casual shortest updatess

"thanks for making me feel special..."

Met up with the super lovely Paula who gave me such amazing heartfelt gifts. super grateful for you, thank you God. :) for crossing our paths, and giving me a friend in her during these crucial weeks. Had a very fun lunch and met Rachel Saw. :)

On the 24th night, had dinner with Yvonne, it was splendid. I was so excited. Was really delighted when Jacob called me, LCK wished me earlier, Natsie too, and then Abs and Chlo called then skyped me, then received a surprise gift at the door, then slept and went to church, feeling not as excited. Was really happy when Amy and Vikki gave me the gifts tho. and daphne too. Went for lunch with the girls, and then back to the hotel to chill. Presented my mum her gift, then parents their cards, then had Jap dinner. Went back, then Charly called and we chatted for a while, then Annabelle called and we spoke for about 45 mins catching up and just chatting about lotsa stuff, then CKJ called, so lame, to wish me a belated birthday. So thankful for all the birthday calls, :) thanks guys.

As the night sealed an end, my heart felt so heavy and i just went all waterworks. Immediately buzzed cynthia to come to my emergency rescue.. Was so disheartened when I realized I couldn't reach her, as i really did not know what to do... I just felt super disheartened, and ahh, my heart was just in so much agony. That half hour or more felt like forever, and i was sooooo happy when she finally replied me. I wept through our conversations, which resulted in my eyes being swollen till this morning, and a lil bit of afternoon i guess.

I'm so thankful for this precious lady. No matter what the future holds, I'm just gonna be thankful for her, as much as I can now, and as much as this is gonna mean something now. As disheartened as I feel, I'm super super grateful for all the great things, and I guess that's what I should redirect my focus on... Rather than.. the other way round. Thank u cynthia banana, i would never know what to do without you. You hold the pieces of my heart together, forever and always. Thank you for always allowing me to make mistakes, let me fall, and rather than picking me up straight away, you try me to try to get up myself, but would encourage me each step I take. Thanks for understanding that it's hard for me, but still being firm in ur position and just making me take another step forward. Thank you for not judging me, and for really believing in me, and to not care about me during our usual daily lives but stay up with me through the nights when I'm at my lowest. Thank you for accepting me... Thank you for letting me shed everything off, and present to you my bare and naked heart...

I wouldn't know what to do without you.......

sighs

as far as life is concerned, am trying to keep the faith.
all is well, and God is good.
God is good. 
God is good.

at least those that matter did...

one way or another..

happy birthday to me :)



oh and banana,

to the world you may be one person, but to one person, you may be the world...

never quit believing in urself banana. never.

jjj

YAY! Finally working on my long overdue blog post. On Thursday night, as expected, Aunty Amy called and cancelled the dinner I've been very much looking forward to. Then Paula thought we could go celebrate after exams, so we did - went for Japanese food then had Chatime, my back ached sooo bad that night. Been down with sore throat since that midnight, and then got feverish by the time I got home on Friday night. Spent Saturday catching up with Cassy and CR, which was splendid (i love!) - ate Shabu Shabu and watched Night at the Musuem 2. Then rushed home to get ready for Christmas dinner at TBC Cafe - laughed soooo much with the girls I don't remember what we laughed about, got to chat more with Pat and Lawrence and a bit with Hooi Xian. Took loadsss of photos! Oh and Paula was so intrigued by me tapping water into my face, cuz I was feeling heaty LOL. Was serving on Sunday and felt so happy and excited. Was led by Charles and serving that day was one of the most joyous I could have ever felt. Went for lunch with the brother and Henry they all, sounded like an awesome man, then went Dip n Dip with Amy and Paula, walked around, then went home. Took a super short nap, then went out with Jeff to watch Hobbit. On Monday, Amanda overslept so I hung out at Pyramid with Herbertyy, then the next morning, took a KTM with the boys to meet up with Natalie, caught up and chatted lots about God. it was soooooooooo much fun to catch up, i've missed u loads natsie poo. Had Korean lunch and milk cow. Then went to meet up with the parents :) Had japanese for dinner yay!

#563, Don't Give Away Your Joy

There will always be something to sour our day?people, interruptions, disappointments, we can?t find the car keys, somebody is rude to us, or what should have taken an hour, ended up taking three hours. If we?re going to live in victory each day, we have to have the right approach to life. Joel will remind you in this empowering message how to remain in peace throughout life?s difficulties. With verse likes John 16:22, ?No one can take your joy from you,? and Psalm 94:13, ?You have given him the power to stay calm in the time of adversity,? you will be equipped to start living a joy-centered life.

18TH OF DECEMBER 2014

This thing lit up my face like crazy yesterday. That smile extended from one ear to another, can't remember the last time I was so excited. "Lai lai lai, don't so stress.." Call me crazy, I know, cuz simultaneously in my head I thought that myself, that I was crazy for being so happy for just one free drink. LOL. It was a hot chocolate, and though the taste wasn't suited to my preference, I finished it still cuz well.. yep ;)

Anywho, feeling semi-thankful that I wasn't gonna be caffeinated, but then it sent electric waves of anxiety into my body system down right to my guts, then it went back way up and I could feel my pulse through my temple, and the sound of my heartbeats were ringing in my ear. crazy, my stomach bloated a little bit and I tried to press down the urge to puke by praying that it'll all go away. During the exam, I was a bit fidgety and then got super hungry towards the end. Went and grabbed pan mee, swallowed it then went on excitedly and played Angry Birds (something I downloaded the night before) in the bus - N.E.A.T. 

Ms Puteri looked for us.. and then......

So i got car-sick, went home and threw it all up and the images of panmee not digested.. "There goes dinner," I thought. I felt that my gut was being twirled inside out, so sorry body. So I rested on the new couch (tq Lord!), waited for mum to call, then cooked soup, watched a couple minutes of the Grinch, then moved on to watch Bruce Almighty and went to sleep.

This morning I first woke up at 8 with a smile on my face, and my heart felt good too. Thought that it was probably cuz tomorrow's the last day, and I could then embrace Christmas to its best.. Or thought maybe I had a good day ytd - chilling, movie etc. Or maybe it's also cuz teytey texted me and we were gonna have lunch, woohooo! Felt so happy and at ease :) then.. went back to sleep, and woke up feeling the contrary. Told myself maybe it's cuz I wasn't well yesterday - legit excuse huh? 

