hellloooo

time flies.

christmas is coming.

wee.

flies too fast :(

breaks my heart. :/

have been thinking a lot abt the future..

worries me to the max!

just wish time would move slower..

sighs*

darn.

just got sunburn for the second time.

then went swimming.

and got darker again..

LOL.

heard that im now having three colour tones?

cooools. wish i could take a picture.

to show you the lines on my back and my shoulders.

LOOOOL.

lol -.-

form 3 next year..

wee?

singing lessons. how wonderful! taaaaa.

hmm i had plans on going for further studies earlier than other peeeps this year. this whole year.

but now, i think im changing my mind.

though i would wanna go for a change, but to think of it..

i wanna spend my time with people that i love.

instead of leaving to somewhere else, and when you come back for a holiday or smth like that, your actually getting a year older. i dont want that.

i wanna spend my day, my time with lovies. LOL.

like yeah srsly..

plus i've searched the website thingy, i can't seem to fit in the activities? or whatever you call em :S

i feel like trying for track and field, or maybe volleyball..

but they aren't in the sports list. :/

when i found out, i was kinda doomed lol.

and my sis said dancing can be my thing.. but idk.

sighs* LOL.

nvm.

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christmas!

merry christmas everybody ;)

spend the remaining days of the year wisely!!! :D

xoxo; :P

HAPPY BELATED 13TH BIRTHDAY

MAXINE DESIREE GOH MAY SYN













i know its not really that nice coz i just did it for fun. :S
but still, :D

19) STEVEN STRAIT!!!!!!!!

aiksssssssssssssssssss :x

JUNIOR TWO!

Junior Two Yi has been awesome.
i disliked the class a lot early this year.
like a loooot. so much that idk how to erm describe..
it wasn't until after sports day i think.
i began to realise that our class is not that bad after all.
you just gotta twist around and yeahh twist. :P
sooooooooo sad ohh junior two is officially over :((

well, let the pictures do the talking. :S only sikit thoughh.




























































eyebags :S















i regret for not buying the class pics :S




hmm i joined volleyball training.
im a bit glad that i took the courage and went for it.
though my body hurts soooo much now.. :S

tata.

postey-post

hey! :D:D:D:D

weeeee. christmas is coming. muahahah.

christmas is... joy! :D:D:D:D

yeahhh.

went shopping a bit just now.

and it felt so good.

like seriously, goooooood.

its like, yay, im shopping for clothes for christmas!

how awesome is that?

like normally if i go shopping, i dont feel that way a lot :D

so yeahh.

christmas is special.

oohla.

i've made up my mind.

i wanna join volleyball.

yeaaah.

lets just hope that i'll really focus on that and not doubt on anything else.

lets hope.

pray for me :D

i need the ohm. lol

farewell.

oh btw, im adding michael buble to my list.

18) michael buble

:D my list!

this is MY list.

teehee. :D

1) ryan reynolds

2) leonardo dicaprio

3) edwarddddd cullen

4) pete wentz

*5) john smth? :p my orthodontist punya husband :p

6) chace crawford

7) adam gregory

8) zac efron

9) matt lanter

10) skandar keynes

11) taylor lautner

12) joe jonas

13) nick jonasss

14) enrique iglesias

15) justin chambers

16) eric daneee

17) james marsden

18) michael bubleeeeee

19) steven strait burns me :x

and moreeeee.

i'll be back for more! coz i gtg. :P

honestly speaking, im not obssessed with all of them.

just some of them. i LIKE some of them only.

but still, MY list ;)

byee

4th november!

wwweeeeee.
its november now.
how time flies eh?
i remember just a year ago, i met jonathan wong and sheela and everyone else.
hm what else?
a year ago, so many things happened yet it just feels like a month ago.
this is sooooooooo weird.
next year, there are gonna be so many people leaving sabah.
which is sad.
it kinda feels like there aren't any more people left on this planet.

hm i owe so many people presents :/
this is bad.

