videos

She IS weird. :S

i still love her though.

and she's still awesome!

though and again, she's freaky :S

hmm. i miss her long hair oh.

you know last time i thought she was decent and stuff.. manatau hahaha

HAHAHA Gaga barrier zD

hmm this is kinda nice. :)

i find one of her other live performance not that nice but this is cool :D

ughh there's another video of gaga being a very scary woman but i lost the link :X ughh

5-9-09

hmm.
youth was good.
i haven't been there for a while and i find it quite interesting today.
you know,
Isaac was talking about people seperated from God and things like that.
That there are plenty of reasons why people can't reach out to God.
well, sin.
sighs.

like he said, people go to youth for different purposes.
some go because of God.
some go because of friends.
and many more.
honestly speaking, i usually go because of a friend.
A friend. Just one.
Well, my friend didn't come today and i wasn't really looking forward to youth but im glad i went.
I realised that doing so is a reaaaally bad thing.
And it draws you much further from God.

I always wonder if God is really there evertime i pray.
I find it really hard to concentrate to one thing when i close my eyes.
I always have an image of God when i close my eyes to pray.
But as time goes by, i find it really really hard to concentrate.
And during worship, i don't feel much of His presence.
Though they always say when you wanna feel God's presence,
You have to really want it.
And be like desperate i guess.
I tried.
And i tried.
I always do but i just can't seem to feel His presence.
And it just sucks.
And after a long while, i kinda got a lil tired of it and i got lazy.
Like i kept delaying the devotion that im supposed to do.
Excuses after excuses and i seriously stopped after a while.
and yeah.

And so i felt like im really far from God.
I even brought the devotion book thingy to KL with me but i didn't even bother to just flip a page.
And just now, it was kinda an eye opener.
I realised this and a lot of things that i've been doing that actually keep me from connecting to God.
And so when it was near the end of youth, they were gonna pray.
I wanted to pray together so so badly as i've been waiting for this for like ages..
Then my dad called and insisted on me leaving.
So.... yeahh. sighs.
But i guess i can't actually just depend on them,
I've gotta make every move myself.
And yeahh.

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Hmm okay.
Time for the life updates! :p
Well,
KL trip was alright.
It was reaaally quick though.
And.. i sucket at forum :p
ahahah.
not to brag, but practice was good.
like real good. everybody was.
then when it was our turn,
i got so nervous.
and i didn't realise like when u speak there'll actually be an echoooo cause the room was so quiet with everybody watching you.
and my tuition teacher was one of the judges and she was just right in front of me.
so embarassing. :/
then i spoke like kinda weird lahh :S
then right all of a sudden,
i accidentally called the penforum pertama: KerPeiJia saudara sebastian.
and it was so humiliating.
everybody was bloody laughing.
my bm teacher as well. she was laughing all the way.
then another penforum who's a girl as well was laughing.
she got soo red :p ahah
so yeahh.
bad day :S
then i went and asked the teacher bout our results today and she told us that she thinks we got the fourth.
i knew who were the top threes like for a while ady.
so it kinda surprised me a lil.
butt yeahh.
she also told us that we could've gotten third if our ahlipanel pertama who is the sebastian guy showed up.
but because he didn't so KerPeiJia took his place.

hmmm.
life then. :p
i talk so much. :x
ermm i think i needa break up with people for a while now.
certain people.
they just make my life more and more confusing.
haiiih.

okay enough of the crap now. bye :p

music vids

hmm.
check this out.
its kinda soft but the rest arent clear so you might have to get your volume higher.
sorry :/



oh and this.
you know at the first part,
where miley and nick sing together,
it looked so romantic to me. :)
and overall, i like this music video..
coz it somehow looks really meaningful to me.
:D

stinkypoo

bella and edward?

sighs.

but im tired of holding this inside my head.

