"Why me, Lord?" "Why did You decide to put me somewhere that is completely out of my character, to do something, which I think is something someone else could do and would do it perfectly. I could be doing something else and excel at it maybe, something I don't feel as taxing, pressuring, more natural, more enjoyable, something I wouldn't have to go home constantly questioning myself, something that's more "me"?.... Why me, here, this?"
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"Would you deny yourself, for the cause of Christ?"
Would you deny yourself, take up the Cross, for me?