happy belated to annabelle tai :)
happy belated to vivan lim :D
happy beearly bday to yee kuan ching.
happy belated to ellie.
happy belated to chloe.
happy beearly to jonathan.
happy beearly to amos.
happy beearly to daughtry.
happy beearly to stephanie meyer.
happy beearly to nicole.

happy beearly to jeremiah.
happy beearly to Jesus.
so many moreeeeeeeee.
but most of all, happy beearly to me :D lol.
s is lame :X
my birthday's coming..
so sooon.
i still remember last time it was other people's birthday and my birthday is like months away.
now its just a month away.
wee?

i have so much to say about my life.
so much so much.
yet i dont know where to start nor do i know where to end.
and i hate pimples.
they suck.
my face's now covered with them.
grr.

hmmmm. these are songs that actually remind me of the good times or the bad times that i have.

take a bow rihanna
reminds me of junior one.. and smth abt bella. idk what :S
fall for you secondhand serenade
reminds me of sports day
gives you hell all american rejects
reminds me of sports day. reminds me of maxine too hahah.
check yes juliet we the kings
reminds me of last december and jonathan lol.
sugar flo rida
reminds me of my classmates singing it and daryl. lol
the show lenka
reminds me of early this year.. march i think. where i started to get close to sylvia and celine.
right round flo rida
reminds me of april? smth to do with sarah's bday..
perfect simple plan
reminds me of last december the partyyy
butterfly fly away miley cyrus
reminds me of eva :p hahah
can i have this dance hsm 3
reminds me of last oct 26? when hsm3 was just going in theaters. and it reminds me of loveee. and awesome prince charming and i could go on and on.. :P

cookie jar gym class heroes

reminds me of cny and ian ng. lol.
there are so manyy moree.

haiiih.
i love my family. muaha.
i love my friends. muaha.
i love God.
i miss my friends. teehee.
i miss shafie, choon ying, leong, destiny, erica, chan yew, phoebe, ellie, annabelle, foo yee zin, bella, wendy, billy... and more.
i want my friends back :(

hope i can spend my hols fruitfully!
bye.

13th oct ; THINGS/PEOPLE THAT IM OBSESSED WITH :S

arghhh.
MAJOR HOTTIES ALERT!
omigawd.
like
The Jonas Brothers, RYAN REYNOLDS, Justin Bieber, Zac Efron, Pete Wentz, Enrique Iglesias, Adam Gregory II, Matt Lanter, Taylor Lautner, Edward Cullen and more and mroe and more and more and more D: sighhs. wish i could own them all :/

im so desperate :S aiksss.





















PACKS! MG Ö

Life has been a biiiit challenging. Mm. Exams are here. And it pretty much sucks. :X They're soooo hard. And yeahh. Went to youth that day and had this food and fire training. It was kinda fun. Cooked maggi and boiled eggs. I actually poured the soup into my water bottle and ddrank it because it just smelled awesomeee. yummmm. anyways, honestly, i think im writing crap cause i don't know what im writing and arhhhh. :S :S :S :S :S

WORLD WAR III by THE JONAS BROTHERS' AWESOMEEEE.

uhhhmazinggg.

















THE PROPOSAL by RYAN REYNOLDS and Sandra Bullock is freaking awesome.
Love every scene.
boop-boop-boop while hits butt :X
awesome!

mm. i wanna read : Thanks for the memories, singletini, hex and the singletown girl?, private series and.... after the exams. mmmmmmmm.
i want the twilight books so badly. how i wish santa would grant my all time wish. ):
a ticket to america, i wouldn't mind as well.
hmm.
weee CHRISTMAS.
i am sooo looking forward to it.
wee.
but time flies so fast.. flies so fast that it hurts. :S

























hmm wanna watch 90210, Grey's Anatomy, Desperate Housewives and some chinese series like i always do in november, december. :DDDDDDD
wee.
im high? :S








































i think that she looks a bit pretty and mean here. hm AnnaLyne McCord.












































































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teehee. i look weird :S

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing

You remember the simple things
We talked 'til we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget
Is saying goodbye, saying goodbye
Ooh, goodbye