And this afternoon was Joel Osteen and then cleaning up the room, and getting all Christmasy, listening to MC, planning meals... Crazy. Got so hungry, called Herbert and finally got him at the 4th ring to go dinner, and talked about going 'fighting' and dancing! :D woohoo. excites excites! not much to my surprise, dinner tmr is cancelled, and well, just look for something else to do lo :)

I'm thinking of being somebody's Santa this X'mas! :)

yay! muchhh excites < 3 see you soon bloggie, and you could finally taste that heavenly bits of Christmas!

#620, Nothing Is Wasted

Do you ever feel like you have “wasted years?” Years defined by events that broke your heart or were filled with disappointments and setbacks? Maybe you are facing a slow season or a difficult situation and wondering where God is and what is His plan. Then this message is for you. Let Joel bring hope to your life in a fresh, new way in this inspiring message that will remind you of God’s restoration power and His divine plan for your life, even in the midst of difficulties and pain. Be encouraged with what David said in Psalm 4:1, “God enlarged me in my time of distress.” He didn’t receive increase in the good times; God increased David in the tough times. Let this message inspire you that even through difficulties, God has a plan to strengthen and prepare you for an exciting, expansive future.

All is well

#623, You're Coming Out

We all face situations that look permanent in our health, relationships and careers. It's easy to think that's the way it will always be. In this exciting message, let Joel give you the faith tools to move into that next chapter in life. You may be walking through a valley, but know this: it's not your destiny to stay there. Build your faith with this motivating message. Psalm 84:6, says, "Passing through the valley of weeping, you will find pools of blessing." When you're in the valley, if you'll stay in faith knowing that God has something better, He'll take those tears and turn them into pools to refresh you. You'll have the strength you need for every situation. You will come out!

God will not put you into a situation where He can't bring you out of it.
God will stop it.
"No weapons be formed against you shall prosper", the weapons will be formed; but they will not prosper.
Sometimes God may deliver you from the fire, but sometimes God will make you fireproof and put you through the fire.

God's got your back! ;)

Jesus, come through

#614 Are You Listening? 

Every day, God is speaking to you. The question is, are you listening? Proverbs 3:6 says, "Listen to God's voice in everything you do and everywhere you go. He will keep you on the best path." In this message, Joel will teach you practical ways to liten to God's voice and how to recovgnize His leading in your everyday life. You will learn how to let peace act as your umpire so you can confidently make the best decisions. God longs for you to prosper in all things, and He wants to guide you even in the simple things. If you'll listen in everything you do and everywhere you go, He'll always guide you down the best path.

http://www.joelosteen.com/Pages/WatchOnline.aspx

It's gonna be an exciting month!!!

Long and fruitful weeks planned ahead :)

Can't wait to enjoy X'mas thoroughly as it is.

Praying for God's favour to be upon me as I finish this exam!

:)

Amen.

"Don't let what haunts you, halt you"

 *  Claire:

"You're pretty mature for your age, you know.. Not many people of your age are like this"
"Who? Me?" (in much disbelief - new fresh friendship)
"Yep, you."
"Oh yeah? :\?"
"Yeah! It shows.. when you talk to people, and when you have your own stand/views in things.. how you agree or disagree with someone.."

Service was great today - as usual! Woke up late and missed the van, cuz I didn't know the service time - blur sotong =.= met Yvonne, and she was lovely as usual! Met the brother after spending a few rounds circling in the hall looking out for him. I saw with a new met friend - Shumi. Service was rather entertaining and filled with laughters today, very easy and light. I missed the praise songs tho :( but you know, I was only 6 minutes late!!! S-I-X. Oh and took a cab to the bridge, could've split it with another lady, but the taxi just took both our money - what a rip off. But it's okay, it's okay, it's okay... Oooh saw Phoebe and caught up with her (she's studying in TAR college doing MASCOM, ok) and then caught up with Wernie as well. yeps! Met Jovina, had lunch with her, Clara and Evan and Hooi Xian joined afterwards. Then chatted with th egirls at Wendy's while waiting for time to pass. Fruitful time spent indeed, J shared her God-filled love story with her boo, and I was so delighted when the conversation just flowed so easy and naturally.. and got pretty insightful :D

feelin' so lazy, but no. OK, gotta jia you now, byee! :)

close to heart

#553, Trust God's Timing

In life, we're always waiting for something - a dream to come to pass, a problem to turn around, or to meet the right person. In this message, Joel reminds us of the importance of waiting on God's timing. He'll teach you that instead of forcing things to happen, release it and trust in God's precise timing. With verses like Hebrews 4:3, "We who believe can enter his rest, you'll be reminded of the concept of not worrying, but trusting God and the pressure will be lifted. The moment you pray, God releases a set time for your answer.

What God orders, God will pay for. What God gives birth to, God will always give us the grace to take care of.

when you delight yourselves in the Lord, God  will give you the desires of your heart.

Supernatural grace. Supernatural favour.

You can do the right thing at the wrong time, and miss God's best. Timing is everything.

Sometimes God allows delays so that He can show His timing in a greater way.

God wants to show His favour in your life in an amazing way.

p.s. I love how my hair smells.

TreSemmé ftw! < 3

:)

#576, Make God a Part of Your Everyday Life 

Did you know that God wants to help you not just in the big things, but even in the small things? But here's the key: God will only be involved in your life as much as you will allow Him. In this message, let Joel show you how to make God a part of your everyday life. Proverbs 3:6 says "In all your ways acknowledge God, and He will make your paths straight." When you make God a part of your everyday life and put Him first, He promises He will crown your efforts with success. You will accomplish more than you ever could on your own.

So blessed

#572 Be Good To People 

God said to Abraham in Genesis 12:2, "I will bless you and you will be a blessing." In this message, Joel reminds us of an important key to living a blessed, prosperous life and that's a lifestyle of giving. A lot of times, we wait for a special occasion to do something kind for others, or we think giving has to be costly. But Joel will reveal to you what the Bible says about being kind, and most importantly, the type of giving and kindness Jesus modeled. When you live a lifestyle of being good to others, you'll be happier, your life will be more rewarding, and God promises your gifts will come back to you.

Next train of emotions: Stupid, for being stupid.

