Wednesdays in KK

YESSSS!!!!!

this reminds me of the money joke with daddy :D

This morning i went to play squash in the morning with Vikki, it was pretty interesting! She had to come pick me up because dad went out early. I went with my pyjamas and shirt, cuz it felt awesome like that! :P haha. So yeah, squash started off ok, then we got carried away chatting, so it was more more more fun after that! I went for a dip to get my tan then showered and met up with mum to go to One Borneo.

I went to this place called Curve, but didn't have lots of options. I walked around, got a minor headache, then went to Starbucks to get a green tea cream while chilling. Met mum afterwards, and shopped some basic clothes from Cotton On. Left One Borneo, went to Sutera to have a drink and met up wtih dadday.

Mum asked how I feel I've changed across these long 9 months over there, I told her about the emotional struggle, social things and things that I really really wanna do but can't etc etc. She told me that she felt like I have grown in many terms. *It's important to respect other people's ideas and not immediately shoot em down when I feel like I have more info on a specific something. etc. I told her how confidence is important and uh.. yeah. Im so lazy to type now =.=

went home, met up with Lau and Fiona! :DD I was soooo hyped up. LOL.

Jacob called me at night.

i looked for my buddAy and said that i missed him he was like i thought we just met last night? =.=

wokay. 

lol.

Monday Blues

Happy anniversary mum and dad :)

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Today was the day where me, dap, leong shaf celine were supposed to go Suria for karaoke. It was initially a much anticipated night as my mum agreed to let me go without much questions like before. So I was very much looking forward to a great night to remember. As I was sitting at home in the afternoon, while my mum stayed back too and talked about how she was gonna spend her anniversary alone, Siao Ying called and said that karaoke was cancelled as they were too busy to make it happen :( what a bummer, but it's okay.

That evening I stayed in the small room downstairs while playing the songs in my playlist to the speaker, and it couldn't play more than 19 songs. I was so pissed off and annoyed. And to add the icing on the cake, I didn't do much and I hate feeling that way :\ Okay, so hate is a strong word, so sorry, not hate. Well we watied for daddy to come home. Then we went to La Vintage to have a drink or two, as well as have that Char Kuey Teow. It was nice :) It was okay. :)

That's it for Monday xx.

tell me magic ball,
my future glowin' prettyz?

Sunday Night - Best Dream Ever

heyllo

Ice-Cream Sunday

Timmo! :D 

Peek-A

BOO! :D

oreo milkshake :D < 3

the arm hooks D: haha it was supposed to be just me :P

avocado juice :D < 3

two favourite drinks in a day, BAM!, i'm a winner! ;)

Zaturzay

Saturday.. Hmm how did I start my day?

OH now I remember. I was chilling downstairs while having two Zhangs my parents bought from Kuching, while enjoying the lovely soup from the night before. I was surfing, getting updated on FB etc, thinking of doing maths or whatever. Then Vikki texted me to ask if I wanna kawan her to the education fair in Kian Kok. At the same time, A asked if we wanna hang, I told him that I already had plans and apologized. I got a really quick hairwash, and hairwash only, haha, then Vikki came to pick me up. Her car was really hot, so I sweated my whole journey. Apparently, the edu fair was on the day before, hence, we drove to school for me to relieve my bladder while taking in a bit of school here and there. We moved on to Just Berrys in Lintas for me to have that ice-blended milk tea thing, before proceeding to City Mall for Juliana's birthday! :D

We spun around and only managed to find a parking when we drove down to the parking lot. We rushed upstairs but to no surprise going on in Secret Recipe. They were still getting ready etc etc. We then walked around everywhere, to which I saw some really cute shoes RM 50, then went to Popular to get some stationery where we got Jul a b'day card and utilize the stationery available for decoration 8-) Bumped into Ong Li Yan on the way. Then as we left, we went outside the door, my gaze was taken away as I thought I saw Bosco :O LOL. Then I discussed him with V LOL before I knew that they were right in front of us instead of at Secret Recipe. It was actually quite funny. Haha.

Juliana's Birthday!!! :D

:))

:D

Then there goes the birthday greeting and settling down. I started chatting away with Ong Li Yan and Jul and Nas. Like old days! GOSH, it felt so natural and easy!!! < 3  like literally, back to normal. At that instance, I felt great cuz I haven't felt so natural in a while :') *happy tears!* It was a short lunch before Vikki and I went away to get some socks for me cuz of my blisters from the Aldos shoes, then bought a cute ballon for Juliana. Lunch ended as V drove me home. I was blasting the Tim incident throughout the whole ride. I spent her yoyo 8-)

As I arrived home, I watched a bit of HIMYM before daddy arrived home to drive me for church. As I arrived, people went like "Ei, Christabelle!" "Christabelle" And heads turned around to see people who were coming. Dad was like "Ei, so many people realise youre back. Wanna hug you ah" I was like "Yeah, dad don't go first. This is so awkward. Talk to me." :P. Anyway yea, after greetings, me and Lilia exchanged a "You look good", gave Andre and Vanessa a hug, met Bryan, Michelle etc etc.