3rd oct ;;

mm.
it's already October now.
and the bloody exams are just next week.
thank goodness we didn't have the solo singing test.
muaha.
anyway, wish me luck in my exams :X

life's changed.
mm.
changed for the better.
got over the bad stuff, and the good stuff are coming in?
i don't know.
but im glad i got rid of the bad things just after one convo.
hm.
time flies ohh.
i know i've said this for like a thousand times but it just flies so fast.
ughh.
makes me sad and mad.
and after the exams, there are gonna be tons of non-public hols in school..
geee. :/

bye!

videos

She IS weird. :S

i still love her though.

and she's still awesome!

though and again, she's freaky :S

hmm. i miss her long hair oh.

you know last time i thought she was decent and stuff.. manatau hahaha

HAHAHA Gaga barrier zD

hmm this is kinda nice. :)

i find one of her other live performance not that nice but this is cool :D

ughh there's another video of gaga being a very scary woman but i lost the link :X ughh

5-9-09

hmm.
youth was good.
i haven't been there for a while and i find it quite interesting today.
you know,
Isaac was talking about people seperated from God and things like that.
That there are plenty of reasons why people can't reach out to God.
well, sin.
sighs.

like he said, people go to youth for different purposes.
some go because of God.
some go because of friends.
and many more.
honestly speaking, i usually go because of a friend.
A friend. Just one.
Well, my friend didn't come today and i wasn't really looking forward to youth but im glad i went.
I realised that doing so is a reaaaally bad thing.
And it draws you much further from God.

I always wonder if God is really there evertime i pray.
I find it really hard to concentrate to one thing when i close my eyes.
I always have an image of God when i close my eyes to pray.
But as time goes by, i find it really really hard to concentrate.
And during worship, i don't feel much of His presence.
Though they always say when you wanna feel God's presence,
You have to really want it.
And be like desperate i guess.
I tried.
And i tried.
I always do but i just can't seem to feel His presence.
And it just sucks.
And after a long while, i kinda got a lil tired of it and i got lazy.
Like i kept delaying the devotion that im supposed to do.
Excuses after excuses and i seriously stopped after a while.
and yeah.

And so i felt like im really far from God.
I even brought the devotion book thingy to KL with me but i didn't even bother to just flip a page.
And just now, it was kinda an eye opener.
I realised this and a lot of things that i've been doing that actually keep me from connecting to God.
And so when it was near the end of youth, they were gonna pray.
I wanted to pray together so so badly as i've been waiting for this for like ages..
Then my dad called and insisted on me leaving.
So.... yeahh. sighs.
But i guess i can't actually just depend on them,
I've gotta make every move myself.
And yeahh.

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Hmm okay.
Time for the life updates! :p
Well,
KL trip was alright.
It was reaaally quick though.
And.. i sucket at forum :p
ahahah.
not to brag, but practice was good.
like real good. everybody was.
then when it was our turn,
i got so nervous.
and i didn't realise like when u speak there'll actually be an echoooo cause the room was so quiet with everybody watching you.
and my tuition teacher was one of the judges and she was just right in front of me.
so embarassing. :/
then i spoke like kinda weird lahh :S
then right all of a sudden,
i accidentally called the penforum pertama: KerPeiJia saudara sebastian.
and it was so humiliating.
everybody was bloody laughing.
my bm teacher as well. she was laughing all the way.
then another penforum who's a girl as well was laughing.
she got soo red :p ahah
so yeahh.
bad day :S
then i went and asked the teacher bout our results today and she told us that she thinks we got the fourth.
i knew who were the top threes like for a while ady.
so it kinda surprised me a lil.
butt yeahh.
she also told us that we could've gotten third if our ahlipanel pertama who is the sebastian guy showed up.
but because he didn't so KerPeiJia took his place.

hmmm.
life then. :p
i talk so much. :x
ermm i think i needa break up with people for a while now.
certain people.
they just make my life more and more confusing.
haiiih.

okay enough of the crap now. bye :p

music vids

hmm.
check this out.
its kinda soft but the rest arent clear so you might have to get your volume higher.
sorry :/



oh and this.
you know at the first part,
where miley and nick sing together,
it looked so romantic to me. :)
and overall, i like this music video..
coz it somehow looks really meaningful to me.
:D

stinkypoo

bella and edward?

sighs.

but im tired of holding this inside my head.

