey, BM is about life too. About the society etc.." instead of leaving you thinking, "Oh, BM is about formulas, just writing essays, must do well to pass SPM.." So yeah, he's one of the best teachers alive! :) He's always given this fatherly figure to me, like a big big warm bear. Last time, I wanted to write "I love you!" on my paper :P hahah but it seemed too wrong. Anyway, thanks big brotha, 有缘在见! <3 br="br" haha.="haha." nbsp="nbsp">
We girls totally love him man. So we wrote him this card! hahaha and ended it with a small red cutey heart at the back page. He's a Liverpool fan!! I was like, "Cikgu, Liverpool oh!" then he said, "thank you. :D" haha
Then this is Miah, wearing a MU shirt. Cikgu was like, "Mau ambil gambar, buka baju dulu." hahah xD Love his wits!
Anyeong~
Wednesday, October 31
Rain
Another typical rainy day in Malaysia, whereas a treacherous Sandy is flooding The States at the same time threatening lives of many.
How ironic.
May God bless America.
Take good care people.
Take care Sis.
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How ironic.
May God bless America.
Take good care people.
Take care Sis.
Monday, October 29
29th of October 2012
Wow, now I'm restricted for my own nap times. This feels ridiculous.
But I just gotta stay with a peaceful mind. It's not that bad.
xxxxxxx
However contented a person may be, there will still always be a moment, where they just feel blank and wanna stay quiet. It's true how people say, money can't buy happiness. No matter how big of a house you stay in, how many Ferraris you own, having our pride fulfilled is what we thought our happiness is. But true joy, can only be found in true friendships and relationships with one another. And with God around, we find happiness.
http://www.heavenaddress.com/Dr-Richard-Teo-Keng-Siang/424153/379719/content
This is a must read!
Sometimes it feels so unbelievable, and you'd think, "how is this even possible, lol?" But this is when faith comes in. Just believe. .
But I just gotta stay with a peaceful mind. It's not that bad.
xxxxxxx
However contented a person may be, there will still always be a moment, where they just feel blank and wanna stay quiet. It's true how people say, money can't buy happiness. No matter how big of a house you stay in, how many Ferraris you own, having our pride fulfilled is what we thought our happiness is. But true joy, can only be found in true friendships and relationships with one another. And with God around, we find happiness.
http://www.heavenaddress.com/Dr-Richard-Teo-Keng-Siang/424153/379719/content
This is a must read!
Sometimes it feels so unbelievable, and you'd think, "how is this even possible, lol?" But this is when faith comes in. Just believe. .
Sunday, October 28
28th October 2012
Blessed 22nd Anniversary lovely mummy and daddy!
May God bless ya'll with a relationship ever stronger, and with good health to compliment it as well. =)
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So, it's 8 days to SPM, and I still haven't started much on my books. It's really scary, as I feel the bits and pieces of guilt and fear that's overwhelming me with every second that ticks by as I type. =S eeeek! But oh well, memories should be well kept, they might not be as colourful as they should be if this prolongs, so oh well, 15 more mins!
A couple of days ago, hmm, i think it was on Wednesday (24/10), well, like the usual, Tashy and her mates gathered and chatted. I joined along this time. And Tashy was asking some questions.
She told us to imagine ourselves in an empty room with only four walls.
1. If you were to have a box in the room, what kind of box should it be? Should it be big, round, square, cube, cuboid, big, small, humongous, floating, on the floor.... etc. It's up to you to decide.
2. Now remove that box. If you can put flowers in the room. How many flowers? How much? And what colour would they be?
3.Now you get to choose a horse. What personalities would you want the horse to have?
3. Put that horse aside now. Next, let's say there's a window in the room, when you look out, what kind of weather do you wish to see? Could it be sunny, rainy or snowy? You name it, whatever you want.
4. Now you get to have a ladder. What kind of ladder do you want?
So this 'questionnaire' thing seemed interesting. Iks, AY, Petz participated along.