Then was worship. I thought it was amazing. And I felt SO MUCH at PEACE. So peaceful and serene. They sang different new songs that were foreign to me. But they were good songs. Some went like" Take me deeper, than where my feet have been before" "Strengthen my faith in you" etc. It just felt like, "hey girl, God's here when you are at your lowest kays."

It was followed by care group meeting. Isaac shared about the five characteristics of a coin which I unfortunately don't remember now. I left youth early for Mr Bread, then hopped on Siao Ying's car for Synergy's RM 30 Halloween dance show. It wasn't that amazing, to my disappointment :( I met Wayne there and it was totally sweet! We caught up, he said he was going to Germany next year to pursue engineering and that Vinnie's pursuing Vetinarian. It was very interesting :)))) < 3 I encountered a cute FB post then, how cute. haha. I made small chats with Phoebe as well.

halloweeen.

Anyway, I was craving for Wat Tan Ho so we went to the Hilltop shop for supper. It was very interesting too :) they were talking about me being shocked by details in a relationship I was foreign to. I felt so naive and dumb, but i suppose it's actually okay :)

Went home, they used my toilet, I joked around with dad, and that's about the end of my day. :)

:) 

Amazeballs.

Remedy for the soul #3

I told kiki about me coming back too cuz I wanted to hang out with her. So the next morning, I hit the gym early with dad's ride, and bumped into Hazel. I did the bicycle thing for 10 mins, played with the boxing thing for several minutes, then did some other stuff. Vikki came afterwards, then did some stuff which got my inner thighs sore for a couple of days which fully only recuperated on Tuesday. After that, I went for a dip in the pool with my verst bikini wear hoping to get a tan. Unfortunately, rain came ten minutes later and I ended up in the shower. :( After that, V and I went outside for some food then did maths.

A came and chilled for a bit, where he zoned out for a while and left. He came back afterwards since his tuition got cancelled, and paid for our lunch after being sooo guilty for forgetting to pay for his watermelon juice. This guy ah =.= haha. We did maths in that really weird "chart room" and it felt good to be back. :) < 3

You know I felt incredibly natural, back to before, back to square one. I haven't felt like this in a while. Each time I come back, I feel very awkward, and feel sometimes in some ways I'm detached, and I had to behave as if I'm back from KL. This may sound really weird, but it's like me going all "How are you?" "How's school?" "Where you going next year?" all the time. But that time, I felt pretty natural, like the usual me when Kiki is around. ah well, that felt good.

So then, daddy picked me up and dropped me to Sutera where I waited for Jiun, I was on the verge of falling asleep while fiddling here and there with the equipments. I was on my way out, threw the bag on my shoulders when she called and offered me the ride home so that we could spend time together. I told dad and he went home and we did our workouts. She taught me workouts to tone flabs at my arms, and one buff gym Chinese guy with a ponytail helped us with some heavy equipments. I didn't shower, cuz I didn't sweat much. Then we were on our way home. During the ride, it was a bit quiet here and there, but comfortable silences so it's good. Then I shared my thoughts about USA since Jiun's already applied for a Uni to do Interior Design, like her eldest sister. I told her about communication issues, Sandy, Annabelle's experiences with phone losses, taxi scams, dirty subways etc. Actually, I think that's about it :P She was a little frightened about what I had told her :( poor girl.

I went home and it was good good good. I had dinner, dad had to go out and A asked if we could go yamcha. Mum said no, bummer :(. Anyhow, A called later for a short chat. And I asked if he was okay because I felt like he was down, as if he was genuinely unhappy. It was a long chat, but what we chatted about was how he said he don't see any point in living anymore, as if there's no meaning to anything he does. I talked to him lots! Got carried away like how long-winded I always get. I told him about myself, like gosh I want to do sooooo many things but I can't because I'm still a student, I'm still studying I have commitments etc. I told him about yeah, the many more aspirations I have. And the last thing he needs is to feel that way. I don't remember what I said but yeah, the usual crap I usually talk about. And that he's extremely lucky to be where he is right now etc. He said thanks, and said that I'm ozum, which is hmm, okay.