So two days ago I chatted with the rofl girl, as I sought for reassurance, she said, "Don't let anyone, including me, hurt you."

whoa.

that didn't hit me hard, which is great. when that happened, i could feel the pieces of the wall just began to get themselves together collectively, forming a barrier.

yesterday i went to visit Mr Adam, am praying for his very best. met up with my college sweethearts, and it was ever lovely and warm. so lovely.

today, i did a problem question then went for consultation. towards the end, i sought for my personal time to chat. i let loose of what's been going on, and it's a relief. she said, she knows that things have been happening, and that what i wrote impressed her. that i can do it.

very motherly.

i had a panic attack yesterday. and i was so worried that i wasn't gonna make it. that i was literally hanging on the edge, by the cliff. she pulled me back up onto the ground, and im at ease that im okay.

the value of things began to hit me, and i realised the significance of truly, the more significant things in life. i said i'd try harder next semester, in realigning my priorities. i promise

she guided me thoroughly, of which i'm really thankful.

i walked out there, feeling as empowered as ever. my sight stumbled upon my reflection, and i saw a beautiful woman capable of doing such great things, and thought "she should be walking with her head up high", "always".

feeling like i could own the world if i work hard and believed in myself harder, at the same time, i felt so stupid - for being stupid.

like i said before, i'm no good when it comes to me making mistakes. but i believe God has a plan.

the sister called and updated me about her current triangular situation. it was interesting. and hey, though i live my life most days not seeing her, sometimes she could feel non-existent, but hey, someone at the other side of the world is willing to hear me out, without seeing me, and someone believes in me wholeheartedly, and would support me indefinitely regardless.

and throughout this, i've got closer to koala. and i'm just thankful :)

it's the end of my sob stories, i'm not gonna bring it up anymore unless really necessary.

it is done and dusted.

it is well.

amen.

:)

Had Christmas Homes on Friday and had gift exchange too. Went to the Big Bad Wolf after, during midnight :O crazzyyy!

And today I served in church. Had loadsa fun, and got to keng-gai with the elder hosts, got to play with Andre and he's such an adorable puff :)

Was really blessed by Elder Adeline's message today "It's not the end yet". It was again - the story of Jesus walking on water. What a powerful message, that its interpretation is being differently taught each week. "Be still, God is still with you. It is not over yet." As the service ended, I just hung around Eld hoping to chat with her for bit, as strongly felt during the first service when the message spoke right into my heart and I was on the verge of going all waterworks. I was gonna go, "I feel so blessed by your message today. I'm going through a storm too, it will be over right?" And really wondered what her response was gonna be.

I was delighted when she noticed me in the end, so warmly, and asked how am I. I said the above, really chilled-ly, and she just said "Let's pray!" I was taken aback a lil bit, but felt so ever blessed. Then she said take care and left.

Praying for the best, may God give me grace please Amen.

friends in need #mahomies

It's Dec 3rd, and I guess Christmas just came early. The guys were asking me to go dinner but i turned them down cuz I don't think I can afford it (though I'm still chilling on my bed now :( ). And then they came over around 11pm, and bought me ^Chai Latte that I've been craving since forever, and a red velvet cake. How thoughtful :') 

It's just these few weeks haven't been easy, and each day I'm just living by faith, trusting God in all that I do. It really isn't easy, when everyday seems to be so gloomy, and just trusting that miraculously the sun shall shine every day, or at least let a tinge of sunlight shine through - but it doesn't. It's been much requested, and I didn't think that it was that difficult to achieve.. Hence, this lil gesture sparked up hope at the very least. But I have made my decision, and I will stick to it, and just praying to God for strength, peace and grace. 

So as the guys came by, we chatted about the casual everyday stuff, which led on to the reasons behind these difficult weeks, as well as chatted about reaching out to a very dear friend whom I haven't heard from in ages. It was very warm to be around family, where we can get so natural and easy. Pete thinks that it's just voices troubling me, they're all just noise. They said that they've been there, and it's not easy. It in fact, sucks. And Pete was speaking from experience, how it can get really bad, not just terrible, but the worst. But that's when you really grow. That's when he actually grew...And though trusting that everything happens for a reason, he doesn't know his too. And I might not know mine.. It's honestly just a blind journey of faith. 

Christmas is just around the corner and I'm so excited! Am praying that I'll be able to work my hardest for this exam, as lacking as I am now.. I'm honestly freaking out :( But I'm gonna pray for peace.. Just the other day I was thinking, it could seem a lil sad how I'm studying in the month of December :(. But it's okay, just hold on tight, it's only like less than 21 days away, and home is where I'll be really soon, reconnecting with familiar faces again, building lives again, and just taking a break as well :) 

All is well, and thank You so much Dad.
Amen.

how wonderful, how beautiful

Not sure if I'm bipolar or what, I'm usually happy most of the time, but just sometimes a teeny fraction of my time I'd feel a bit upset.. At least that's what I was feeling today. And just now as I was cleaning up my room, I listened to Joel Osteen's sermon, and I feel so empowered right now. Feeling like everything's okay, and nothing's gone wrong. That that glitch is just a common everyday life happening.. I feel okay, I feel whole, I feel complete.. I'm okay. I'm grand. :) I'm gonna keep this spirit pumpin' for as long as it should.. Thank You Lord :')

wanted to use my old url, but unsure why it's not working. gotta find a new one..

just casually chatting with my best buds :)

#609 Keep Your Walls Up :)

http://www.joelosteen.com/Pages/WatchOnline.aspx

You can't be passive, you gotta be proactive and keep your walls up.

Guard what you dwell, be selective to what you give your time and attention to

They don't talk about ordinary people, they talk about exceptional people..

The more favour in your life, the more opposition it will stir up. Some people don't like you, simply because of God's blessing on you. 

You have to accept the fact that some people won't like you, and there's nothing you can do about it. It's not about you, it's about the favour God put on you.

I'm not gonna waste my emotional energy on something I cannot change about. I know it's about the favour of God in my life. This is how you keep your walls up.

I may be misunderstood by other people, people may push me down, but it's not about me, it's about the blessing of God in my life. (Mary)

If you don't learn to walk away from an offense, get upset from what they say, it can keep you from the fullness of your destiny.

Don't waste your time trying to win over people that are never gonna be for you. Don't try to waste your energy trying to convince people to understand you when they are determined to misunderstand you. your time is too valuable to try to prove to people that you really are okay, for them to accept you. It's not your problem. It's the favour on your life that they can't handle. You can run your race, focus on your goals, and God will bring the right people into your life.

You don't have to play up to people. if they don't want to be your friend, let them go, they are not a part of your destiny.

Statistic: 25% of the people you meet won't like you and never will; another 25% won't like you but could be persuaded to; another 25% will like you but be persuaded not to; and another 25% will like you and stand by you no matter what.

Don't try to win over people, just recognize that they are one of the 25% who are never gonna like you. Let it go, it's a distraction. You don't need their approval to be who God wants you to be.

You gotta come to that people to say that, "I am at peace, with them not being at peace with me" "I'm at peace, not being their friend" "I don't have to be in their group, to enjoy my life."