For question one, I wanted a medium cuboid. Because I wanted it to be a chair whenever I feel like sitting on it, and I also want it to be huggable. So when I sit in the corner, I can hug it and just think about.. well, life. Question two,I chose a room with lotsa flowers, but not full. probably two-third or just few flowers here and there. Cuz I didn't want the fragrance of the flowers to drown my senses, lol =.= Colour was white and yellow. Question three, I chose a brown horse, that is active, cute and likes to eat carrots. haha. I thought of a white horse at first, but it seems too much off the reality line. =X so perhaps, a normal one would do.Question four, Weather is raining! I love rainy days. haha. When we go to school, it feels supah awesome. Not so much of thunderstorms though. Just slightly more than drizzling, way less than heavy rains.Question five, I chose a medium length ladder. Reason was a tall and long ladder would hit myself in the head to the ceiling lol =.= and medium so that I could climb onto my horsie :D:D
So, this whole thing was a psychology gimmick =.= haha not that bad, it's interesting, I like it. So, the box represents your self-esteem. Whatever the size of the box you chose is, that's the size of your self-esteem. Then, the flowers represents friends. Colourful means a variety of friends, friends of all kinds. Red means fake/virtual friends. White flowers are true friends. Yellow is unknown zzz =.= AY chose a room full of colourful flowers, whereas II chose red. For the weather, sunny = carefree, rainy = hmm, you have issues in life, cuz they're just there. and they're not bugging you that badly, so it's like fine, neutral-ish. Super rainy = many issues/problems in life. Lastly, a long ladder means you dream high, you'd do things at its most to achieve your aspirations.
This got me thinking when it ended. It feels so.... Ironic? or just Cool, how things work =)
Interesting life indeed. Thank you Lord =)
May God bless ya'll with a relationship ever stronger, and with good health to compliment it as well. =)
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So, it's 8 days to SPM, and I still haven't started much on my books. It's really scary, as I feel the bits and pieces of guilt and fear that's overwhelming me with every second that ticks by as I type. =S eeeek! But oh well, memories should be well kept, they might not be as colourful as they should be if this prolongs, so oh well, 15 more mins!
A couple of days ago, hmm, i think it was on Wednesday (24/10), well, like the usual, Tashy and her mates gathered and chatted. I joined along this time. And Tashy was asking some questions.
She told us to imagine ourselves in an empty room with only four walls.
1. If you were to have a box in the room, what kind of box should it be? Should it be big, round, square, cube, cuboid, big, small, humongous, floating, on the floor.... etc. It's up to you to decide.
2. Now remove that box. If you can put flowers in the room. How many flowers? How much? And what colour would they be?
3.Now you get to choose a horse. What personalities would you want the horse to have?
3. Put that horse aside now. Next, let's say there's a window in the room, when you look out, what kind of weather do you wish to see? Could it be sunny, rainy or snowy? You name it, whatever you want.
4. Now you get to have a ladder. What kind of ladder do you want?
So this 'questionnaire' thing seemed interesting. Iks, AY, Petz participated along.
For question one, I wanted a medium cuboid. Because I wanted it to be a chair whenever I feel like sitting on it, and I also want it to be huggable. So when I sit in the corner, I can hug it and just think about.. well, life. Question two,I chose a room with lotsa flowers, but not full. probably two-third or just few flowers here and there. Cuz I didn't want the fragrance of the flowers to drown my senses, lol =.= Colour was white and yellow. Question three, I chose a brown horse, that is active, cute and likes to eat carrots. haha. I thought of a white horse at first, but it seems too much off the reality line. =X so perhaps, a normal one would do.Question four, Weather is raining! I love rainy days. haha. When we go to school, it feels supah awesome. Not so much of thunderstorms though. Just slightly more than drizzling, way less than heavy rains.Question five, I chose a medium length ladder. Reason was a tall and long ladder would hit myself in the head to the ceiling lol =.= and medium so that I could climb onto my horsie :D:D
So, this whole thing was a psychology gimmick =.= haha not that bad, it's interesting, I like it. So, the box represents your self-esteem. Whatever the size of the box you chose is, that's the size of your self-esteem. Then, the flowers represents friends. Colourful means a variety of friends, friends of all kinds. Red means fake/virtual friends. White flowers are true friends. Yellow is unknown zzz =.= AY chose a room full of colourful flowers, whereas II chose red. For the weather, sunny = carefree, rainy = hmm, you have issues in life, cuz they're just there. and they're not bugging you that badly, so it's like fine, neutral-ish. Super rainy = many issues/problems in life. Lastly, a long ladder means you dream high, you'd do things at its most to achieve your aspirations.