I was fiddling through my old photos in my dad's computer while helping to sort out momma's songlist and found some interesting photos to post online - Instagram that is. Then changed my dp, yep! That's about it for Friday :) long post huh heh.

-the end- :)

Remedy for the soul #2

I went home feeling freaking amazing! :D That kind of feeling that always sinks in when I'm home. :') I looked like shit though, with my eyes sore from lack of sleep, the long sleeve shirt that got my face shining oily and sweaty. After that, I went home and chilled on my bed. Starting to take in every little detail I see, and pleased that nothin much has changed :) even nothing lil :) ;P The clouds outside were gloomy, as it signaled a heavy rain to arrive. I started taking vanfies which was initiated by the thought of posting something from home which captions "Home is just a plane away" cuz I felt incredibly amazed at how close home is, and how I shouldn't be overwhelmed with silly paranoia all the time. :O

I thought the vanfies were quite pretty :P haha. I posted one on instagram with that intended caption, and drifted into my dreams from 2.30 pm till 6.30. I woke up with sweet dreams, opening my eyes and smiling at what I saw and felt incredibly content. I saw missed calls from Jiun cuz I was supposed to meet her at the gym at 4pm. I got pretty pissed off as that meeting were supposed to be my first encounter with KK people, and she was supposed to post a photo on Insta and caption #throwback. Sounds silly, but things that cute friends do okay :3 And it was supposed to minisurprise a person or two that I'm home. :P However, the first photo gave away of me being home. It was supposed to be semi-that-way anyway, ambiguous you know? :O

had nothing to do. haha.

I went to my mum's room and wondered why she didn't wake me up when I was sure I made myself clear that I had plans that afternoon. Apparently, mum took a nap and just got up too. Soon later, dad arrived home and said hi to me. He told mum that he finds me bigger, in size and I dont remember what comes after :( whoops. We proceeded to dinner, where kakak cooked si ji dou, mixed onions with sugar, cai pu egg, xi gua and one other thing I don't remember. It was okay, too much food. Then mummy made me Ice Coffee which got me staying up through the night. :O


Me and dad settled for the couch as we talked about the world, about law. He started telling me about how things in police force run about, as well as the procedures in court. We were discussing matters, and it was really interesting and sweet. We chatted from about 8++ to 9.30+ and ended when I called Daphne till 10.30pm and chatted lots about life, studies etc. I called her using my house phone and she was surprised to hear me back. haha. that was the whole idea anyway ;) I was lying across the piano chair what chatting with her on the phone.

As it ended, I whatsapped cassy, Sean, CR, Sarah and some other people. It felt nice that I was able to "incorporate" KL with KK. So awkward to say that :O Like finally you know! I felt soooo much at PEACE. I was super content, then I went upstairs to join my dad on the bed as he shared with me his updates, and his thoughts of getting a new handphone. I took vanfies with him for Cassy :)



And it was so funny cuz I couldn't bring myself to sleep after such a long nap in the afternoon, and as the icing of the cake, mum's International Roast Coffee was heavily caffeinated, so I was like "OH shucks. I don't know what to do. Dad, what should I do?" at 12 a.m. midnight. Everyone was like "Uhh, it's time for bed?" "I can't sleep!" says me. I didn't know what to do. Didn't want to read, didn't want to watch shows, didn't want to sleep etc. I went downstairs to check out the tv for a few minutes before ending back upstairs on my bed. Lying in the middle like a boss, shutting my eyes, while being extremely ticked and excited for what I was about to do the next day. . . o.o

And banana says goodnight.

Remedy for the soul

Unexpected trip back home on an early Thursday morning :)

The Return Story
As I remembered on Sunday/Monday, I was feeling extremely homesick as I made my usual calls back home to ask how mum and dad were doing. I settled into the thought of "Home is where I'll be only in a lil over a month's time for Christmas". Little did I know that I'm home just a little more than two sleepless nights = roughly one night away :)

I was studying Econs at the 7th floor at Tuesday night, where I bumped into Chee Ren and Alvin. I asked CR where we'd have dinner the next day after Econs exam, and he said Alvin's going home. I was like "What, why are you going home?! :O" "Oooops, I accidentally told my mum that I have two weeks break, so she bought the air tickets for me right away." I was like "wtttttttt, that's so friggin' amazing!!!" I surfed the net using CR's lappie to see if air tix were cheap enough to grant me an absolute advantage to fly home just as soon. And good gracious, they were ok and I instantly called dad to book tickets for me. I was like "DAADDDDYYYY! I have 12 days break till my next paper, can I go home pls pls pls? I checked the air tickets and they're quite cheap." "When?" "Like tomorrow or the day after" "okok" I was like WEEEEEEEE. Initially, I was a tad bit demotivated to study for Econs the next day, but just thinking about booking those air tickets, I got super ecstatic and slept only at 3.30a.m. After buying the tickets at around 10.30pm, resumed studying with the almighty hardcore Sean followed by Alvin and CR till 3.30 a.m. :) #end.