Lyrics Colbie Caillat Lyrics Fallin%27 For You Lyrics

holidays holidays.
sighs.
khb project.
english drama.
geography project.
forum.
music project.

but most of all KL TRIP. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
ngaha. :p

check this out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZgNjn9V_IKw&feature=related

gagagagaga

i like this. :D

lyrics truly relect people's lives. :)

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But i’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Has it ever cross your mind when we’re hangin’,
Spending time girl,
Are we just friends, is there more, is there more,
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take,
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last,
Last forever, forever

sighs.

time.

time bloody flies.
it was january then and now's it's august.
and i think i've said this before.
but just to keep the memory from fading away.

at a blink of eye, 3/4 years have come and gone.
i still remember my primary years.
facing insanely crappy fear which lasted for quite some time.
rejection.
embarrassing moments.
i had my heart cracked into pieces.
but nobody ever knows.
all the hurt and the loneliness.
BUT
i thank God that it's history now.
years come and go, friends come and go as well.
i began to realised who my true friends are,
and who aren't.
as time goes by, my life is getting better each year.
every year has its own worries.
form one was a lot better than the previous years..
form two is even better.
and im really grateful.
tooo everyyybodyy. :D
Lol.
soo yeahh.

and yayyy. exams are over.
can't wait to shop till i drop.
i just have so many freaking things to buy.
and my hols are gonna be packed i think :D
hopefully.
im gonna play the sims 2, wake up at noon time everyday :p, read books, go shopping!, movies, KLLLLLLLLL weeee, sleepovers and etc etc.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
oh and BARBIE MARIPOSA! :P

hmmm.
wanted to post this yesterday but didn't make it.
so here it is:

*i like this song*

and this is pretty cool to me. check out her lips at the end, like a mouse. :p
oh don't know why won't work.
go check out lah. :D
PAPARAZZI BY LADY GAGA.

hellooo :B

heyyy. :D
lol.
hahaha.
exams were up and then yeahh.
they were bloody bloody.
they were so hard man.
and i think my grades are gonna fall as i didn't study much.
:(
geee.
well, let's just hope that it doesn't get too bad. :/
sighs.
anyway,
there are kinda lots of interesting songs..
like, hmm.. FAME by GAGAGAGA? :)
I KNOW YOU WANT ME is also kinda nice.
oh! MAMA DO & PARTY IN THE USA.
FALLIN' FOR YOU as well.
oh and PAPARAZZI by GAGAGAGA also. :p
by different different singers lahh.
and there are definitely more.

im kinda like a gaga fan now.
hah.

upddaate

hey peeeps.
haven't been updating for quite some time i supposee.
so yeahh.
as you can see, i put my blog back as publicc.
since putting it as private is like pretty annoying as you know whyy.
ha.
hmmm. honestly speaking, what's wrong with people?
gee.
moodswings. pms? menopause. ahh.
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exam's next week.
and time bloooody flies.
i still remember how i spent my last holidays and yet the next hols are just around the corner.
i remember watching monsters vs aliens hannah montana snakes on a plane and chatting around with frens and having a good/boring time.
school has been kinda okaaaaay lately.
okay sajalah.
then for the past few weeks, have been missing youth running 7k! night war etc etc.
i know night war was in june but still the memory is still super clear as though it was just yesterday.
coz it was fun.
andddd.... WOOTS.
swine flu.
schools have been closed down one after another.
can't really believe that it's that serious.
people died too. oops?
we should just pray hard.

reed brennan ahaha

have been reading the private series and they're awesome.
like seriously yeah.

check this out.



i didn't know which answer to pick and so i random pick only lah.
she's not bad as well.
oh and if you wanna do this thing, go hereeee.