Stay in peace, keep those walls up.

You gotta guard your heart. Nobody can do this for you. "Think all things that are pure, things that are wholesome.." It doesn't say "Think of your problems," No, think of the good things - that's how you keep your walls up. You gotta guard your heart.

There are a lot of things that we cannot change. But we can trust in Him, that God is seated on the throne, He's fighting our battles for us, and we are going to enjoy our lives anyway.

It's not that we ignore problems, we just don't let them get inside of us, we keep our walls up. 
Don't give them the power, to offend us. Nothing can offend you without your permission. People can say whatever they want, you have the right to ignore it. They can leave you out, but you have the right to have a good attitude anyway. They can belittle and discredit you, but like David, you have the right to walk away and have a good day anyway.

When our problems arise, it is easy to be aroused and panic, but no, be still and know that He is God.

God works when we are in peace. That's why we have to constantly guard our heart.

If you're allowing someone to offend you, you're giving them the power.

You're being disturbed because they see the favour of God in you. That opposition is a sure sign that God's hand is on you, God has an assignment for you, and something amazing is gonna happen in your future.

Everyday is a gift from God. Don't waste your time and energy. If you don't keep your walls up, it can keep you from the fullness of your life.

"Stop allowing yourselves to be upset," You just gotta keep your walls up, and don't let them get into you. Don't let if affect your spirit, don't let it poison you.

Remember you only have so much emotional energy each day. Don't waste it on things that don't matter, in trying to win over people that will never be won over.

blessed in the dark places :)

thanks for having me back. maybe this happened so that i get to draw closer to you all. who knows right? but whatever it is, im just gonna appreciate this moment and be grateful for you. i hope i can be a blessing to your lives like how you've been for me!

life is full of ups and downs. I know that God has a plan, He will sustain and deliver me.

I pray that the breakthrough shall come soon, and Jesus, just come through oh Lord.

Even though the situation hasn't improved even bits each day, and the contrary happened, but I just wanna thank God for everything, and these people as well as the lovely people I engaged with over the past week, and that I'll see the light at the end of the tunnel soon.

And Lord, not just that, open my eyes to see the light too,

Help me be sensitive to Your word and Your presence.

I love You. 

and you girls :) 

#sisters 

 

can you be faithful?

stretching my faith, indefinitely..

the stronger the faith, the bigger the challenge...

:)

Feeling incredibly blessed from Homes on Friday and church today. Served for the first time! :D

To You, let endless praise resound :)

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so much love

So i had a really good day yesterday. Surprises, are always a blessing. You never know when they come, you always wonder how you're so blessed to deserve so much goodness.

Despite the a bit chaotic weekend, this seemed like the blessing in disguise then! :p i actually called mum to tell her about it luls :P

Anywho, Wednesdays are always great! No school. I woke up at 10, went to uni, had Pan Mee alone, then went to library with Eileen. Was so relieved to be able to have my own space and do my own things :) Didn't get to study cuz was too caught up with catching up with blogging and other stuff like texting.

Henry called about the hosting for Acts church, sounds exciting! Then one of the thing I was most looking forward to all week... BKT!!! YAYERS! So Paula and I stayed back so that Jade could pick us up at one ago, and I caught up with Paula and told her about ^. She said she was very happy for me, and I was very happy too cuz I didn't see that coming at all! Went on to pick up Daphne, Celine and Vikki - I was sooo excited!!

As we arrived SS14, we arrived so much LOL. Then Nat and Lawrence joined us afterwards. I was so happy during dinner, I could literally taste the joy while I had the ever-lovely Bah Kut Teh. So homey, so yummy, so heartwarming, especially with so many familiar faces that I love - which put myself at ease and reminded me of home every second, and of course also with good vibes like Jade, Lawrence and Nat. Jade is such a sweethearrttt!!!

So blessed and grateful to be able to feel em KK feels in KL, feel so in place, feel so at ease. thank you Lord :) oh and mum called me randomly yesterday saying that she misses her kids LOL, and she texted me her IC no randomly in case I wanna buy properties! :P LOL (?)

Though today I've experienced a bit of a moodswing, especially feelind disheartened by irresponsible people, but the flaws that exist in our world that don't even seem to deserve to exist cuz, i mean like, how hard is it to get it fixed?!

But praying that God is in control, God is sustaining me, and I feel okay again. Am staying back in library to catch up with what I've left with my personal stuff - ranging from blogging to replying texts. I managed to chat with Ravs, Charls, Hanna, :) (ze mooting peepos haha), Tracy, Natsie, replied Cassy's text etc, it's all good! Just constantly realizing that I lack so much, and have so much to learn always.

Oh and happy belated birthday Daphne, twas a good night spending it with my loves from home, and seeing jeff and lck too :) happy birthday you beautiful soul! me love you gusta :)

New beats that i dig :)

took my breath away :)

Oh and I forgot to add, managed to let Bryon know something and it is making my heart overflow with joy :) :) joy that could last me at least a week maybe? (just as Eileen said with her bag hahahahha)

*
So Close by Jon McLaughlin is one of the best songs ever. I always regain peace and calmness whenever I hear song. The A Team by Ed Sheeran sometimes has that effect too.

I could definitely get married to this song.

How can no one ever told me that Jon McLaughlin was hot?!?!?!?! and young?!?!?!?!??!?!??!

And gosh, if Jon McLaughlin proposes to me with this song?! double trouble.

enjoy :)

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"They say that I wear my heart on my sleeves,"

So I was having one heck of a week last week, (in a good way), it started off well and the exuberance was just all over in the air, although I fell sick and didn't get to catch up with studies as intended. < I decided to linger on the joy of being sick since it's so rare. :P anywho, it didn't come to a halt until Friday, when a friend from my clique flipped out at me for chatting with another friend during group discussion. Well, aside from taking personal offense in the issue itself, what disturbed me was the whole other context of it. Feeling misunderstood and lost in confusion, I didn't know what to say but just remained in the context of disbelief.

I know the principles of getting through life, I know the facts included in the "Guide to Life" book. I know it. But I just can't help myself from escaping from the emotions that came by. It was a relatively good day, and I was looking forward to going to Homes, and spending the weekend prolly shopping with Eileen, going to church and just, having time off for myself. That wasn't a good start. After homes, I went to Wilson's place to play Lami with the oh-so-lovely-friends, and had a great time! Went to eat Luk Luk and then Darren got pissed at me. (not so good.)