After the Economics paper, went for a short lunch then home to do the laundry, and get things ready. I got carried away with online shopping websites, then did laundry, swept the floor with enormous strands of annoying hair all over the place D: always gets me ticked off. :P then I ironed my clothes while watching a bit of Life of Pi followed by dinner at night at One Utama. We were supposed to dine with the boys, but they ditched us and joined us for movie afterwards.

 We watched Escape Plan. It was a really good movie, i absolutely LOVED it! One of the reasons could be I didn't know what to expect, I was tired from exams/sleepless nights, and I couldn't care less about other things around me as home was only a few hours away plus I had to plan well to make it for the flight on time. I was extremely happy that day though, though the Malay girls were so noisy during the movie, it was an interesting day spent with the guys and Sar and going craazy with Cassy too.

I went home and started packing after chilling on the bed for a short while. I freaked out when I thought my Nichii shirt was missing, and my heart broke at the worst possible situation where it might have been blown away while I hung it out to dry.  But I knew it was highly unlikely cuz I remember not washing it at all. I found it shoved underneath all my clothes and yaay, I'm a winner! I packed clothes that I felt like wearing back, and added Sarah's books too. I worried that the bag will overweigh but thank goodness it was okay :) I went to bed at around 2.30 - 3.00 a.m. approx. I didn't really settle into bed, i just lied sideways with both y hands underneath my cheeks, and closed my eyes without unfolding the blanket. I didn't want to sleep too comfortably in case I sleep into forever.

Cassy drove me instead of Sean as I thought that he could get more sleep :) and I really appreciate Cassy driving me. She's the best < 3 My alarm was set at 5.30 am the night before but I woke at 5.45am with a mini heartattack and saw a text from Cassy asking where to meet at 5.43am, boy was she early! I managed to only brush my teeth and grabbed two plums for breakfast, before sitting down waiting for time to pass as I was so nervous and just nervewrecked. Sarah slept in.

We drove to Sentral even when the sun wasn't up yet, which reminded me of the old days I used to wake up early for school where there's ambiguous noises from the birds' chirpings, sounds of kitchen works and voices of mums/kakaks urging kids to get ready for school. Me, being the damsel in distress, couldn't sit still and was constantly crossing my fingers hoping I'd reach on time and everything'd fall perfectly into place. I walked a long way to the train station hoping to catch the 6.30a.m. train, but I missed it and got onto the 6.45a.m. instead which only left the station at 6.50++ and reached KLIA by 7.15a.m. I hurried to check in at 7.20a.m., and things were okay. Everything was just right ON time. Which is something I'll never repeat again, cuz there's just too much to risk - the thought of not being able to go home early. :( I was in touch with mummy with the itinerary before the plane took off.

I was on Malindo and it was so comfortable! Like Scoot, it was cleaner and had a bit more space compared to the compact AirAsia :) i was so tired, i didn't want to watch Life of Pi, i didn't want to watch PLL or other American series due to the explicit content. It often gets me very awkward watching those on the plane, due to my many experiences ;P My nap attempt to rejuvenize myself only lasted till 1hr max and got up and began to listen to music while jotting down thoughts, while filtering iPhoto.

I was so excited to land, at which I tried to control and mentally psyched myself to take things easy, one step at a time. I walked really fast as usual, and fled out the doors after I got my luggage. There's always this thought that thinks of the possible circumstances I'd have to follow if my luggage never arrives :P haha. Mummy came a while after and we went to eat Fish Head Noodle for breakfast at Lee Wong Kee, Hilltop! :D It was mouth watering, but too much for us to finish. Mum and dad were in this idk what thing, where they wouldn't communicate properly with each other :P Dad told mum that he'd get me at 12 after golf, but mum just nodded and came picked me up at 11 instead and didn't want to inform dad. It was pretty funny. lol.

Since we're at it, this man is one not easy man, great inspiration (:

mama's coming home

Weekend <<33

oh beautiful night!