anyway, tomorrow's 7k.
i wonder who's going.
and wonder what's its gonna be like.
and i wonder what happens if tomorrow rains.
lol.
bazaar's on sunday.
and no school on monday.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
oh and this was what i learnt in tuition that day. :p
you do not pronounce bazaar as bra-zaar nor baa-zar/baa-zaar you should pronounce it as bazaar! :p
lol. lame kannn.
so i think we're supposed to pronounce it as buhhzaar.

school was fine.
and yay! singing lesson is so over.
lol.
i was like super nervous then yeahh.
schoolschoolschoolschool.
had spelling test today.
and i was so highhh. lol.
anyway, the spelling test was hard. so :(.

are your species all like that?
you cling to them, then you dump.
no matter how strong your friendship with each other is.
or does that mean that it has been fragile all along?
tell me about it.

teacher's day and stuff x

Tomorrow's TEACHER'S DAY. Stayed in school to help clean the class. It was sooo tiring and hot as we had no current. Blooody. We weren't gonna have this party but some students came up and said they want to celebrate and so we did this really last minute thing. If we don't have this thing, we might get dead bored in the class anyway as we only have to go to the hall by 8.30. We still have to get to school like usual tho so yeah. Gonna hormat tomorrow to all the teachers tomorrow. Wonder what's it gonna be like. I hope it rains tomorrow. And the weather would be soo pretty. Aha.

Finished my project days ago. Printed it out in black and white. :S You know i put a lot of effort in doing that project, and i expected it to be really nice when i printed it out in colours. But yeahh, guess that's what i can only have. It's alright lah, aha.

LIFEEEE.
talk about it soon.
goodnight.
tata. :p

MICHAEL JACKSON FREAKS ME BTW!
night.
ahah

dadadadadada

Da, double dee, double di
Double dee, double da, double dee, double di
Double dee, double da, double dee, double di
Double dee, double da, double dee, double di

im soooo tired.
have been staying up late every night to do the sejarah projectt.
:/
tomorrow's PTS day!
guess what.
i have to be there from 7.30 till 11.30.
im on duty. :(
geeeeeeeee.
sucks.
a lil worried about my results.
but still, gotta face the truthh!
ughh.
i dont know what im talking about.

oh went to the forum thingy that day.
eeeeeeeeesh.
Kian Kok got the first oh.
followed by MY Tshung Tsin.
the Kian Kok-ers who went were super mean and they suck.
no offense but were they having some problems?
they went to the toilet in groups after groups every five minutes.
who do they think they are?
they're so rude and disrespectful.
what happened to their teachers in charge oh?
your student go toilet you don't stop them.
don't you have pendidikan moral in school?
besides, when it was other group who finished their forum, they never clap.
and when they announced tshung tsin got second, they clapped like crap man.
so mean.
i mean it's good for them to clap, but.. sarcasm.
sucks.
>:(

anyway, i wanna read mind ohhh.
grrrrr.
you, you, you, you, you rock. :)
xoxo.

untitled

90210.
haven't been updated with it.
:/
can't wait to know what Annie boomed!

schoolschoolschoolschool.
school actually wasn't bad.
since i didn't wanna be home so badly for some matters.
i actually wished i could be in school longerrr.
but yeahh.
it's fine now.
changess
you change, he changes, i change, she changes, it changes?
these changes are driving me outta my bloody mind.
complicating and annoying and ugh.
sucks.
but,
some changes were good tho.
:D

life isn't that bad after all.
LOL. :D
have been procastinating.
sejarah projek, english oral, and tennis lessons? :/
ughhh.
tennis lessons. :/ sorrry guys.
i've been wanting to go for it for ages but just.. haih.
i was like oh today yr busy, next timelah, then next time, then kept on delaying.

anyways,
next sat's parents day.
looked forward to it before.
but feeling normal now.
*rolls eyes*
i don't know what i'm talking about. :/
gee.
TODAY'S FATHER'S DAY.
hahaha.
i didn't know about it before until a friend :D reminded me about it.
we didn't have anything planned tho.