I went home, crashed at 3am then woke up to Eileen's texts saying that she wants to go shopping. Though heavy-hearted still with what happened the day before, I was anticipating the time we were gonna spend together. And, LOL, we were in Pyramid from 12ish till 9pm at night - we had porridge lunch, went to look for bags, ate Poppiah (amazeballs!), bought Boost Juice, ate Aunty Annes, I bought my contacts, I bought a small bag, shopped for Daphne's gift, bought some hair accessories, bought Eileen's bag (yay!!! highlight of the day - purpose achieved), and then watched Bean while eating dinner, found out that there were no more taxis to go home, called Yan Hao and Jeff but to no avail, and then Tian Chun (the awesomest!) came to pick us up and go home. It was a great day! :)

I got home around 9ish, feeling excited to organize my newly bought items, and clean up my room, then mum called. She was wondering why I haven't called in a while, and I said the same - as I've been sick the past few days, I didn't wanna call her cuz I didn't want her to hear my raspy voice, I just decided to wait for them to call, to 'find out'. Then mum told me about her pain through the thing, and then she got really concern when she found out that I was unwell. So she went all motherly asking me how I'm doing, and telling me what to do and what not. I said that I missed her (rare), and she said (with that super motherly voice), "then we'll fly to see you," "or you can come home," I know it wasn't all that possible cuz I was busy with uni, but then I teared up after hanging up.

At that instant, I was overwhelmed with pain and sadness and regret? I don't know. I was in pain as I realised my parents are getting older and yet they're still working so hard to fund the family. Regret? because I wished I could do something that could lighten their burden - but it's clear in the picture that this won't materialise until many years to come. I teared up after I hung up, and I was just thinking who should I talk to. Although not very convinced that she'd hear me out, I just texted Bananie cuz she's like my no.1 punching bag. She replied after a while, and didn't seem keen to skype me. I was a bit sad, but then I just decided to maybe just brush it off. Then i showered and she said she was on the phone with her mum, so we decided to skype. I didn't think i was gonna be an open book in front of her, but tears just flowed down naturally XD

And we chatted till midnight.

As previously mentioned in the blogspot about embracing the moment, though that time was all teary and seemed to be categorised as 'sad' by the norm, it was one of the best as I was able to confide in my best friend, and it was so heartwarming, and some day, everyone's cup will overflow. So that was my moment, and now that it has overspilt ready for another refill, I'm okay. That moment, was so precious, in a way I was so grateful for such a friend in need. Grateful for such great people around me, grateful for my family. Bananie is one of the most beautiful person I've ever met, when you meet her, her inner beauty just outshines her appearance so so much, you'll always feel drawn to her. Amazing wonders God does. I wonder what was God's true intention for you to be on this earth? I mean, I know it, sorta, but just curious of how exactly God phrased it :)

please stay you, my love.

God is so, so, so, so, good.

:)

"Courage is not limited to the battlefield. The real tests of courage are much quieter. They are the inner tests, like enduring pain when the room is empty or standing alone when you're misunderstood." Charles Swindoll

blackie/pilak

SHAFIE,

YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND.

ollie

LEONGGGG,

never seems to stop warming my heart. :'(

love, rosie

Monday was a really good day. So after class, me and the girls headed to Empire Mall for lunch as well as Hi's boyfie, and then went on to watch "love, Rosie". Lunch was great! Not just Pasta Zanmai itself, but company and fellowship was very enjoyable and gratifying. :) Shared so much jokes and laughs during lunch, and then to be complemented by one of the best chic flicks = bliss. I've read the book in J1/J2 as lent by Sar, and though I can't recall what it was about, I remember the pleasure I gained from it as a really nice, simple, straightforward and unique book as it was all in convo form. Movie was great! I want my own Alex too. Oh and dayem, Alex is sooo cute. His messy hair from the start took my breath away, and his jawline was so defined, as well as the lines in his face that are so distinct whenever he makes and expression or just smiles. So cute. I want my own fairy tale too. I shall await, and :) yeah. :)

Yesterday was a pretty fruitful day too, though it was less 'fun'. Chatting and eating with the girls over the 5hrs lunch break was quite fun, oh! and esp since it was concluded by a phone call with anna :) then we had a Legal Skills meeting by a partner of Raja Darryl & Loh firm. It was indeed very insightful and got me thinking on quite a few things...

First off, Mr Choon reminded us that we should never be under peer pressure. - don't let it cloud your judgment. It is important to know "what you want", and be clear of your objective. There may be many approaches to achieve the objective I've set. Always ascertain something. Don't drift along, don't follow the crowd.

Ability to think/decipher. | Always think. Your brain is the most important organ of your body. | Independent thinker. | If you think enough, law is simple. | Don't be afraid to exercise judgment and make independent mentality.

I was further reminded of the importance of vanity, originality, confidence, courage, improvement, take responsibility, show respect but not be intimidated, exercise judgment and taking care of ourselves. [Inwardly} it is important to have a sense of responsibility, have the ability to think and work independently, but at the same time ought to contribute to teamwork.

"In the law profession, you reap the benefit in the long term"

Just as throughout and after the talk, I felt so empowered and motivated to learn more. I realised how much I was lacking, and will always continue to lack - which at the same that amazes and excites me at how much I could grow and learn!! I just need to buckle up and appreciate time so that precious time that could go to learning something new don't go to waste. At the same time, I'm reminded to take good care of myself so that I could have more time to go explore different things at different places.

I am also well reminded to always embrace time and live in the moment. Rather than wishing exams never come to past/exams quickly go away, or holidays quickly come but never go, or going to school wishing I could go home and sleep quickly, I'm well reminded to appreciate each second, and again, live in the moment.

So motivated to watch so many movies, read so many books on various topics - ranging from self-improvement, building confidence, learning time-management skills, learning cultures of different parts of the world, learning how to be a better woman, learning to grow with the family in love as well as friends, learning how to develop creative thinking, learning about the goodness of other people, and just... ya know, keep exploring the beauty of the world :)

Only You that I adore :)

Went to church with Darren and Paula today, and feeling as blessed as always!

It just doesn't feel enough, wish there was church everyday, and Homes every week!

Looking forward to Homes this week to experience God with these amazing bunch of people =)

thank You God almighty!! < 3

a blog post dedicated to God almighty

This is so long overdue!!! Gosh been tryin' to post this instanteously last night, but was worn out, and decided to do it this morning - but overslept, and this afternoon - but took a long nap, then after nap - but was replying texts, trying to get things done, then post shower, but dinner came home and caught up with dar, then post dinner - but was replying texts again. This post is so undeserving of all this madness, so sorry.