• did gym for 2 days 
• Saturday - did a bit of psych - grocery shopping - resumed a bit of psych then went gym!! Awesome sauce. Did treadmill for 20, then pulled weights ended with swing at the playground with sarsar.
• Sunday - church - Yvonne spent me lunch :') - service at Homes - nasi lemak - brought home Char Siew Pau - shared about my blessings - Yi Ling - went home napped from 2.30 - 6.30 - studied till 9 - gym
• Monday - woke up at 10 - chilled till - 12/1pm -- started being pumped up with studies - went to 7th floor to study - dinner at Swivey's with roomie :) - text from Lala :') - chat with ze zakaiz :) - YAAYYY! Complimentary Starbucks Green Tea Latte + Double Shot Coffee - went hyper at home - biKiniz vanity - crazy chats with Cynthia and Vikki :) - they said to plan a trip!! - resumed flipping through economics - productive while chatting with Lolo :) - finally it was pretty easy chatting with him - screwed up SnapChat - one of the biggest heart attack ever - beautiful heart he said :) < 3 Lolo

My McDreamy.

SEXIEST MAN ALIVE?

do you see what im talking about?! :O

gawd, I started fan-girling over him even since I was J1, where I was so noobbb.
I was not wrong D: D:
How can one stand this scorching lava thats boiling on the tips of the volcano?
shucks.

< 3

WILD CHILD

I have dreams.

# :)

"I think for the most part, if you’re really honest with yourself about what you want out of life, life gives it to you.”

my adorbs daddy

Updates

I had lunch with roomie today, they were heaven to my tastebuds, but also plain torment to the purse.

 Went home to spam maths, followed by a rocking Taylor Swift Concert. AY called me to tell me about Maths tips and blackz. I got extremely hyper. Sar called to ask if she should come back earlier form KK so that we could spend time since she won't be around next year.

Cassy and Sarah agreed to Alicia Keys. 

Wiped 3 tickets off.

Hazel being 'LOVELY' as usual :P

Super duper affectionate with KK people till I changed my DP. :P

Blessed :)

Another Sunday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHLOE! :) < 3

yeah. I love you just cuz you're that crazy :D

You're an amazing girl with a big big big heart, 

one of the biggest hearts I've ever seen, 

and you're so patient, supporting and lovely. :) 

I love you always! 

Blessed 18th, stay good, don't be too naughty ;)

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Church service today was at Sunway Pyramid Convention Centre! Had lunch at Capricosa. Ordered a 12-inch Pizza as well as this pasta to share with Cheryl, which she then decided to buy me the meal D: ** :) then went to get my favvvvourritteee drink from Georg Peck! :D

I went back and took a nap. I woke up and felt sick, so I just stuck around at bed and mum called and a tear came across my cheek. I just felt horrible, like everything was just wrong. :( That was also the time where Sar told me that she cried after a phone call with her family. We are just homesick people..

I miss home lots!!! A place where I can feel so comfortable, and have my wants granted easily without much thoughts. Roomie asked if i wasn't feeling well, I told her I might be having muscle aches, arm and neck strains probably due to the attempt at arm-wrestling with Chee Ren the other night. The strenous feeling is just so unbearable, especially when I feel at my lowest and also while I wear my clothes. Roomie cooked noodles with egg for me then! Yum. And my mood was lifted up instantly after. :P Im not sure what happened, but yep, I felt better :D

Went over to Roland's for a birthday surprise! :D Stuck around till it was around 1 a.m. ++.

just me being weird ;P

blow me your wish.

get inspired!

"Get Inspired" has been the line stuck in my head for a while since Sarah's mentioned it. Though I feel that getting inspired is what I've always been living by, but it just never been properly formed into words :) as silly as it may sound :) heh.

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So I was just going through Ke$ha's documentary videos this morning, Ke$ha: My Crazy, Beautiful Life and it did give me a whole new perspective of what I first thought of her. I'm sorry to say this, but people really do judge by what they see at least for a while, especially for celebrities. Our thoughts are easily fluctuated just by one silly headlines made on the magazines, or just by some random statement any random person could just make. I feel inspired because she really did work hard to get to where she is now. I mean, the planning, dancing, mindblowing emotional days etc. She seemed unkempt and a bit sloppy at first sight for me, but I think that's cuz I was too young. But Kesha does want things to get done perfectly as well. :)

:)

So yeah, I am inspired! :P Well, i personally wish that she hadn't done surgeries, cuz I think she should be confident with who she is, and she's beautiful with her freckles and glitterfy-ed like that. But who am I to judge eh? She looks a bit like Heidi Montag now :( Despite the fact that I'm not into her 100%, I think she deserves tons of respect from people :) weehooo.

2012

Before:

2009/2010
I think she looks way cooler here! :D
hehe :p

I've been rotting for far too long now, I need to get new inspiration. 

Read my book or something. 

tata~