This got me thinking when it ended. It feels so.... Ironic? or just Cool, how things work =)
Interesting life indeed. Thank you Lord =)
27 October 2012
Whew, another epic day gone by.
Today is the Prefects' Annual Farewell Party, theme was, A Night To Remember.
(This reminds me of my pioneer days, experiencing photo editing programmes. Junior One! =D)
Overalls were Juliana and Chan Jian Fu.
Well, the thing started off with everyone required to enter with a partner of opposite sex. So it was a pretty heated up topic! I was in KL then, scouting for colleges, when the Kakao group, me bros made beamed a new notification that caught my attention much more than usual =P haha so just like that, I got myself a partner without a clue what was going on.
I went back to school, everyone was talking about it. I sit in between prefects, epic lol, and girls were like, "Hey, Chris! You gotta quickly get yourself a partner! People are running out FAST!" and "Ahhhh, ottokhe, I don't have a partner!! Chris, ahhh, I can't find myself a partner!" Then, there was this tingling feeling in my heart, silently thanking God for giving me a partner! I felt like a princess riding on a unicorn. <3 p="p">
So its been ongoing for a long while. And a lovely friend of mine, who sits close to me in class, can't seem to find a boyfie cuz of height problems etc. I found her one, my really really good "abuleh" friend, and she instantly felt the same fantasies of our fairytale world. of which she didn't tell me about, but another Gretchen friend ;) haha. It sure feels good to make someone happy. :) Like they say, "Giving is much more than receiving". it's in the Bible! Not sure which verse =)
Okay, so then there's the prep for the dance performance - The Boys by SNSD.
I am Yoona! <3 p="p">
Last year, we did Gee - SNSD and we did Womaniser! Hell yeah, those were awesomesauces! So I decided to join this year too. But practice didn't begin well, I lost passion, cuz I thought there were many many many more important things that I should attend to, instead of diverging my attention onto this performance. So I went to practice, with an urge to go back home always. Which I don't usually get during dancing. I only get it for tuition, and traninig :P then last week, after Accounts exam, Bubu and Daps decided to motivate me, to get my head back in the game. I was reluctant, and whined like a cow. But I went, and it was really fun. I found the link that was lost all this while with the song and the dance. Thank you God for awesome mates! And Sila was sooo comprehending. Which touched my heart and made me decide to not let some kind soul's hopes down.Thanks Sila, Thanks Priscialla :)
"Wow, you dance really well!" "Your moves and all, smooth and fine! wooots!" Little little things, make the most into bigger things. These pushed me further, to sweat so bad, and not wash my hair through the night after sweating it with my first ever practice at home, and caught a terrible headache. Ha ha.
After sleeping for 12 hours . . .
It's practice again! Went for practice, lunch with mates, got to know Liau better! :) "you're a kind person", was how I sorta figured his code out and understood his true person. But my Korean friend hates him >:) haha, he's a kind soul Seol! :)
I asked mummy to paint my face into a piece of art. I googled Alba, Lively and makeup for Asians, most of them had smoky black eyeshadows, flashing eyes, and a beautiful dress to top it all off. In my head, I just wished for Red Carpet. Just this once, this young, give me a red carpet moment.