Anywho, home has been lovely, it was very heartwarming, a remedy to my 'worn-out' soul. Having such long weeks before, I felt so rewarded with the idea of home at the other side of the rainbow. Felt so fortunate and blessed that I was going home after such long weeks. And little did i know, i only began to really learn the true meaning of a long week. Though journey to the airport wasn't sweet, and especially when it takes a toll on me when I make mistakes, I told myself to get over it no matter how hard it took, as time at home was precious as ever.

Boarded the night flight, I figured I wouldn't sleep though the week's been relatively taxing. And I selected the window seat so that I could catch the plane taking off. But little did I know, i dozed off before anything else, and the second consciousness hit me, was when we were already high up in the air. How unpleasant must I have looked with my head constantly hanging whilst going loose on the snooze, LOL. And as I woke up after that, joy lit my heart, and I was all smiles embracing my surrounding. The point is, home was good.

Spent the next few days doing stuff as posted previously, and attempted to stay home to do my work for a couple of days. It was a brave thought, lol. I remember, constantly finding myself just sitting there with just one thought in my head, "how is it ever possible to feel this lazy?" "i just can't.." it wasn't as saddening initially but on friday, i was already feeling under the cosh from being undproductive, then mum told me that I should manage my time properly as I was stuck at home and we couldn't hang out, go shopping already. Despite it being the truth, the same reluctant-me-to-accept-my-own-flaws heated up on the inside, wishing I was better. My head had been heavy thinking of how I was gonna fly back to responsiblities, but the tip of it all was when I got home from cell, and realied that, "oh hey, 27th of Oct seems like a significant number" it's been in my head all week, and I just thought it was the day I was returning to KL, but then there I realised I was flying back on the 25th. Then the people in the WA group started chatting up about the contract assignment, and my heart raced so quickly as I checked the date of the submission, and BAM - there goes the grenade.

i felt so helpless and worried. i could literally feel my feet turning cold as complemented with my sweaty palms. i just prayed and prayed, i think. and i packed my bags. i prayed for peace to come into my heart, so that i'll be able to get through this. usually packing the night before seems like a 'stressful' task, so that happened next. then chlo came over to write stuff, abs too, and i was glad they came, as it eased the tension for a bit. the next morning, i was all quiet and reserved. after having a great breakfast, i planned to do my work on the plane. i just prayed. i didnt get to do work on the plane, but i started after a nap as i got home.

there, then, i literally felt so helpless, with nothing to hold onto at all, felt all defeated on a bare ground before God, and I said, "God, there's no one to help me now but you alone. and i know that by my own strength, I can't do it. My flesh will fail me. I don't know how it works, and I know strength is not something tangible I can't hold onto, but God, you're all that I can depend on and just help me." "I know that you won't fail me, ever." A small part of me thought, "is this gonna work out? or is this just a painful lesson?" I didn't feel like taking the risk to then mislead it into saying that if I didn't finish, that means, God has forsaken me and failed me. I didn't like the idea of that - even though when it really happens, I know that it's not an act of God to disappoint me, but it's simply a blessing in disguise. It was a risk.

Without thinking much at all, I just prayed that prayer, holding onto it tightly in my heart, and just spaced out to focus on my work. I texted Yvonne and Jade to uphold me in their prayers, even though part of me was dubious of the manner God's gonna help me. And i don't fancy disclosing to people when I'm going on an uphill battle. But i knew that Yvo and Jade were gonna be my source of strength as well. Words of encouragement kindly flowed from them and Jade called me to pray for me. I felt terrible for missing church =. = During that time, I missed home so much, missed the good times in life, but couldn't spend any few minutes longer to dwell on the situation but rather make the best out of what's left. The mental challenge was simply, hard.

I finished Contract at about evening time, relief sub-contained me as I started on my Reflective Journal. RJ didn't seem that difficult, so all was well around 11pm. At that moment in time, I was just dumbfounded by the grace of God. So grateful that I had sufficient peace to get me through, and that all was done at 11pm with an hour spared till midnight? Gold. it's even 11.36pm now, and I barely get any time off when it's 11pm. I'm so grateful, and when it was 11pm, I managed to shower, put things away, arrange my bed and prepped for bed. God is so good.

God is so, so, so, so good. Thank You so much for everything.

*Meanwhile, uni's been well. People have been lovely. And i'm meeting my high school friends tomorrow. Life's too short for worries. And I've learnt to surrender all to God and reserve no space at all for worries. Truly, God is my strength, my refuge and fortress.

Oh and again, meanwhile, I just told my roomie that I used her fb account to play tetris before, and she told me that she minds my actions. I apologized and promised not to do it again, but i still feel so guilty and hope that it won't tarnish our friendship. Sometimes I wish I was perfect and our relationship won't undergo any trials at all, but then again, realistically speaking, nothing is perfect. And those that come out well after a trial, are those that are gonna be stronger than ever. Right now is the testing period I suppose. I just feel terrible since this is such a heavy bet. However, I've done my part and I can only pray that may God intervene and let God work the rest.

* Am so in love with this. Stumbled upon it one day doing devotion - Saturday morning?

Be anxious for nothing, but.. Let your requests be made known to God; 

And the peace of God... will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus 

- Phillipians 4:6-7

Amen.

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So hello :)

Had fish head breakfast on Sat, spent time chatting abt life - further studies catching up etc with Abs @funky, then spent time updating mum abt faith and uni life with mum @yenai, went back to church for youth, played the Ice-Breaking ChubbyBunny game with Kris, then saw Emer, then went for BKT dinner with ze rest of ze ppl (abs bel) in Damai, then went yamcha @theBside at the Lido Plaza i think, saw Melissa and Alvin! :D hehe.

On sunday, went to church and learnt abt how much God really loves us. Went for KFC lunch and movie with derp n abs, where we shared stories about life faith and others. I was super cautious when we drove back home cuz there was rain, the I wasn't familiar with Abs' car. Went for the Sutera dinner at night with parents, and experienced Krisdayanti live :D she was really good, as she sang covers as well as her own. My kakak said she's the Siti Norhalizah of Indonesia. 