sometimes i wish i'm edward so that i could read people's mind and be amazingly gorgeous and suck blood maybe and save the world and save human beings and stuff. but it's takenn. the sex part is excluded tho. i wanna remain female. :P

wootswootswootswoots. ommggg. :P

back to school? ugh.

went back to school yesterday.
time flies man.
like seriously.
and i've seriously wasted my holidays wasting my time.
well yeah.
so now we're back in school,
and in no time we'll be having exams and singing lessons again.
suck.
ughh.
anyways,
watched BLOOD on a fun day. :p
but the movie was like soooo boooring.
some people slept.
like yeah.
it's something about vampire i think.
and the vampires in the movie aint scary at all.
they just wear contacts(i think) and show off their fangs.
thats all.
they don't smell or sniff or whatever. hah.
so yeah.
and everything was pretty predictable so yeah.
the cinema was packed with people tho.
i bet they were sleeping during the movie too coz it was really late at night.

got back most of the exam papers in these two days.
and the results pretty much sucked.
:/ my grades are going down.
but yeah..
what to do?
sucksucksuck.

btw, this song's pretty awesome.
it was in 902010 before. :D

Carolina Liar - Show Me What I'm Looking For

woooooooooots

Yeahhhhhh.
TOYS STORY 3!
Too bad it's only out next year. :/

Choon Ying's Birthday

So as you can see from the title,
It's Choon Ying's birthday today.
And like me, her, Chloe and Shereen went out to celebrate for her.
Not exactly celebrate but just hangout.
Watched Monsters vs Aliens.
Like seriously,
It was reaally boring.
Wasn't anything i expected at all.
Like the parts they expect you to laugh were pretty lame.
And seriously not funny.
And the whole ending thingy was like ohsopredictable.
So yeah it wasn't really good.
Then we watched Hannah Montana The Movie.
This is awesome.
It was so good that i think it inspired me.
Lol.
Just how i wish i could sing.
Back to the show.
It was seriously awesome.
Totally not what i expected at all too.
But in a good way.
I rate it 100 over 100.
Or perhaps more.
Oh and like Taylor Swift, Vanessa Williams, Tyra Banks, Lucas Till and Adam Gregory were in the movie!
Like omg man.
And i think they actually did hire really good actors for the movie.
AWESOME.
Adam Gregory was like ohhh. HOT.
Lucas Till, cute. adorable smile ;) and nice teeth ;) and sexy lips ;) and most of all attractive. ;;))
lol
Oh and like Miley's like so totally awesome in singing.
Like yeah.
All the songs she sang were amazing.
amazing amazing amazing.
And the story-line was not predictable at all.
Not for me.
And you know those stars actually hardly cry in movies.
Cry as in real cry cry.
But miley did.
Which was awesome.
:DDDDD

oh and ADAM GREGORY;S BIRTHDAY IS LIKE DEC 28?
woots.


no wonder he looked so familiar. *winks again*
ahah



winks again? :P ;)

check this out juga. no hot guys tho. :(

Updates

holidays people.
this holiday would be pretty boring if Rachelle didn't come over.
i would be staying at home all day staring at electronik gadgets.
and it would suck a lot.
i wanna go for a banana boat ride.
i wanna watch all the movies in the theatres.
you know what i actually think of when im bored?
it's actually better to go back to school than staying at home doing nothing.
not the study party though.