Like usual, it didn't turn out as expected, felt a bit... strange =S but still, I went with it. Gretchen said I look old. Some say I look nice. Ravster said I look scary. But I was like, oh what the heck. I wore this brown dress with small cuts on top that daddy bought me from Lilac & Ruth, pairing it with the black belt and caught daddy's heart. Thanks dad!! Whatever it is, I felt at ease, and it was the thing that mattered most to me =)
The night began with speeches from the teachers. "Love what you do in the future." "Love your country, community and family." "Thank you from the bottomest of my heart." - Mr Lee. Then it was dinner time! Gretchen said it wasn't time yet, so I just waited. But everyone else was in the line!! =( Gretchen took food for mua, went to find seats. Ranging from the everywhere, to the middle of the hall, to everywhere else. Yam sing time came! Did a toast with them lovely teachers, and was ended with us asked to put the dishes away. William, Fish and Gilbert sang 'Na Xie Nian' and a couple of more songs! William wore a Smarties tie! =D awesome. It was then dancing time! During our prep backstage, the S1s tried to sing a song, which led to Oppa Gangnam Style, I was soooo heated up, all on fire, and I just had to move around or else, I won't feel good. So the dancers went out and did a bit of Gangnam, then went back in. Run Devil Run came first, followed by our The Boys.
So it started alright, since I'm a giggly person, I tend to lose control over my emotions and just burst out laughing, but it was pitch black at the audience last night. The only thing that could be seen was the empty hallway, and the spotlight. Luckily. So I just went ALL out, and did whatever I was supposed to do. People screamed, they cheered, some shouted names, a few shouted "Christabelle", and it was a fun night. As it ended, we quickly changed back into our dresses, in sweats and hurry.
Next, was dancing/Waltz time! Jiun and Wei were teaching on the way, we mimicked, and learnt. Gretchen and Timmo ditched us, poor us =( everyone was to go on stage after that, Gretchen and I went. It was a bit not natural + awkward + shy, but it was fine. Then it was announced that the Awards Giving Ceremony wasn't gonna happen after all, so it switched to Party Mode! With the crazy adrenaline rush flowing in me, I was running all over the place locating my parteh buddeh! We danced like crazy, and I jumped so much in those heels that were excruciatingly killing my baby toes. =(
It all came to and end, closed by Shafie, Leong and Ah Wei who sang 朋友, and the Happy Birthday song to Juliana followed. She shed a tear here and there, and that sealed the night an end. It was then photo time with everybody. Yay.
Ravster sent me home, I was so tired, from being crazy throughout the whole night, but couldn't stop chattering during the ride. That's cause, idk, I'm just plain crazy. =.= And then, a goodnight kiss to end this post. mwah!
Today is the Prefects' Annual Farewell Party, theme was, A Night To Remember.
(This reminds me of my pioneer days, experiencing photo editing programmes. Junior One! =D)
Overalls were Juliana and Chan Jian Fu.
Well, the thing started off with everyone required to enter with a partner of opposite sex. So it was a pretty heated up topic! I was in KL then, scouting for colleges, when the Kakao group, me bros made beamed a new notification that caught my attention much more than usual =P haha so just like that, I got myself a partner without a clue what was going on.
I went back to school, everyone was talking about it. I sit in between prefects, epic lol, and girls were like, "Hey, Chris! You gotta quickly get yourself a partner! People are running out FAST!" and "Ahhhh, ottokhe, I don't have a partner!! Chris, ahhh, I can't find myself a partner!" Then, there was this tingling feeling in my heart, silently thanking God for giving me a partner! I felt like a princess riding on a unicorn. <3 p="p">
So its been ongoing for a long while. And a lovely friend of mine, who sits close to me in class, can't seem to find a boyfie cuz of height problems etc. I found her one, my really really good "abuleh" friend, and she instantly felt the same fantasies of our fairytale world. of which she didn't tell me about, but another Gretchen friend ;) haha. It sure feels good to make someone happy. :) Like they say, "Giving is much more than receiving". it's in the Bible! Not sure which verse =)
Okay, so then there's the prep for the dance performance - The Boys by SNSD.