So anyway, I thought that this break was good. I prefer this type of breaks rather than 'meaningfuless' breaks :P at least there's something to take a break from :)

yogi

So, i guess idk why, my heart flew on a time machine back to where i felt so undeservingly loved back then. I was just reminded of the times where i so casually got the chance to rant to someone every day when I got home, without fearing someone to judge me, but rather just accepting me for who I am, lending a listening ear, someone who tried to make me smile each time my texts misled to think I was upset, gave logical upfront advices which i couldn't see when troubles came. I was really blessed to come across someone who's so smart and witty, kindhearted and generous, bold and shy at the same time, not deserting the quality of perseverance - to a certain extent at least :P

as i reminisced (as always, sighs), i reflected whether there were any regrets, or guilt that i should feel for missed opportunities. but i'd like to live by, "living life with no regrets," and not just being defensive and all, i really think that it just wasn't the right timing. sure, i dreamt that we were successful lawyers together in the future, and i absolutely adored the idea of having a companion who's smarter/elder than me which totally grants security, a bold and shy character for me, and someone who speaks more than one language fluently! and the things done for me were absolutely diabetic and melted my heart, they were just constantly a bomb dropped from nowhere, and enveloped me with thoughts of how lucky I am to be blessed with all this, when I on the other hand, did not do anything at all, but just received so much.

it was therapeutic to constantly be able to vent to someone who never attempted to put me in a bad position. it was a huge factor in contributing to 2012 being the best year ever, and also one of the best birthdays ever. it's made me feel soooo special than i ever did, than i ever expected.

thank you so much for warming my heart for not just one year in school, but another when we were both in different places, and continuously for another few months. we've only really hung out in person that few countable times, yet looking back those considerably 'hard times' in 2012 didn't seem so hard back then, and was doable, because of you... which also resulted in me being a better person then, and today. thanks for also being there impromptu throughout last year which is admittedly hard to get by, and being so patient!

one more thing, you know how you see some things, and you wish that that will spark your dreams to come true, and those things often remain as part of reality, with no incredible stories that follow? and another when you see something of the fantasies sitting there at the corner, with your very dream come true, even dreams you never thought of dreaming, just dumbfounded at the reality of it when life was happening?

it keeps me wondering how God is so good at just assigning a seemingly 'random' person into my life 'oh-so-randomly'. but knowing God, His plans must have been meticulously designed and I'm just forever grateful for you and everything else!

it taunts me sometimes, but i believe there's a season for everything, and thank you so much. sorry if i hadn't been any bit close to being the same, or being nice at least, but i wish you a lifetime of happiness!! and thanks for realizing my korean dream, even just for one bit! < 3

homebound, again

好期待回家。。

^ something I felt like posting yesterday. I think the booo has influenced me in her Mandarin and her manja ways :P p.s. i've been searching for what manja is in english, and i came across a page which says that that word doesn't exist in english.. hm i wonder. okay back to the topic, it's not like she tries hard to be cute, i really believe it's in her blood - as much as she wants to depart from that fact lulz.

so this week has been quite hectic, these past 2 weeks? i've been rushing assignments, and haven't got proper sleep in a while. i usually need to tuck myself into bed - i know it may sound strange, but what i do is that i gotta pack up my things for school the next day, tidy up my desk, clear things out of my bed, arrange the pillow, bolsters and bed stuff nicely, turning off the lights, set my alarm, reply my whatsapp chats and make sure nothing gets left behind, scroll through instagram to cover all then current feed, and say a prayer before i sleep. that's my routine in preparation for sleep. it's important for me as i feel i have to mentally prepare to get some good, restorative and 'substantial' sleep. and this is crucial as it preps me for the next day.

one thing about me is that i fall asleep pretty easily. most of the time, anytime, and anywhere condusive, no matter how much noise or how much sleep i've got before, i can sleep like a baby. however, some unpleasant exceptions include times where i attempt sleeping to get past traffic in the car to avoid motion sickness. having said that i fall asleep easily, that doesn't mean good sleep. it's a disadvantage when i get sleepy right after i open my book, or grant myself excuses such as backache, tired etc needing some rest. and then i'd sleep, and wake up the next morning and spent the whole time not doing assignments.

okay enough about my sleep, home is good. it always feel good to come home. as i thought about it on the plane just now, "am i excited to be home?" I don't have them anxiety in me as I would have previously, but there surely is a sense of satisfaction and I just can't help but find myself smiling :D i one of the primary reasons i wanna come home is to spend time with my parents - to spice up their monotonous life :P haha.

looking back, this one month has been fun, though busy. it's definitely better than being granted 'purposeless' holidays like the ones in June, as though it's tiring and stressful, but there's something to worry about. so it's all goodie :) I suppose, if home was in KL and I was schooling in Taylor's, I wouldn't dread going to school, but rather feel all satisfied and happy. A one week break would already be sufficient probably, but other than that, all would be well :D but, back to reality that's not happening :P

goodnight world :) tty tomorrow!

herrow eileenboooooo!

(just if you happen to stop by, :) )

i'm barely there with tort, but as i lifted open my laptop and "Say" by John Mayer played, 不知为什么突然觉得好幸福，好满足!

I guess it had to do with this pretty good sleep that I had, that I really appreciate. I got pretty tired after clearing stuff away in my room, did a lil sweep here, skyped Chlo for a bit, and then just decided to chill on my good-looking bed, with nothing else on it but only the necessary 'sleep stuff' :b wasn't sure if a nap was the way to go, as i really didn't wanna miss the alarm and let guilt consume me for the rest of the day, but i dived in it, and woke up first at 2.30am, and then really woke up an hour later.

my head does not feel heavy, my eyes feel fine, only a reflex from the bright light alone, i feel okay. for the first time, in a while. i guess it's been a while since i got a peaceful sleep, sleep for sleep too, although it was impromptu. prolly waking up to watch chlo's b'day videos had therapeutic effect too. or rather, knowing that school doesn't start till ten today induced some endorphins as well, just prolly. :D

but all is well, and all is well with my soul. i pray that baby elisha will be cured, and may God interfere.

nevertheless, thank you God for good vibes :)

"Cast your burdens upon the Lord, and He will sustain you,"

sustain : strengthen or support mentally and physically

So, that has been the verse of the past week.

Spent Friday celebrating Ms D and Kwang's birthday, and also learnt about Baptism, importance of going to church during Bible Study. Spent Tuesday going to SS15 with Eileen. Spent Wednesday in the Parliament. Spent Monday eating dimsum with the Suriamas ohana, as well as Darren who drove us and I bought my Hyseac! :D Been chatting with Sylvia and Shiela as well, where I woke up in the middle of the night to a very warm text by lala saying they were talking about me, and just reminiscing about the old days :)

it's been a rather interesting week, where I struggled hard, to focus on my academics to finish off assignments and just do my work. It had been on my nerves for consecutively days, and got me "crying" out for strength. i felt so mentally challenged, and it wasn't easy. I felt so blessed though to have people around me who gave such kind words of encouragement. Thurs, Yvo was telling me to trust in God, and she said, "If you think you can, you can. If you think you can't, God can!" Jade also texted me to trust that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens. She added that it's a very well-known verse, and encouraged me to take it literally and focus on His ever-lasting love for me, it's pretty powerful. I was weak, and it was therapeutic to learn that people are praying for me, and that, I can do this.

