Starry night

Ya know, Yi-Ling went back last weekend. And it was funny cuz I felt so odd with the thought of her leaving, and loneliness crept in with bits of insecurities too. It sounds so funny, but I actually felt awkward walking around the mall buying food alone. I guess we grew  especially emotionally attached during her birthday week, and it's not weird that I'm feeling this cuz she said she felt it too when she was back in Ipoh. Lul.

Anyway, thanks for a cheerie and sweet night! Credits to @iampulsed and @ylphan :) :*

Live with no regrets

Yoo world. Last Thursday, I was greeted by a phone call by my high school buddy, and though it was a very simple gesture, it sorta pulled my feet back and kept me grounded from wandering astray from what life really is about. Ever since last year, I have a bad habit where my mind wanders off to dimensions after dimensions and I lose track of what I'm supposed to be doing. It's not as simple as daydreaming, if only it was.. So yeah, I thought it was a really sweet reminder :) #blessings

I was sick last Wednesday, and it was the least bit enjoyable, arghh. I used to hope that I'll get sick when I was younger, because then, I'll be entitled to privileges I never get on a usual basis. But always to my disappointment, I rarely fell sick and the worst part is always falling sick at the wrong timing. So anyway, I had a throbbing headache and my eyes were so uncomfortable, which was the worst part cuz I couldn't get hold of proper visual. I ended up sleeping for 4 long hours in the afternoon, and I wasn't too pleased about it because I slacked the night before, so more sleep is no happiness. Thankfully, the headache subsided after the long nap, though the discomfort did linger on for a couple more days. In between, my mum called me up a couple of times to check on me and my kakak called too, to make sure I had proper meals. I spent so much money within those/these few days cuz my mum said I should be eating well, as she suspected my body to be malnourished, lol. So yeps.

I spent the weekend watching shows and doing Maths. The yearning of weekends has bounced back, since these few weeks were crazy hectic. And that sense of gratitude that replaces the anxiety when you wake up at 7am on a Saturday morning, and know that you can sleep in. Lol. I finished HIMYM, and watched Bucket List and I'm now watching On Call 36 Hours (The Hippocratic Crush). It's such a great show, and it actually has a pretty good effect on my studies, rather than doing the opposite. :p I can't wait to live in America one day, and I have so many things that I wanna do, I can't wait to meet someone who'd do all these things with me. (:

Thank you Lord for the wonderful wonderful wonderful things You've placed in life! < 3

"The Lord will fight for you, and you shall hold your peace" - Exodus 14:14

Easter!!!!

Today's a great day! I'm so glad I went for the Easter service at Acts. It's a rewarding experience, and it's so touching to see other people touched by the love of God. It's also so wonderful that le roomie came along, and got to experience more of Him. I feel rejuvenated, and they came rolling down out of no sudden. As my prayer for Yi-Ling ended, a wet drop was on my cheek unconsciously,  and one eye got really teary. I felt dumbfounded yet warm and fuzzy and the same time. Then "God Is Able" played, and people were just worshipping God. It's an amazing experience. Can't wait till next! ♥

Roomie's Birthday Weekend

Happy birthday le roomie!!! I'm so happy ur so happy. May our paths shall ever cross again in the future!!!! ♥

I saved 3 lives today!! Shaz did too.
6 lives saved!! < 3

birthday girl

dip n dip geng

overly attached - her

Podgy & The Banker

People I'll miss. (:

4 More To Nab The Title

You go Reds!!!!

This isn't from the match, but boy he teared up.
It's totally yours to hold! :))

One of my favs!