I am Yoona! <3 p="p">
Last year, we did Gee - SNSD and we did Womaniser! Hell yeah, those were awesomesauces! So I decided to join this year too. But practice didn't begin well, I lost passion, cuz I thought there were many many many more important things that I should attend to, instead of diverging my attention onto this performance. So I went to practice, with an urge to go back home always. Which I don't usually get during dancing. I only get it for tuition, and traninig :P then last week, after Accounts exam, Bubu and Daps decided to motivate me, to get my head back in the game. I was reluctant, and whined like a cow. But I went, and it was really fun. I found the link that was lost all this while with the song and the dance. Thank you God for awesome mates! And Sila was sooo comprehending. Which touched my heart and made me decide to not let some kind soul's hopes down.Thanks Sila, Thanks Priscialla :)
"Wow, you dance really well!" "Your moves and all, smooth and fine! wooots!" Little little things, make the most into bigger things. These pushed me further, to sweat so bad, and not wash my hair through the night after sweating it with my first ever practice at home, and caught a terrible headache. Ha ha.
After sleeping for 12 hours . . .
It's practice again! Went for practice, lunch with mates, got to know Liau better! :) "you're a kind person", was how I sorta figured his code out and understood his true person. But my Korean friend hates him >:) haha, he's a kind soul Seol! :)
I asked mummy to paint my face into a piece of art. I googled Alba, Lively and makeup for Asians, most of them had smoky black eyeshadows, flashing eyes, and a beautiful dress to top it all off. In my head, I just wished for Red Carpet. Just this once, this young, give me a red carpet moment.
Like usual, it didn't turn out as expected, felt a bit... strange =S but still, I went with it. Gretchen said I look old. Some say I look nice. Ravster said I look scary. But I was like, oh what the heck. I wore this brown dress with small cuts on top that daddy bought me from Lilac & Ruth, pairing it with the black belt and caught daddy's heart. Thanks dad!! Whatever it is, I felt at ease, and it was the thing that mattered most to me =)
The night began with speeches from the teachers. "Love what you do in the future." "Love your country, community and family." "Thank you from the bottomest of my heart." - Mr Lee. Then it was dinner time! Gretchen said it wasn't time yet, so I just waited. But everyone else was in the line!! =( Gretchen took food for mua, went to find seats. Ranging from the everywhere, to the middle of the hall, to everywhere else. Yam sing time came! Did a toast with them lovely teachers, and was ended with us asked to put the dishes away. William, Fish and Gilbert sang 'Na Xie Nian' and a couple of more songs! William wore a Smarties tie! =D awesome. It was then dancing time! During our prep backstage, the S1s tried to sing a song, which led to Oppa Gangnam Style, I was soooo heated up, all on fire, and I just had to move around or else, I won't feel good. So the dancers went out and did a bit of Gangnam, then went back in. Run Devil Run came first, followed by our The Boys.
So it started alright, since I'm a giggly person, I tend to lose control over my emotions and just burst out laughing, but it was pitch black at the audience last night. The only thing that could be seen was the empty hallway, and the spotlight. Luckily. So I just went ALL out, and did whatever I was supposed to do. People screamed, they cheered, some shouted names, a few shouted "Christabelle", and it was a fun night. As it ended, we quickly changed back into our dresses, in sweats and hurry.
Next, was dancing/Waltz time! Jiun and Wei were teaching on the way, we mimicked, and learnt. Gretchen and Timmo ditched us, poor us =( everyone was to go on stage after that, Gretchen and I went. It was a bit not natural + awkward + shy, but it was fine. Then it was announced that the Awards Giving Ceremony wasn't gonna happen after all, so it switched to Party Mode! With the crazy adrenaline rush flowing in me, I was running all over the place locating my parteh buddeh! We danced like crazy, and I jumped so much in those heels that were excruciatingly killing my baby toes. =(
It all came to and end, closed by Shafie, Leong and Ah Wei who sang 朋友, and the Happy Birthday song to Juliana followed. She shed a tear here and there, and that sealed the night an end. It was then photo time with everybody. Yay.
Ravster sent me home, I was so tired, from being crazy throughout the whole night, but couldn't stop chattering during the ride. That's cause, idk, I'm just plain crazy. =.= And then, a goodnight kiss to end this post. mwah!
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