Been long anticipating Sunday to come, the day I can finally rest and go to church to experience more and more of God. Met Rowaine from Kuching, and was so encouraged by her story of being touched by God when she was in her lowest, and experiencing miracles and having her prayers answered. Praise and worship was incredible - Wake, Happy Day, Oceans, "All is well?". It is always great to be back in the House of God and gather with people who are on such fire for God!!! Eld Daniel shared the Parable of the Talents today, and emphasized the importance of using our talents/gifts.

"For to everyone who has will more be given, and he will have an abundance. But from the one who has not, even what he has will be taken away," Matthew 25:29

He said that no matter how little we think we have, we should always use that one talent to its fullest, for the glory of God. And also, we shouldn't do things led by rewards. Jade caught the significance of being generous, and that the tipping point is the circumstance where you give when you're not in your comfort zone - where you have enough to fall back to. It's taking a risk. For me, I can't wait to start serving, prolly hosting, and I'm excited for that bucket to joy to just overflow in my heart. Currently, I feel that caring for people is a good thing to do. No matter how skeptical people will get in terms of doubting the genuineness or sincerety, one day, they will loosen their guards, and open their hearts to receive the goodness being offered by other people, and slowly but surely learn to attribute it to God almighty.

Was really excited to hear about Celine from Michelle! Still constantly hoping that I'd be able to bring Yi-Ling, Amy, Darren to come visit, and hopefully Celine too :) And also markiemellow, that he'll be more dependent on God :) So exciting!

It's amazing how I've grown in this journey of faith. I'm not the best, but I am definitely so many steps forward now compared to where I had been, for the past long period of my life. It's remarkable to have God in my heart, just constantly knowing that God is there, and depending on him. He has never felt more real. God is a mysterious God, and works in ways that surpass human understanding. I may not have my prayers answered in a tangible way where it feels like an equation is solved, nor do I have my questions answered quite literally. It's just a blind journey of faith, and trusting that God has a great plan for each and everyone of us, and that the pieces of the puzzle are falling nicely into place as orchestrated by Him. :)

keep the faith, guys!

off to do my assignments now :)

Blessed :)

Herrow world! It's been an interesting week, and all is well. There's no school this week, as it's E-Learning week, and it was awesome cuz it coincides with the dates my dad comes for his convention (: yay!! Started off the week by attending Service at Homes on Sunday, and then got the Monday blues on Monday :( I think it was partially because I was overwhelmed with uni workload, and then my eggs died, and all in all, I was just not in the happiest state. Hence, I took the bus to Sunway Pyramid and had dinner with Celine and Daphne at Sushi Zanmai. I wanted to eat the salmon head soooo badly, it's one of the factor of choosing Sushi Zanmai. We were all really excited for it till the extent we ordered one each, but 15 or 30 mins later he came saying that there was no salmon head :( *heart sinks* I asked like 5 or 6 times, and till the end, the 'manager' came and explained to us the flight was delayed etc etc. Mmm. It was a good day with great company nevertheless :)

On Tuesday, I took a cab to meet dad. [Lulz, I felt so bad cuz I went only at 5pm as I was rushing to submit tutorials], but seeing dad was great!! #blissblissbliss I think he missed me too, cuz he 'seemed' like he was waiting. :P and yeah, we headed to Midvalley for dinner as I was craving for salmon head badly, so we ended up at Hokkaido Ichiba :) Dad was so excited for his speech the next day, I'm truly amazed. He was sharing with me his slideshow for the next day, there were such substantial points, I was so impressed to find out that he prepared it all from scratch, and it was so structured and organised. I'm just so happy that he's such a lil kid at heart, and his brain functions just as nimble as a child would. And I know that he's got so much that he would do if he's physically able to. I pray for very very long healthy years for this amazing man :) #favouriteguyintheworld Anyway, he was so excited and got carried away explaining his speech to me till he actually did the speech and was loud. And I told him he's gotta live very long so that my kids can hear his stories :) he brushed it off and ignored me. We went on to have coffee after that. :) 

Wednesday I stayed at the Armada Hotel while dad went for his convention. Was a lil emotionally pressured feeling overwhelmed with school work and tried to sleep it off :( Alwyn came to pick me up for Indian food and then sent me back. Then on Thursday, Uncle Leonard came to pick me up for Bah Kut Teh < 3 and then me and dad went to Sunway Pyramid to spend time buying stuff. She bought so many skirts for my mum, it's so funny. We bought some formal clothes, and then he cabbed his way to the airport, whereas I stayed back to shop from 3 to like 6ish 7 while waiting for Daphne and Celine to finish watching Annabelle, we went for Korean food then I cabbed my way home with a few Suriamas people I just met. 

Bible study was supposed to be on on Friday, but it was cancelled, so I got to spend some quality time with Yi-Ling. :) Went home, and went to Homes! Pretty fun, and blessed :) Nat shared the story of Mark 2:1-12, where four friends carried their paralyzed friend up the roof just to see Jesus, and Jesus, impressed by their faith, made the paralyzed man well. Learnt about friendship, and about going the extra mile :) We chatted throughout the night, and decided to go for sashimi breakfast the next day!!! :D brought Amy along, and then went back, studied a bit at home. And church was on this morning.

So Jade picked us up and we went to have mamak breakfast RM 3.70 << so cheap!! Haven't spent so lil on food since high school? xD Then we chatted about Bah Kut Teh.. and guess what, we really went for it!! :D haha. Ps Kenneth shared about Jesus in church btw :) Okay, back to lunch. So we went to SS 14's "Klang Bah Kut Teh", and I met some new friends such as Henry, John, Vivian and a few others. Henry began to chat with me about Alwyn -.-

But all in all, it's been a great week! And I'm just so blessed, with all the good food, and great company. :) (thank you Jade!) thank you Lord!

I need to stay focused on doing my work.

okay, byeee :)

Bah Kut Teh lunch! :D

Homes!

ze bomb!!! :D
Top Catch Fisheries @ Taman OUG

peepo
#goodvibes

:)

photo strip throughout the fun week!

piee

:)

chill n grill the other day :D

some time ago :)

even more time ago

fav person in the world!

:D

undergoing his "training"...

some very long time ago..

shum time ago too.

i look too bad. i can't stand it too, seriously.

salmon head experience 1!