Lyrics Colbie Caillat Lyrics Fallin%27 For You Lyrics

holidays holidays.
sighs.
khb project.
english drama.
geography project.
forum.
music project.

but most of all KL TRIP. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
ngaha. :p

check this out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZgNjn9V_IKw&feature=related

gagagagaga

i like this. :D

lyrics truly relect people's lives. :)

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But i’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know where to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Has it ever cross your mind when we’re hangin’,
Spending time girl,
Are we just friends, is there more, is there more,
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take,
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last,
Last forever, forever

sighs.

time.

time bloody flies.
it was january then and now's it's august.
and i think i've said this before.
but just to keep the memory from fading away.

at a blink of eye, 3/4 years have come and gone.
i still remember my primary years.
facing insanely crappy fear which lasted for quite some time.
rejection.
embarrassing moments.
i had my heart cracked into pieces.
but nobody ever knows.
all the hurt and the loneliness.
BUT
i thank God that it's history now.
years come and go, friends come and go as well.
i began to realised who my true friends are,
and who aren't.
as time goes by, my life is getting better each year.
every year has its own worries.
form one was a lot better than the previous years..
form two is even better.
and im really grateful.
tooo everyyybodyy. :D
Lol.
soo yeahh.

and yayyy. exams are over.
can't wait to shop till i drop.
i just have so many freaking things to buy.
and my hols are gonna be packed i think :D
hopefully.
im gonna play the sims 2, wake up at noon time everyday :p, read books, go shopping!, movies, KLLLLLLLLL weeee, sleepovers and etc etc.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
oh and BARBIE MARIPOSA! :P

hmmm.
wanted to post this yesterday but didn't make it.
so here it is:

*i like this song*

and this is pretty cool to me. check out her lips at the end, like a mouse. :p
oh don't know why won't work.
go check out lah. :D
PAPARAZZI BY LADY GAGA.

hellooo :B

heyyy. :D
lol.
hahaha.
exams were up and then yeahh.
they were bloody bloody.
they were so hard man.
and i think my grades are gonna fall as i didn't study much.
:(
geee.
well, let's just hope that it doesn't get too bad. :/
sighs.
anyway,
there are kinda lots of interesting songs..
like, hmm.. FAME by GAGAGAGA? :)
I KNOW YOU WANT ME is also kinda nice.
oh! MAMA DO & PARTY IN THE USA.
FALLIN' FOR YOU as well.
oh and PAPARAZZI by GAGAGAGA also. :p
by different different singers lahh.
and there are definitely more.

im kinda like a gaga fan now.
hah.

upddaate

hey peeeps.
haven't been updating for quite some time i supposee.
so yeahh.
as you can see, i put my blog back as publicc.
since putting it as private is like pretty annoying as you know whyy.
ha.
hmmm. honestly speaking, what's wrong with people?
gee.
moodswings. pms? menopause. ahh.
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exam's next week.
and time bloooody flies.
i still remember how i spent my last holidays and yet the next hols are just around the corner.
i remember watching monsters vs aliens hannah montana snakes on a plane and chatting around with frens and having a good/boring time.
school has been kinda okaaaaay lately.
okay sajalah.
then for the past few weeks, have been missing youth running 7k! night war etc etc.
i know night war was in june but still the memory is still super clear as though it was just yesterday.
coz it was fun.
andddd.... WOOTS.
swine flu.
schools have been closed down one after another.
can't really believe that it's that serious.
people died too. oops?
we should just pray hard.

reed brennan ahaha

have been reading the private series and they're awesome.
like seriously yeah.

check this out.



i didn't know which answer to pick and so i random pick only lah.
she's not bad as well.
oh and if you wanna do this thing, go hereeee.


anyway, tomorrow's 7k.
i wonder who's going.
and wonder what's its gonna be like.
and i wonder what happens if tomorrow rains.
lol.
bazaar's on sunday.
and no school on monday.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
oh and this was what i learnt in tuition that day. :p
you do not pronounce bazaar as bra-zaar nor baa-zar/baa-zaar you should pronounce it as bazaar! :p
lol. lame kannn.
so i think we're supposed to pronounce it as buhhzaar.