YNWA

They did so well. Mignolet, Coutinho, Skrtel, Sterling, Gerrard - major hearthrobs. < 3

gotta live in the moment

Soo. Second week,

Monday Bank with Celine, then brekky with em both. Drove dad around.
Tuesday I don't rmb :'(
Wednesday Went to do my hair!!! :D and !spent an hour there waiting for my parents lulz. mmm. Then I drove my dad around I suppose.. mm. Oh! And spent some time and Merdeka and got new kicks < 3
Thursday Went to see Tracy till noon. Drove dad around.. Oh! And I got to drive by myself for the first and the last time. Dad's friends came over at night, spent time with le jiunz.
Friday Damaii. Abs had to send me home. Then went to Suria to meet up with Jiun and Peg. Bailed cell :( Skyped ma African LL.
Saturday WEEEEE. Brekky with Aaron, Aubili and Vikki. Did some Vectors at home with le French, then lunch with le banana and kiki. Then youth with Chlo boo, and saw some really lovely people like Lau, Van and Abs too. Dinner at home! omnomnom. Skyped lala, and had to answer a call from a friend in need. Oh and I got my results back too.
Sunday Fishhead noodles again :D Off back to reality ---->

oohhh and I had a post about me with a chicken poise due to gymming, but it's not gone :'( ah well

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i got em diamendz

Hello world! It's been a long couple of days hiatus. Well, got home again (as some would say) on Friday night, then heading straight out to KBox for Shafie's 'farewell' kinda thing :P It would've been perfect if Shiela/Daphne were there. Nevertheless, simplicity was bliss and I hope the rest feels the same. Got home at 1am sharp, latest I've been out with friends for the first time in a long gazillion donkey times.

Had Fish Head Brekky on Saturday before sending off ze Ainal at the airport. Finally had the chance to meet his lovely Ainun sister, and she was sweet as ever. Stayed home the rest of the day. Sunday went by like the usuals, and on Monday (yesterday), lunch at Chef Tan's, managed to drive popz around for just a biiittt, bummer :( haha. Ah well, hit the pool with Jiun at night, it was pretty nice :)

These days, I've been feeling so lethargic and just so tired all the time. I feel aged sometimes, cuz whenever there's time that's not occupied with rather anything else, sleep would seem like the perfect time-killer. I'm just like my mum and dad. I've been pretty irritable too. It's been this way for a while. The heat ticks me off like krazy, the pillow never seems to feel right, clothes never seem to feel comfy, hair seems to fall everywhere, my face sometimes feels so warm and uncomfortable and all in all, everything makes me cross, I'm just like a ticking time-bomb.

As I was watching Nail Files in my parents' room, I was wondering myself what is wrong with this 19yearold who claims to be 18 all the time, being so tired and annoyed and frustrated. I guess I'm just really stressed. With what? I can't specifically tell. I'm just always so tired - my eyes tell really clearly, and nothing ever feels right. My mind's always off running thinking about so many things at once, wanting to be everywhere at the same time. I'm constantly confronted with doubts as to the accuracy of each decision/thought. It really is hard to live up to a certain standard of what everybody believes to be true. However, I hit the gym today with Jiun and it definitely broke the melancholic cycle. When I got to the gym, I just followed whatever Jiun told me to do and it was so much fun. It wasn't that extreme, but when shower became a bit more strenous than usual, it lifted me up by a note :) #grateful hehe. I guess from here, it really teaches you to just be really simple-minded and easy going, and just focus on enjoying the ride - I really enjoyed skipping all the thinking and the mental lessons, this minor weeding out left me feeling much less suffocated, cheers to taking life easier. I really wanna do cross-fit, or just dance, let's hope I get to do this soon!!

OH! Went for double brekky today with Yau. And on the plus side as well, I watched Catfish today and I really enjoyed it. It's so educational and it teaches young people the harsh truth and facts about online relationships - that many struggle to really believe to exist. It was actually pretty inspiring, as to what I'd like to do in the future. On a side note, the host was really cute :3

Anyway, that's it for now. Big shoutout to Abigail, the greatest neighbour ever granted by heaven. Such a sweet pie, and may you have one of the best days, you truly deserve it with all love joy fun, topped with a biiit of lunacy. < 3