so had his EO conference during the weekends right after exams.
i believe most of you have heard about it already so i might not write much about it here.
it was pretty good actually.
you know a few weeks ahead, when everyone was busy signing up for this conference, i was like whatever lah.. i dont wanna go. i'd go for the monitor board camp. ahah.
coz at that moment i didn't really like all the conferences and stuff going around.
you know why?
the reason is because everytime i go to conferences/christian meetings?, they mostly talk about the same thing.
and i don't know why but they kinda make you feel guilty.
maybe not you but me.
they make me feel this way.
then after you felt that way, you'd go back to your original way.
i mean i know that it always happens, but i think i just got kinda sick of it.
i didn't wanna join this conference you know.
then a friend encouraged me to join and i was like oh.. anythinglah. just join. will write a letter to school afterwards.
i didn't look forward to it.
not even one bit.
but then after i went home from church on friday,
i was glad that i joined the conference.
and that i didn't regret one bit.
i actually felt really good,
tho he only shared his testimony that night.
as saturday goes by, i actually kinda looked forward to the next session and stuff like that.
this is different.
EXTRAORDINARY.
and yeah. well the conclusion is that, it was pretty awesome.
and yeah.
the pastor's JAY KOOPMAN btw.
oh and there'll be this EO RETURN this saturday evening 5-7 at our church/7-10 at Basel Church. so yeah feel free to come people.
have been calling people to comeeee.
expecting everyone to be there. :p
so be there people.

oh goodness.
i wish i could read your mind and know what i really mean to you now.
:|

i changed my blog template again!
maybe not again as i've not touched it in this really long while.
and it looked really uglyyy as i can say.
what do you think? comment please.
oh and NO BOUNDARIES by the American Idol's finalists is really good.
Thanks to you again, rahshell.
ahah.
i think your too tired.
you snored twice and you stopped. :p

oh and to think back about school now.
it kinda sucks actually.
some parts only lah.
grr.
but it's the holidays.
so we should cheer up right?
lol.
consoling myself.
i wish i could fly to somewhere.
not with wings but on an airplane.
i wanna go melancong so badly.
too bad everyone's busy. or else i would be there ady by now.







so blur oh. :S

MATT LANTER IS

SO HOT.


I WANT HIM SO BADLY

NOW THAT I DON'T
EVEN

KNOW IF I STILL WANT

CHRIS DAUGHTRY LOL.





next>>>





like omg. he's 25.

LIKE OMGGGG.

ahhhhhhh. omg.
ahhhhhhh. omg.
ahhhhhhh. omg.














omggggggggggggggg.

oh and the author's bday is just a day before mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!

eeeeeeeeeeee.
i wanna watch The Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past
HANNAH MONTANA THE MOVIE
Night at the museum 2
1777777777777 again
whooooooo zac efron.
push
brothers bloom
monsters vs aliens

ALL IN JUNE!

i l y.


random. :P

i love twilight.
i love edward cullen.
i want him/it to stay forever.

updates

ECLIPSE IS LIKE SO FREAKING FREAKING AWESOME MAN.
I wanna feel loved that way.
How awesome would it be aye?
And i wonder how does love feel like..
Hmm.
Can't wait for my moment.

Oh and CHRIS DAUGHTRY IS LIKE SO FREAKING FREAKING DAMN AWESOME MAN.
I wanna marry him so badly.
I wanna jump into the ocean with the one and only CHRIS DAUGHTRY.
MR. CHRIS AND MRS CHRIS.
Hmm.
How awesome man.
We have the same name!!!!!!!! :D
MR AND MRS DAUGHTRY. *smiling*

Tomorrow's a holiday.
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
But exam's coming so yeah boolah.
Oh and Amos thinks that he's handsome.
Ahem ahem.
I think he's in love with himself. :P

Have been watching 90210.
Like omg.
It's the awesomestttttttt show everrrrrrrrrrrr.
Together with Grey's Anatomy.
Desperate Housewives' coming next.
BUt still,
I <3 90210000000000000000000.
NINE-OH-TOO-ONE-OHHH.
<3<3<3

Oh and Allison got eliminated.
That's kinda sad and mean.
Ugh.
I expected Kris to get eliminated but it turns out to be the awesome Allison.
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
and so Paula Abdul was like pretty awesome yesterday.
Gonna download her song once im free.

okay.
life is pretty much...... hard to describe.
i miss my frens.
ma buds.
seriously.
eeeeesh.


this is a list. :D
God.
family.
Annabelle.
Sarah.
Choon Ying.
Chloe.
Bella.
Shereen.
Ellie.
Cynthia.
Nicole.