school was fine.
and yay! singing lesson is so over.
lol.
i was like super nervous then yeahh.
schoolschoolschoolschool.
had spelling test today.
and i was so highhh. lol.
anyway, the spelling test was hard. so :(.

are your species all like that?
you cling to them, then you dump.
no matter how strong your friendship with each other is.
or does that mean that it has been fragile all along?
tell me about it.

teacher's day and stuff x

Tomorrow's TEACHER'S DAY. Stayed in school to help clean the class. It was sooo tiring and hot as we had no current. Blooody. We weren't gonna have this party but some students came up and said they want to celebrate and so we did this really last minute thing. If we don't have this thing, we might get dead bored in the class anyway as we only have to go to the hall by 8.30. We still have to get to school like usual tho so yeah. Gonna hormat tomorrow to all the teachers tomorrow. Wonder what's it gonna be like. I hope it rains tomorrow. And the weather would be soo pretty. Aha.

Finished my project days ago. Printed it out in black and white. :S You know i put a lot of effort in doing that project, and i expected it to be really nice when i printed it out in colours. But yeahh, guess that's what i can only have. It's alright lah, aha.

LIFEEEE.
talk about it soon.
goodnight.
tata. :p

MICHAEL JACKSON FREAKS ME BTW!
night.
ahah

dadadadadada

Da, double dee, double di
Double dee, double da, double dee, double di
Double dee, double da, double dee, double di
Double dee, double da, double dee, double di

im soooo tired.
have been staying up late every night to do the sejarah projectt.
:/
tomorrow's PTS day!
guess what.
i have to be there from 7.30 till 11.30.
im on duty. :(
geeeeeeeee.
sucks.
a lil worried about my results.
but still, gotta face the truthh!
ughh.
i dont know what im talking about.

oh went to the forum thingy that day.
eeeeeeeeesh.
Kian Kok got the first oh.
followed by MY Tshung Tsin.
the Kian Kok-ers who went were super mean and they suck.
no offense but were they having some problems?
they went to the toilet in groups after groups every five minutes.
who do they think they are?
they're so rude and disrespectful.
what happened to their teachers in charge oh?
your student go toilet you don't stop them.
don't you have pendidikan moral in school?
besides, when it was other group who finished their forum, they never clap.
and when they announced tshung tsin got second, they clapped like crap man.
so mean.
i mean it's good for them to clap, but.. sarcasm.
sucks.
>:(

anyway, i wanna read mind ohhh.
grrrrr.
you, you, you, you, you rock. :)
xoxo.

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90210.
haven't been updated with it.
:/
can't wait to know what Annie boomed!

schoolschoolschoolschool.
school actually wasn't bad.
since i didn't wanna be home so badly for some matters.
i actually wished i could be in school longerrr.
but yeahh.
it's fine now.
changess
you change, he changes, i change, she changes, it changes?
these changes are driving me outta my bloody mind.
complicating and annoying and ugh.
sucks.
but,
some changes were good tho.
:D

life isn't that bad after all.
LOL. :D
have been procastinating.
sejarah projek, english oral, and tennis lessons? :/
ughhh.
tennis lessons. :/ sorrry guys.
i've been wanting to go for it for ages but just.. haih.
i was like oh today yr busy, next timelah, then next time, then kept on delaying.

anyways,
next sat's parents day.
looked forward to it before.
but feeling normal now.
*rolls eyes*
i don't know what i'm talking about. :/
gee.
TODAY'S FATHER'S DAY.
hahaha.
i didn't know about it before until a friend :D reminded me about it.
we didn't have anything planned tho.

sometimes i wish i'm edward so that i could read people's mind and be amazingly gorgeous and suck blood maybe and save the world and save human beings and stuff. but it's takenn. the sex part is excluded tho. i wanna remain female. :P

wootswootswootswoots. ommggg. :P