Miah.
Lilia.
Barry.
Rachelle.
Pilak.
Amanda.
Glenna.
Billy.
Maxine.
Ika.

90210
GREY'S ANATOMY.
DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES.
DAUGHTRYYYYYY.
CHRIS DAUGHTRYYYY.
DAUGHTRYYYY.
Jess Simps.
Ashlee Simps.
Vanessa Hudgens.
Faber Drive.
PCD.
Fergie.
Miley.
ZAC EFRON. *slurps*
Enrique Iglesias.
Fall Out Boy.
PETE WENTZ.
ROBERT PATTINSON.
KATY PERRRRY.
KELLY CLARKSON.
DAVID COOK.
DAVID ARCHULETA.
Mariah Carey's songs.
Archie comics. :D
Barbie movies.
Joe Jonas.
Movies.
TWILGHT.
TWILGHT.
TWILGHT.
TWILGHT.
DAUGHTRY.
DAUGHTRY.
DAUGHTRY.DAUGHTRY.
NINEOHHHHHHHHTWOOOOOOOOOOONEEEEEEEEEEOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Here's to you.
I'm really sorry for the things that happened.
I didn't know.
I thought it was fine for you as it was for me.
And i know i shouldn't think like that, coz that would be really selfish.
And i seriously didn't know you mind.
You should've told me.
And like you said, you told me and i still think that it was a joke and then i threw my temper off when you told me off.
I didn't notice.
I didn't. seriously.
You know i was wondering why are we like having this gap for like almost two months? where i didn't notice i did anything and you were acting just normal. besides the part that you didn't actaully bother about me anymore.
Do you know that you are actually one of the best?
Actually... the...
You may think this is fake but it's true.
You actually do listen and give advices.
Your the one whose not that gila like us and who's more mature.
You mean a lot you know that.
And you might not notice, but i actually got kinda hurt when you didn't actually bother to talk to me in those two freaking months. But i suppose it's my own fault aye?
So.. yeah.
And i just want you to know that im sorry.
You'll never know how sorry i am.
And yeah.
I really hope that we can become friends again.
And a good friend is really really hard to find.
Sometimes when you already have some, they aren't the ones whom you are exactly looking for either.
But im really sure that you aren't one of them.
Sorry if you think that this is selfish.
And yeah once again sorry.

gosh.
stuff's happening peeppel.
im seriously thining that im losing you guys too.
im serious.
bffs?
in your dreams.
that thing right there is not easy to achieve tho it is easy to say it out.
or write.

updates

Haven't blog for more than a week.
Ahah.
So lemme think what happened recently...
Can't think of anything special.
So..
1. School
School was fine i guess.
Just fine.
I don't listen to teacher during lessons.
:)
And the class is still the same.
Very noisy.
Ahah.
I don't do homework.
I don't study for tests.
I copy :P a little bit only.
A LITTLE BIT ONLY. :P
But i didn't cheat for my chinese yesterday.
And im really glad. :D
Mum sends lunch at times.
Got scolded by Golden(my teacher) yesterday for not mopping the floor after school as the gates were locked.
U G H.

2. Church
Church is fine too i guess.
DC is getting like.. hmmm.
It was much more interesting before.
Well, let's just skip that.
Church on sunday was fine.
And as usual... boring. :P
It's like..
Everytime i try to listen to what they say,
I will still get distracted.
And then i won't know what is the pastor talking about.
And then i get bored.
Ahahah.
Oh and i didn't mention about the EASTER CANTATA before right..
So yeah it was fine. :P

3. LIFE?
Well, what i wrote just now was.. basically what happened recently.
Or should i say every day/week.
Life's pretty boring/busy/tired/annoying/fun?.
But overall,
Life's still pretty good i guess.
I have all the things i need.
Most of the things i want.
And uhhuh.

So that's it i guess.
Wanting to get the blog to look better for a g e s man.
Oh and i think HAZEL BACHIII's bday is tomorrow.
:DDD

oh and just feel like posting some picssssss.